Monday, January 24, 2005 / 11:44 PM
She seems to be lost with tt expression she had given...
HEy...haha...today band pract was great...damn great...though i was nt feeling well..but i try my best to play n cover up the hole...
Hui yan called the sectional ppl to haF a full pract wif the percussion...woots...it was definitely GREAT! haha...i purposely stand infront of yayun..but in the end, i wanna make her laugh but she made me laugh...hahaha...
She seems to be lost with that expression she had given to me n yayun...haha...SHE's SO CUTE!!!i LUV her MORE!!!HAHAHa...tt definitely made me laugh...
Well, today i was havin a bad day in sch...i was havin a bad stomachache...n pain till so pain till i get headache n giddy,,,idiot hor...haha
I was tryin my best to play wif my full air...since horn is nt there, i need to play louder...n...seems like only 1 alto sax player playing n actually there's two players playin...hmm...haiz...if qing yuan is still dere, i can take a rest...well..no choice...weng kuan is nt there...so no choice...haiz...
WEll, we played over n over again...sian ar...my lips was wore OFF!!!!hahaha...really very tired...
I didnt fall in today...i went home after keepon my instru. BUt of course, i did inform aizat la...haha..since he said ok, then ok lor...haha
Then when reach home, ate medicine n then bathe n then went to slp..woke up at 10.15...to eat my dinner..haha...haiz...hmm...feelin so pain..my head...havin headache...a very bad headache...argh...IRRITATING!!!!
K...i will stop here...t.c every1...n btw, seems like the LTD server got prob wif playin,...sry 4 any incovenience...hehe...n...my stupid tag-board is nt workin again...wad's happenin man.....song nt workin...tag-board nt working...sry 4 any incovenience...if u wan to give me any comment, u can sms me, k? u noe my no? dunno, ask me...haha...
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Sunday, January 23, 2005 / 5:18 PM
My reed had dead!
It's abt more then 4 days that i havent been updatin my journals...hmm..i am lazy to update...tt's y...n plenty of hwk on my table...haiz...
YEst, went 4 band pract...the band members r HIGH...hmm..dunno wad happened...we R REALLy very HIGh tis few days...sounds like we r juz taken ice...woots...hahaha...but of course, we wun..haha...
My reeds had dead...my reed had teared abt coz of the reed holder. WHile i was puttin my reed in, the sharp edge juz teared my reed...a real long line...omg...but lucky ting was, i had an extra reed in my case...lucky...i bought a extra reed last yr...in case the reed spoil again..haiz...how careless i was...
Then went to eat lunch wif the alumnis n other band mates...hmm...had a late lunch thou?haha..Then i pei nisa went to her hse n pei her friend eat dinner..haha..then we had a long chat...hmm..we chatted alot of tings..mostly abt band?i tink...hehe..
Then after tt i went home...hmm...reach home at abt 9pm?hmm..then bathe then eat dinner lor...yest very tired...so only online 4 awhile...until 11 sth, go slp liao..hehe
Then today, woke up n do hwk...but b4 tt, eat first, bathe first then do hwk...haiz...newspaper ARTICLE!!!SIAN!!!o yeah...yest i borrowed 3 very gd books frm the library...is abt music...well..i gonna read it!!!HMM!!!yay...haha..k..i stop here...hehe..
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Thursday, January 20, 2005 / 12:24 AM
Lungs pain...
WOOT!!yest went to study wif eunice, lynn n sin hui...then after tt may n rita n jeremy n shu ling came...then i was waitin 4 nisa jie...hehe...Then at 5 sth she n hui yan came...woot...Then chat chat...haha//..we were havin fun...we were laughin here n there...i tink the WHOLE KFC is our laughin noise...mayb worz...we were chattin n laughin 4 more then 2 hrs i tink...haha...i laugh till LUNG pain...haha...cannot take it liao..but in the end, cant bear wif the jokes...hahaha...
Then After tt went to the interchange...o yeah...eunice is crazy...went home, come back again...haha...went to the interchange...hey...hui yan called me winnie the eddy....haha..i called her back winnie the YANN!!!haha...do i look like pooh??hey...funny ar...grace called me bunny...then hui yan called me winnie the eddy...hahaha..anyway, nvm...juz jkin only rite?hahaa...
Then after tt walk to the interchange, then 273 come le, hui yan go first...then 851 come..then me n eunice go first...left nisa...but i tink after we left, her bus come liao..haa...o yeah...eunice, nisa n I saw daphne in the interchange...hui yan left liao..so nvr c...muhahaha...
Hmm, yest i didnt online...i was very tired...damn tired...so i slept quite early n i do finish my sci hwk liao...so no hwk liao...now left wif summary...i usin com to do it...since eunice uses com to do it, i copy her..muhahaha...
K...now abt today...hmm...wad to write??nth happen..o yeah...hmm...today suppose got sci test...but sth happened...so ms chandran make the test to a open book test n let us brin it home...but she will only take half of the mark...haiz...need to do another test again..sian...but very heng...today got test rite..i NVR EVEN STUDY IT! i ACTUALLY forgot it...OMG...how can i/?heng rite...hahaha...
Then after sch, got prefect meeting at 3pm...haiz...cannot go wif eunice they all...haiz...meetin till 3.45pm...hey...mrs yeo didnt scold the sec 2 prefects durin assembly...hmm...y shuba(dunno how to spell her name) sis said tt mrs yeo scolded us...argh....hmm...shikin felt weird 2...hehe..but anyway, nvm...hmm...nth to do le...o yeah..i get the hwk frm ruthy...hahaha...the hwk is 4 nisa jie...she today nvr go sch...well...went to her hse alone n gave her hwk..her mum took it then i left...
K la...i stop here...very tired...it's already 12.24am!GORDON bennett...tired but cannot slp..idiot...haha...lol..k...t.c every1...
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Sunday, January 16, 2005 / 1:23 AM
gd bye to u...
Well, today start off wif a fine day...everyting was fine...
Went 4 sectional...Got a infor frm yang Qi(or Qin)..i nt sure how to spell her name...hmm...tt qing yuan come liao...n i c him n his parents...noein wad's happenin...i haf the feelings of he's really transferin...hmm...well...i wanted to cry but i hold it back...qing yuan cried 2...hui yan 2...n li mei n weng kuan...well...i didnt noe whether am i right to hold back my tears...Well, we took a foto of sax sect wif him...well...Time travels fast...he had been wif us hmm...10 months??or 8 months??i nt sure...i juz noe it havent reach 1 yr...haiz..
Well, qing yuan, if u r free, do come back n c us k? i am sure all the HSS CB members will warmly welcome u to come back n c us...although today u cant go to the band room to c the members last chance, but i am sure, ur heart will always haf us...n out heart will always haf u...study hard n all the best 4 u in ur new sch...May god bless u...
Ehy..btw ar...ur new sch i tink is gold band rite??if i didnt hear wrgly wad ur parents said to mr badrul...hehe...
HEY....it's too little...isint it? 26 recruits...no no...mr tan...give us more leh...haiz...
Well, today ardisa, xin yi, sin hui n I left the band pract earlier 4 the flag day...hmm...started off wif sherman n yamato to orchard n find andrew...hmm...ORCHARD PPL R HEARTLESS! They dun even donate 1 lor...idiot...hmm...bukit merah interchange alot of ppl donate sia...gd gd...hehe..then after orchard, we went to harbour front...haiz...ok la...nt bad..btr then orchard..then go tiong bahru...wow....once reach there....20 mins only...already half can liao...gd gd...then my can was 3/4 full?/?i doubt or 2/4 full??hmm..nt sure...estimation is between 2/4 n 3/4 full..hehe....HSs had helped to donate today of 8 hundred sth bucks i itnk...if im nt wrg...yAY! 2n1 3rd shift collected alot of money...more then 1st n 2nd shift..if im nt wrg..hehe...2n1 shld get a prize u noe...atleast a small token...hahaha...woots...BTW...i need to thank Ruth, shi ying n yida n eunice n doris 4 donating money...esp ruth...she donated quite lot...thx every1...luv u ppl..muackz....
Then went home n bathe then watch news then SLP!tired....suppose today wanna do hwk...but seems like tmr i had to PIANG liao..no choice..hehe..k...stop here...hehe...t.c ya..haha...
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Friday, January 14, 2005 / 11:20 PM
TireD!
Well, a normal day 2...hmm...nth to say leh..hmm..let me tink...A gal or guy wif a bad attitude r nt worth to be lOVE!Do u ppl agree wif it? i agree...haha...
Even if u r pretty, but if u r holdin on to a bad attitude, who will like u/(excludin sum guys or gals who like his/ her stead or lover to haf a bad attitude la)...but normally, no1 wans his/her lover to haf a bad attitude rite?
Pei Qi: The way i saw ur attitude towards the prefects today r very bad...n the way u scold the class chairman...n pls hor..u r a vice chair.. shld show a gd model....It's ur fault to wear ur p.e t-shirt inside...n u r showin my friend ur stupid FACE! N Knockin 1 of the prefect purposely wif ur stupid attitude...wad kind of attitude is tis...u r pretty...yes..i agree...but...wif tis kind of attitude, it's really stupid...i hope u can change it now if nt, may god bless u...
EVEn if ur voice r sweet, by scold a word "fuck off" to ur class chairman, if a boy heard tt, i guess he will haf a bad image of u! Chio doesnt mean u can do anyting n scold any1...Do u haf to scold FUCK OFF in front of the whole class and wif mr tse there 2??hope u can really change ur attitude...it's nt gd to haf tis attitude in sec sch...pls...NOW u r A SEc student...nt a PRi STUDENt!...u shld noe wad's right and wad's wrg...
BY scoldin all the sec 1s, and 2e3 ppl, do u tink u r rite wif tt? i dun tink so...but too bad, u cant c tis..but i hope u can realise it 1 day by urself or ur friends and WAKE UP!
hmm...i tink i tok too much abt her liao...haha...coz i nth to say...haha...
K..i shall stop here...hehe...t.c
I haf decided n it's my final decision on u 2...i will choose u but nt her...!!!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Thursday, January 13, 2005 / 9:05 PM
DO u haf to do it/?
Do u haf to do it? No other way? do u haf to change the whole u...u r nt playin a fool to urself...well....u had gone through so many difficulties then u can reach a stage whr u can be happy n juz like u noW! U dun haf to change it...u didnt fail ur test...y did u say u had failed ur test?
It's nt worth it to change the whole u...it's really very sad u noe...as a god bro...i really feel like cryin..i can understand ur feelins..but...u had gone through so many difficulties then u can be the 1 u r nOW! a happy, cute friend n jie to us...or rather mei...
If u need any1 to lend u a ear, u can look 4 me jie...
Well, tis whole journal is 4 u...the final decision is on u...i cant make u change ur mind tt much...i really hope tt u will nt change the whole u...JUZ change alittlebit of u...n remember...bein happy to urself is to brin happiness to ur friends...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 / 11:30 PM
a happy day...
It's a happy day 4 today...ms tan yun xin announced the class chair person....n is fareez n farah...hmm...actually, i dun except is fareez to be a chairperson...haiz...quite disappointed la...actually..haha.but nvm...
Well, it;s oso a USUAL day...hmm...nth to say...hmm....tt gal frm 1n2...haiz..she got stead le...so sad...but nvm la...still can be friend mah...right//haha...sherman was very sad wors....oops...haha....juz now chattin wif ardisa...chattin on class matters...C how the 2 class chair can manage the class n improve the quality of the class notice board, attitude....haha....juz sit back n watch show...hehe...
Well, i need to wish farah gd luck...hope she can cope wif her studies....she's a prefect plus chairperson plus need to cope wif cca....hmm...wish her gd luck then...haha.but anyway, nt bein a class chair oso nt tt bad la...prefects bigger then class chair in the end...=D...haha...
Hmm...tmr got band pract after sch...need to go...it's COMPULSORY!!!haha...even if it's nt compulsory, i will still go..haa..i need to pract very very very very hard...SYF is comin....last then 3 months....time passes fast...hmm...last few yrs i went 4 competition is wif chi orchestra,...nt band...it's different...aimin 4 GOLD!!!!muz get gold...MUZ...it's a MUZ!!!
K la...stop here...t.c every1..hehe...
Let's fate decides ur destiny...luv cannot be forced...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005 / 11:40 PM
happy...shy...
Well...it's juz a normal day 4 today...no much difference...today vote 4 class chairman...well...hmm...wun noe the result till thursday ba...i tink...haha...coz tml,wed, no ms tan lesson...
Well...i am tinkin of her....in my mind...in my heart...is full of her name...wad's happenin to me??wth is happenin...i cannot like her...haiz...
Well...today sherman...very darin..juz jkin wif him...he really serious go ask her 4 her hp no...wth...i ran away...of course..very pai sei..but now..haiz...regret...dunno y...tt time feelin so scare...feelin so pai sei...haiz...
Well, luvin sum1 had no reasons 4 it...so let it be...no choice..haiz...
K..i will stop here....t.c every1...dun ask me who i am referrin to in here k??haha...k la...if u wan to noe, ask me..mayb i will tell u..=D...
I need to thk sherman 2...=D...thx ar sherman...
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Saturday, January 08, 2005 / 11:26 PM
sianz...
nth much abt today...hmm...ms tan went thru persuasion...n we managed to persuade her nt to give HWK!!!n we succeeded...=)...hmm...went 4 band sectional today...mainly pract on postcard...haha...3rd movement...=X...jialat...tt movement..can die!!!hahaha...i tink weng kuan will be playin 4 the 2nd movement solos...aaha...gd luck to her den...tmr ccians comin...n wad's the most irritated ting is...they band cher i/c comin oso...hmm...but...juz like wad hui yan told nisa...it's an official event...so no choice...probably it's oso a sch event...coz consent forms were issued to dem...heard frm SCB de...haha...they had bus...hmm...sure will haf difficulty gettin into our sch!!hahaha...but heard frm scb tt sir told them wad to say to the security guard...hmm...today sectional, sir came...hehe...he brought music park original 4 us to copy it...get the pieces, went down to copy it...hehe...library goin to close le...heng ar...reached on time de ya...=)
hmm...nth much abt today...juz miz sum1 lots....miz miz miz.............
juz wanna to tell u...if u dun understand me, dun say anyting...coz...u 4eva wun understand wad's on nowadays in sch...tt's all i can say to u...it depends on u...to trust me anot...coz...really...if u dun trust me...den...wad 4 i say back to u...coz...u juz wun bliff wad i haf said...am i rite?I wun eat drugs outside...y shld i? i wun do wrg tings outside...y shld i? Friends ard me are nice...juz tt u dun bliff it...yes..indeed...i had change alot...coz...of stress...juz 1 word...stress....it's really very very very stressful...yes...u can control me...i dun really mind...coz u r doin 4 my own gd...but...over controlling can cause me to haf lots of stress on my sch work...it's nt abt band...in band, i haf no stress...i am stressful in band..coz i play music...i put aside my stress...n play music...play it wif feelings...either isit a angry feeling or a romantic feeling...but...w/o ur support, i cant do anyting...as in..u shld u...i luv music alot...in pri sch, i joined orchestra...in sec sch...i joined band...music is nt juz abt music...it's abt feelings.....wad kind of feelings can i give to my playin...im rather disappointed by u...wad i can say now is..."every1 changes...i can always stay at my own last time..."...yes...i slim down..i agree...but oso..it's becuz of stress...i didnt really eat...even if im at home..i didnt really eat...coz...i am tired..i need sum rest...or if i didnt rest, i will do my hwk...revise...yes, everynite i will go online...chit-chat wif my friends...but...tt's my only way to de-stress myself....haiz...dun wanna say anymore...i was really very very very angry wif u juz now....yes...im wrg..i felt guilty quarrelin wif u...on such a trival tingy...haiz...but...the only ting...im angry at...is...u asked me..whether did i do anyting wrg outside while wif my friends and eat drugs....tis sentence...hurt me lots...seriously hurt me lots...haiz...
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