I'M WATCHING YOU.

Saturday, January 08, 2005 / 11:26 PM

sianz...

nth much abt today...hmm...ms tan went thru persuasion...n we managed to persuade her nt to give HWK!!!n we succeeded...=)...hmm...went 4 band sectional today...mainly pract on postcard...haha...3rd movement...=X...jialat...tt movement..can die!!!hahaha...i tink weng kuan will be playin 4 the 2nd movement solos...aaha...gd luck to her den...tmr ccians comin...n wad's the most irritated ting is...they band cher i/c comin oso...hmm...but...juz like wad hui yan told nisa...it's an official event...so no choice...probably it's oso a sch event...coz consent forms were issued to dem...heard frm SCB de...haha...they had bus...hmm...sure will haf difficulty gettin into our sch!!hahaha...but heard frm scb tt sir told them wad to say to the security guard...hmm...today sectional, sir came...hehe...he brought music park original 4 us to copy it...get the pieces, went down to copy it...hehe...library goin to close le...heng ar...reached on time de ya...=)

hmm...nth much abt today...juz miz sum1 lots....miz miz miz.............

juz wanna to tell u...if u dun understand me, dun say anyting...coz...u 4eva wun understand wad's on nowadays in sch...tt's all i can say to u...it depends on u...to trust me anot...coz...really...if u dun trust me...den...wad 4 i say back to u...coz...u juz wun bliff wad i haf said...am i rite?I wun eat drugs outside...y shld i? i wun do wrg tings outside...y shld i? Friends ard me are nice...juz tt u dun bliff it...yes..indeed...i had change alot...coz...of stress...juz 1 word...stress....it's really very very very stressful...yes...u can control me...i dun really mind...coz u r doin 4 my own gd...but...over controlling can cause me to haf lots of stress on my sch work...it's nt abt band...in band, i haf no stress...i am stressful in band..coz i play music...i put aside my stress...n play music...play it wif feelings...either isit a angry feeling or a romantic feeling...but...w/o ur support, i cant do anyting...as in..u shld u...i luv music alot...in pri sch, i joined orchestra...in sec sch...i joined band...music is nt juz abt music...it's abt feelings.....wad kind of feelings can i give to my playin...im rather disappointed by u...wad i can say now is..."every1 changes...i can always stay at my own last time..."...yes...i slim down..i agree...but oso..it's becuz of stress...i didnt really eat...even if im at home..i didnt really eat...coz...i am tired..i need sum rest...or if i didnt rest, i will do my hwk...revise...yes, everynite i will go online...chit-chat wif my friends...but...tt's my only way to de-stress myself....haiz...dun wanna say anymore...i was really very very very angry wif u juz now....yes...im wrg..i felt guilty quarrelin wif u...on such a trival tingy...haiz...but...the only ting...im angry at...is...u asked me..whether did i do anyting wrg outside while wif my friends and eat drugs....tis sentence...hurt me lots...seriously hurt me lots...haiz...

yes, you know i'm watching you.