I'M WATCHING YOU.

Saturday, February 19, 2005 / 11:47 PM

great!

IT's a great day 4 today. WEnt 4 music exchange with yuying again. Well, of course, the music exchange is at 11am. So u had our band pract as usual. well, today was quite a disappointed day la. Wanna see the instrument but selmer paris havent come yet. ONLY YAMAHA!!!ARGH!!!but anyway, i am happy 4 horn and trumpet sect. They got their new instru. The trumpet sect got a new cornet 4 every member. BUT 2 cornets havent come yet, so, juniors doesnt have the chance to use. HAHA...the case was very nICE!haha...the horn..so shiny and nice...haha...

Reach yu ying le, then do all the barang barang things....went for sectional. WELL, today, none of the tenor sax player came. ARGH!!!idiot...anyway, no choice...well, sir, i hope u are juz jking. Do u really want eleanor to go to tenor sax? well, hmm...haiz...haiz...haiz...

Today performance was great. i LUV it even though i made some mistakes and i shldnt have made this kind of mistakes. haiz...after performance, then watch other sch's performance...it was great 2...haha..

Then went back to sch...hmm...today got the announcement that this coming friday, HSS is going to host 4 the music exchange. Although it's a small music exchange and there's only 3 schs(including hss) involving, i hope hsscb members can get atleast sum experience from this hosting. 15 march, is a big big music exchange, well....i hope it will be successful =D.

`Why cant i juz forget abt her? It's already past 1 yr. I still didnt make it. today, as she sits behind me, i juz stop luving her...although she noes, but i doubt she dont noe tt i am still liking her. Although i like her, but i still treat her as my mei. BUt, the feelings is getting deeper. I feel like giving up on her but i noe it will be very hard but i did try, but it failed. The face that she gave me is totally different frm others. It's nt hatreds faces or anger...it's her cute face...haiz...juz cant take her out of my mind n juz luv her as my mei. My dearest mei...haiz...`

I didnt haf a chance to tell u all this...jie...i wanna tell u all this but in the end, only one of my closest jie noes. I dun have the chance to tell u...well, i hope this journal entry, the last 2nd para, u will noe wad';s happening and i hope u noe. I hope u can guess sum infor k? Hope u can give me sum comments on it, jies....and of course, every1 who has seen this journal entry, u can give me sum comments on the last 2nd para. BUT dun ask me who is that gal, i wun tell u. EVEN if u guess it correctly or wrngly. I WUn tell any1 who's that gal.

yes, you know i'm watching you.