I'M WATCHING YOU.

Sunday, March 20, 2005 / 11:33 AM

being banned

I am banned frm goin out wif friends now on...i juz dun get it. In wad way did i show tt i am becuming notty to u? I seriously dun understand it. If i am becuming notti, my attitude towards u will be different rite? BUt i juz raise my voice alittle bit towards u coz i am seriously irritated n frustrated. I am tired. I am having lots of stress...BUt...did u noe abt it? DID u care? did u? THis morning...1 ting tt i juz wake up...n i get frm u wad? A BIG NAGGING AND SCOLDING! K fine...i dun go out wif my friends...i DUN! FINE! LET me be as stressful as i can...k? I WILl GO home str. away after sch or band k?

DUn u noe tt it's very frustrating when i am under lots of stress n i cant relax myself? U haf tried tt b4...dun u? WHen u r under lots of stress...n u r very tired...wad will u do??? u will get frustrated easily 1 rite? Y cant u juz understand my feelings. I wun go notty 1...y cant u juz cant trust me...although i am sec 2...but pls...band members r those who noes how to tink. i noe how to c de k...Y juz u cant understand me? y cant u juz cant trust me? Wad had happened? ISIT juz cuz brother went very notty during his sec 2 education and i will go notty too? isnt tt nonsense??

If u wan, u can go to sch wif me...n i will show u wad kind of friends i am following...

During sec 1...w/o dem, will i pass all my subs...we went to study together...they taught me alot of tings...pls...pls...4 my godness sake...they r nt naughty students k???

I dun wan to say all tis tings face to face to u... i will hide it in my heart.

yes, you know i'm watching you.