Saturday, April 30, 2005 / 11:44 PM
HOT!!!HOT!!!HOT!!!
It's JUZ SIMPLY making Me HOT!!!THE WEATHER...hhaha...i can even sweat at home..when i am nt walkin or runnin at all...juz sittin down at the sofa watchin tv...woots...can imagine how hot it is outside....hahahaa...lucky today nvr go out..if nt i will be chanting 4 air con...hahaha...
Well..today...nth to do....set up my instru to play....hahahaha....but play till half dun wanna play liao...haha..no breath...jialat...i must train myself again liao...last time b4 syf, i can hold 4 32 sec or atleast 25 secs...now..haiz....10 secs lidat only..jialat...muz really train hard...hahaha...
Reply my letter to sum1...haha...told her how i feel......how's my emotion nowadays...haha...
Emotions cannot juz look at the appearance of the person...outside happy....inside sad...being hurt...=(...haha
But..anyway, forget abt it...woots...didnt really touch on my revision today..juz simply 1 word...LAZY!hahaha...lol...
Sian...tmr dunno got the mood to go out anot.....it's JUZ So HOT!!!34 degree....OMG!!!HEatStroke sia...hahaha...lucky at nite got air con..if nt, i gonna heatstroke...haha...
HA...k la...stop here liao..nth to write...haha...
`The Incredibles is JUZ SO So SO FUNNY!!!!`
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Friday, April 29, 2005 / 9:17 PM
EXAM!!!AH!!!!
AHHH!!today is the eng pp1 n 2/...woots.....pp 1 was ok ok la....ms tan said tt sect 1 very badly done...hmm...hope i will pass...as 4 sect 2....very well done...hope i will pass too...as 4 pp2...omg.........DIE!!!!passage b is juz so hard....n summore summary on passage b..but summary like nth to write de leh...like whole passahe oso got no ans de...so anyhow write...scared i FAIL sia...i hope i wun..i muz pass eng...i MUZ!!!at least get a B...
Nxt few days...gonna really study hard...>REALLY hard...haiz...
Today i wrote sth on the paper...hehe...hmm..cannot say out here...privacy...then when ms tan walk nearer n nearer to me, i quickly erase it off...WOots....lucky she nvr c..if nt i die..haha...
Im happy tt finally....u ppl patched Up liao...less worries...now...worries on u..haha...
Im hurt by u...haha...lol....tis is a few words tt i've wrote on the pp today...hahaha...
WEnt to do ipw at sherman's hse today..haha...had a VERy fun time wif sherry...haha..she's juz CRAZY!!!sherman 2!!hahaha....n nt forgeting abt me..hehe..n my other 2 friends...haha..we were crazy...hahaha...CHANGI AIRPORT...u ppl noe wad's tt???haha...the ans is/..i cannot say out here...wanna noe, come ask me..haa...lol...
K la...stop here le...hehe...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005 / 11:06 PM
haiz...
Today..started off wif sch quite fine...was very happy today..woots...keep on laughin..but...
Haiz...i am utterly DISAPPOINTED on both of u...The way u tok to her...is very very very rough...it's very hurtin..i can feel tt needles pokin thru her heart...haiz...n u...y...y do u change so much..i dun understand...
TIs few days...many tings haf happened...haiz...
Y everytime u c me, u will frm happy to sad??? Wad actually happened last sat...yayun was rite...she told me tt she has the feeling tt the sadness is coz of me...n i haf the feelings 2...is that real???or fake???i hope it's FAKE...but...if it's real, i will noe wad to do...probably, it might hurt u...but it will hurt me 2...but...i hope tis wun happen...coz u haf always been my dearest, best mei i ever haf...
I dun wan to aSK u wad had happened...i scare u will remind of wad had happened last sat n hurt u again..but...it seems like whether i ask u or i nvr ask u...it's still same...dun u feel so???Y everytime...it's seriously everytime...when u c me, u will becum very very very sad...wad did i do wrg? TEll ME!...=(...sumtimes i feel like avoidin u...but is tis method gonna solve it...serious...i hope everyting, ur sadness, haf nth to do wif me...sumtimes...at nite...i shed my tears silently...juz coz of u...dun u noe tt...yest, i did cry again...today...i dun haf any appetite to eat...
Haiz...anyway, u will not noe anyting tt i am worrying abt...haiz...
I juz hope tt every1 will live in a peaceful life...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, April 25, 2005 / 10:53 PM
U ppl hafwent overbroad...
WEll....still worryin 4 u...haiz..but im glad tt u are still tokin n laughin...=D//...
DUn u two tink tt u 2 haf went overbroad? DO u noe how nisa feel? She's TOTALLY HURT by u 2...HOW many more times muz u hurt her? SHE luvs u 2...she luvs u 2 lots...after she told me wad had happened today, i am seriously very very very very very disappointed on u 2....esp. Lynn...u haf seriously disappoint me lots...u haf changed lots......Y muz u two make nisa till lidat??? I HATE U 2! u MAKE my BeloVED JIE SuFfEr! Does she deserve dat? tell me...do u wan a consulation session wif u 2...i can haf it...
PLs...tink twice b4 u say out...tink...will it be hurtin if u say it out....frm wad i noe...the word doesnt refer to u..well...u 2 haf mistaken it...
Wad i hope i am on the scene....But too bad, i need to do ipw stuff...so couldnt make it 4 the meeting...IF i am dere, i saw every situation, i wld haf scolded u ppl/...
haiz...tt's enuff...seriously...dun take ur seniors 4 granted...even ur friends ard u...one day, if they dun care abt u, n u then realised ur mistake, tt's TOO LATE!!!TOO LATE!...
to my jie...i noe ur feelings..i understand ur feelings...u can come n tok to me if u haf any prob...i will always be there 4 u...i will put everyting aside...n help u...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Sunday, April 24, 2005 / 10:27 PM
Wad is happenin daily???
I didnt noe...wad's the heck happenin daily...everytime...haiz...
Worriness on her...she dun wan to tell me her prob...everyting she wrote is kill...her msn nick...kill....i am seriously worried 4 her...n summore...mid yr is on the way...i dun wan coz of her tis serious prob n affect her studies...haiz...dear mei...cheerup k???
Haiz...shld i blame the ppl ard me or shldnt i???i dunno...haiz...
Yest kept on shouting n shouting...non-stop...it hurts my throat......red hse......rawks...hahaha...2n1 rawks...anthony...our idol...coz of him...we get the best lower sec award...i oso dunno wad award was tt actually...haha;....rawks on man...2n1...woots...
Went home n prepare everyting 4 the project..but in the end, all the material are wif DIANTo...so no choice..didnt wan to go home..haha...so went to orchard wif sherry, sherman, samuel and zhi hui...hmm...haha..had alot of fun wif sherman ar...haha...
Went to PS....went to yamaha first...wanna buy tings..but no stock....so long liao still no stock..irritatin...so we went to play arcade...hahaha...fun ar...haha...
REst awhile at the dunno wad cafe??haha...lol....then went to bugis wif sherr's friends n sherman...haha....sherman is CRAZY...TOTALLY different person in home clothes....in sch u...a very guai guy..in home clothes......haha...CRAZY...like monkey...hahaha....had a gd time wif him...i didnt noe tt he's tt CRAZY after all...hahaha....
reached home...bathe, eat, do hwk...slp...haha...
Today...haiz...dun mention liao..tired liao..haha
`do blame ourself if tt happens to us...`
`mei...cheerup k???dun sad le...if u need help, u can come n find me...i will sure help u...=D...i noe tt u wun look at my journal...but i juz hope tt u can get over wif ur sadness n continue wif ur life...let nature take its cause...`
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, April 18, 2005 / 11:48 PM
Crazy day 4 me/...
woots....wad's more/?haha..have been crazy tis few days...haha...too "high" ar??haha...azlyn msg me...i was shocked..haha..thx 4 the shockness tt u had gave me jie...=D...
K..today..prefects' investiture day...woots..haha...it's a success...haha...Congrats to luke, chen yee, rafidah....haha...ate lunch at the study corner provided 4 the prefects, teachers n guest...haha...nice..i luv the chicken n the small cak.e..IT's very very very nice..=D...i luv it..if band camp, we had tis cater providin us 4 buffet, tt will be nicer...haha..then i will luv band camp more man...=D...
WEnt 4 band after tt...hehe...taught my section sec 1s how to play....TESt time on their memory...They have improved tremendously...WELl DONE man...luv u ppl..(as a friend)...haha...muz pract on ur low notes ar...hehe...=D...
Ruth..i luv u...hahaha...thx 4 ur tight hugged today...=D...i will remember it 4eva..=D//
went to geog room 4 meetin abt band camp tingy...i wasnt very happy.....i was rather pissed off...but sum of the members attitude...wanna scold.but cant...sum r seniors...n they r SENIORS!...i DUn NOE HOW TO CONDUCT THEIR OWN BEHAIVIOUR......n there comes mr salleh...scolding....then they r quiet...wad's tt man...eunice n rita, dun tink tt it's ur fault...it isnt...it's the members...u dun need to say u ppl are in wrg too...or wadeva...pls la...members...rita n eunice r doin all tis 4 the sake of us k? CAN u ppl pls co-operate wif dem//??AS 4 sum ppl./...do u haf to say all tis tings....n i heard tt...i juz keep quiet...IF u ink tt u r clever, u go n plan la...pls lor...lucky today i am sick...dun wanna say anyting...but anyway, it's really very irritatin k???By sayin all tis words...it's quite a hurtin words to rita n eunice...If u dun wna to stay back...u no need to come 4 band camp..rite???TT will really save the trouble tt rita n eunice will be having...pls...Co-Operate...u tink u haf exams only???other ppl no exams ar...pls lor...rita is quite stress ok..eunice 2...k...u tink NA nt stress isit...u wan to come to na.??n u try study...u will find tt...NA n The SAME AS EXPRESS...everyting tt we, na, learn, is wad u ,express, ppl learn...the only ting is teachers will teach slower..n tt's all...remember wad veron said today..n dun forget it...pls...NXT yr is we, the sec 2s, chance...to plan out everyting...if u give tis yr the sec 3s is kind of attitude, i tell u...nxt yr will BE WORST!!!
K...i dun wanna tok abt tt le...sry ppl who r readin it...i give out all my frustration n anger here..pls bear wif me ya...=D...
Hmm..went home after the meeting...hehe...then slp..=D...tired..haha..k la..stop here..=D
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Friday, April 15, 2005 / 11:39 PM
do u really trust me?
Do u really really trust me? I feel no trust frm u...im gettin irritated n pissed off...n u shld noe tt i m havin bad mood tis few days n stress tis fews days due to the ipw stuff...is tis the way u put the trust on me? I juz really feel no trust frm u..yes...i noe u concern abt me...pls...pls...i will be very careful 1...do u haf to ask me everyting/ i am nt kid anymore..pls...pls...pls...put sum trust on me...when haf i ever disappoint u?yes...i did..sumtimes...but...seriously, if u wan me to haf a gd attitude towards me, dun irritate me when im havin a bad mood n haf lots of stress...u can c by urself...i haf serioously slim down...seriously...tt due to wad???stress...ur naggings...ur stress tt u r puttin me on....it's seriously very irritating....Luv need trust...seriously...
Im seriously under a very bad mood tis few days...have been very angry wif 1 of my grp member...n now...im very tired...y cant u juz stop ur nonsense...n ask me...wad i need frm u..seriously, sumtimes i feel like crying it all out...huggin my jies..tellin them face to face wad's the prob is...wad im facin....but...i dun wan tt...i wan is...i wan u, as my mum, noes wad i wan...wad i need frm u...
U keep on sayin tt i am changin...i dunno how to c tings clearly outside...it's like...pls...pls...seriously...sumtimes my mood swing...so does u...my mood will be bad at times...like now...my attitude towards u will be bad...when i ans u back qn, i will be at a tired way of ans...a irritated way of answerin u....
Haiz...drop all tis...
Today is the IPW seeling of our products day..haf lots of fun...hehe...havin headaches tis few days..woots....seriously very veryu very fun...
After sch, change to band u...hahaha...nice ar...haha..had foto taking..shiok..haha...informal tt time...sir kana frm the guys...haha..
Sir seems like he's happy outside, but he's still sad inside...=D..
Gave sir testube tt is made by me...hehe...quite nice thou??haha...
WEll..haf prefect investiture rehearsal after tt..at 4 sth/?haha...
Noe the new head prefect n deputy liao...haha...deputy is....luke n chee yee...head cannot say..hehe..ehy..u ppl noe liao u ppl dun go tell any1 leh..until the actualy say, mon...hehe...shh...k??haha...
K la..stop here..very tired....
nisa jie, ure welcum 4 the test tube...i will always remember the test tube...hehe...if water turns milky,pour away the water carefully, w/o pouring out the glitter...=D...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005 / 11:24 PM
THe day after syf...
Today...almost all band members are down on a depression state...including me...didnt haf any mood to study...in the morning assembly, when mr salleh announce the result to the whole sch, my tears was in my eyes liao...i quite wipe it off...
Today, im nt like my last time mood...playin a fool ard...n will get pissed off easily...today in class,im juz sitting dere....like blur king lidat...nvr say anyting...nvr tok...i was tired today...vry tired...almost doze off during lessons....haiz....
WEll...when i went to staff room, one of my last yr friend saw me..n she said tis to me "Eddy, band got Silver leh..."then she was giggling...i dun care...i haf no mood to care...juz let her say anyting she wans...then..one of my last yr friend, who is beside her, stopped her....n my tt friend told her dun say liao...hmm...thx to my tt friend..who noes how i feel...haiz...
WEll...after sch, hmm...looked at the noticeboard....shikin wans to c me n my friend 4 awhile at 3 today..but i waited at the canteen wif ruth, yida, veron, joane, wei kit, kenneth, yanni sherry till 3...then i go..then while walking to the GO, shawn told me tt it's cancelled...haha...i was happy...haha...
WEnt back to the canteen again...woots...fianlly, RUTh IS LAUGHIN!!!!!!!FINALLY!!!!haha..muz thx to yida ar...hahaha...lol...had lots of fun...haha..then we wlaked together to the bus stop...i went home...ruth went home n so the rest...hahaha
Hmm...reach home, tired ar...so i went to slp...woots..slp till 7....now still tired sia...haha..k la..i go slp liao...
"When we fall, we dont lay down there and die, we stand up, and stand FIRMER, for the road ahead is for us to conquer"by our ABM, He Hui YAn...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, April 11, 2005 / 11:55 PM
nervous feelings to relax feelings to SADNESS N FULl OF TEARS FEELINGS!!!
Today...hss concert band...a very very very big day 4 us...SYF...i report to sch at 6.35am...woots...so early..haha..didnt feel like waking up in the morning...haha...
WEll...every1 was very very nervous...reach SCH...woots...my heart startin to pump faster n faster....it's damn scary...we pract in the tune in room...woots...hahaha...nice...
While on the stage, Presentation...heard frm eric...it sucks...tt's wad eric said...i didnt noe anyting....eric said alot of tings happened...i didnt noe tt...coz i am focusing on the floor n instru...juz to in case instru nvr knock on to the stands....we play play play...hmm..same major n minor problems...well...did made sum mistakes here n there...well...haiz...
After tt sum members cried...hmm...consoled sum of them...
Went back to sch..put instru...ate our lunch...at mac....woots...ehy...anisah jie..sry ar...didnt follow u ppl today...
Hmm..then after lunch, went back to SCH again...listening to other band...VICTORIA sch...woots....gold wif honour band..if im nt wrg......
AT 7 sth pm, the release of results....slowly reach 9th band, Henderson Secondary School....SILVER! N every1 started to cry..including me...well....atleast maintain it n so tt we can learn frm our mistakes....nxt competition....24 months ahead...2007....woots...gonna work harder n get GOLD/GOLD Wif HONOUR 4 tis yr sec 4s n 5s...who had sacrifice lots of their time 4 band n helping the juniors...including me...=D....
WEll...in the bus...every1 was very very very quiet...can hear sum ppl still crying...haiz....i dun wanna cry...but..in the end, i c them cry, i oso cry...haiz...can c tt ms lee was sad 4 us too..including alumni...we walked out the hall wif a sad n full of tears face....haiz...
Sir, teachers, alumni gave us sum toks...well...tt's useful ar??haha...
well....nvm....wad's done is all done...we cant change the decision...juz make it btr in 2007....24 mnths ahead...woots..sir ordered the piece liao...Start wif E...End Wif E...hmm...guessin wad piece isit...haha...well..now, gonna concentrate on my studies liao..n appreciation concert...=D
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Saturday, April 09, 2005 / 11:00 PM
tears, hardwork...2 days left
The time had arrived...the time 4 us to show our band talent to the judges...nxt mon...HSS band big day...SYF!!!
Shed tears...hardwork...tt we, members, have paid off...will show the judges how prepared we are....Wadeva the result is on monday, juz remember tis word "We r always gold in our heart"...n tt's true...all the people deserved a gold...including mr salleh, sirs...Tt's wad mr salleh said to us...
Let's give the sec 4s n 5s the warmest present to dem...b4 the leave, we will give them a gold...n let then carry the gold in their heart 4eva n whreva they goes...they will remember HSS band..lets nt disappoint mr badrul, who haf been working wif us 4 6 whole years...n he had put in lots of efforts, energy 4 the band...so, mr badrul shld deserved a gold...n make him as a gold conductor...
On nxt mon, juz stay focus...look at sir but dun look thru sir...tis is wad the majors n sir said to us...after the 15 mins, we can enjoy ourselves....the best is we get gold...but no matter wad the results will be...juz dun forget tt we r gold in our heart...
here, i muz thank all my seniors, 4 helpin me n of course the band...alumni...u 2...thx 4 ur help...daniel, thx 4 ur help too..now i can play 186 wif more confident...THX...
today is the last pract 4 the sec 4s n 5s...i really hope tt u ppl will come back as usual 4 pract if u ppl can...
`This is to my nisa jie, ruth n other sec 4s, 5s...4 giving my joy n care 4 the past 1 yr...thx...yayun jie...do come back...i will miz u...nisa too...ruth too..n other sec 4s n 5s...=D...I luv u ppl...!!!=D`
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Thursday, April 07, 2005 / 11:28 PM
BAD!!!really BAD!!!
Today had a band pract after sch...OMG!!!y suddenly almost all the members are like nt watching sir/??I guess he's very very very angry...juz tt wad mr salleh said...sir dun wanna scold us...if nt ltr bla bla bla...lazy to type all out...
Hmm...first period P.E...argh..hate tt man..i seriously hate the new timetable...FIRST period P.E liao...seriously lor...coz of p.e, i dun haf any strength after tt...the rest of the day...infact, i almost doze off during class time..it's very very very tiring...
Today same as tues...we pract in the hall..but today wif the air con on...mayb sir ask ms norita or whoeva it is to ask the sch staff to switch it on..coz sir wans the sound to be like SCH sound...well...got air con = no air con...I am quite hot...im perspiring all the way long...woots..the sun...it's so big...woots...
SUmathi!!!ur solo was seriously very very very beautiful...lets rawks the theatreate wif ur american elegy off-stage solo...woots...gd gd...hahaha
evelyn, mr salleh, aizat gave sum speech to the band after the pract in the band room..hmm...evelyn said sumting tt it wanna make me cry...infact, my tears are all in my eyes liao....juz wipe it off only...
`4 more days. 1 practice left` TIME is RUNNING OUT!!!gonna improve on sum parts which i am lousy at...hmm...great...tmr sectional evelyn made it as a compulsory sectional...hahaha...woots...sat gonna polish my instru wif a cloth tt it's use to polish instru exp nickel....`
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005 / 11:48 PM
..............................
Hmm...in the beginning of the lesson, ms ng ah hoon started to scold ppl liao...HAIZ...It irritates my mood...argh...but after tt, it was rather fine...hahaha...Well..today is a very very very big day 4 the choir members. Today was their SYF day...hmm...wished them gd luck b4 sum of my friends goes...i heard tt the result they got was silver..well...nvm...work harder nxt time lor...no choice liao...
Hmm...days are numbered....6 more days to go to nxt mon...N the consents form and all the necessary forms have already been given out today... so...can u ppl sense the crucial of time now??? HOw crucial it is now...6 MORE days to go...2 more practices wif sir...woots.....nvm...juz relax...=D
Today we had the band pract in the hall...woots...shiok...PEi MUM!!nXt TIME DRINK WATER BECAREFUL!!!!! WHEN DRINKING, DUN LET THE WATER COME OUT OF UR MOUTH...K/?? THE WATER JUZ LIKE FOUNTAIN LIDAT...POUR ONTO MY INSTRU...BECAREFUL AR....NO TIME TO REPAIR LIAO...!!!! Well...had a gd pract...ahHH...sitting on the 3rd wrg..which is duoble chair...arhh...i too short...leg cannot touch the ground...so haiz...hahaha....BUt a gd sitting arrangement too..everytime sit wif horn, then horn will cover us...now gd...hehehe..but muz play louder only....=D
K...hmm..mayb tmr goin to pei xin 4 pract..>WOOTS!!!HSAHAHA...im sure im not the only GUY!!!!!!!!hhaha...anyway, tmr got math remedial..hmm..dunno who willing to pei me...=X
K..tt's all 4 today...=D
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, April 04, 2005 / 11:31 PM
LAughINg DaY!
Well..today, i dunno wad had happened to me...KEEp on laughin...i mean in band only...in class nvr laugh..usually very serious...hahaha...Today started off wif sch fine....all the same...hmm...juz today heard the annoucement of changing of timetable..I Am SO HAPPY!HAHA...finally there's a change of TIMETABLE! I hate the previous timetable..dunno y...hahaha...well...recess had extended due to students complaining in litespeed ba??i guess..haha...Well..oso gd la....can slowly eat..=D Lower sec recess is frm 10.10 to 10.45am...woots....hahaha...shiok...hahahaha
WEll...today phototaking day...forgot to BRING My TIE!! n summore need to wear tie sia....dunno how...den borrow frm friend first..then during recess i went to general office n borrow a tie...then i wear GO's tie, then gave my friend back her tie..then after foto taking, i give back the TIE to GO..then she lend me her tie again...well..today juz dunno wad happen...haha
TMR, TUES...it's a very very very big day 4 THE choir members...GD luck forks...ALL THE bESt YA!...hope to recieve gd result frm u guys...=D
well..today...had lots of FUn in band...Stress-less day...hahaha...had sum fun wif the sec 1s...hmm...wow...sax section haf 2 JASMINE!! woots...i dunno how to call dem in future...call by sirename/??i dun tink i can remember their sirename...hahaha...
Hmm...today no hwk..happy...but actually got de la..only mr koh nvr return us our MATh 1...so cannot do...YEP YEp HOORAY!!!HAHAHA...k la...stop here...tired le...=D
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Sunday, April 03, 2005 / 11:42 PM
8 MORE DAYS!!! 1 WEEK MORE!!!!!!
Time fly fast...left 1 WEEK to SYF....members...we muz achieve wad we wan to achieve arh...remember...we muz win choir...haha...
WEll..yest haf speech day...hmm...the weather wasnt tt gd coz it's RAINING! hmm...reach sch at 7am...many ppl late...haha...i juz nice ar...?? 7am come...hahaha...
Had a breakfast wif a chrsanthemum tea...(dunno how to spell)... wasnt feeling well...having headaches n dizzy....had been suffering 4 the whole day...well..in the end, the sch decided to haf parade...so we took our instru down...woots...haha....althought tt's sum mistakes, but i guess no1 noes except the members rite??hahaha...
After the outdoor parade, we went back 4 our normal band pract...Sir dun let us wear half full...he insisted on wearing full u coz he wan us to adopt to the feelings while playing wif full u...but tt was fun thou...hahahaha....lol...
Hmm...we were hungry...AT first we tot cannot go haf the lunch at the canteen..but in the end, can...haha...so was hungry 2...hahaha...so sir let us go 4 a short lunch break..haha...sir ate FISHball...CHILI leh..hha...not only sir eats, most of the members ate the chili fishball...i doubt...hahaha...
Well...after tt, went back usual pract...hmmm...still the same...sir cuts down sum players on sum parts...hmm...sound fine...
WEll...after band, went to tiong to eat...then after tt, go shop 4 awhile...hmm..then after tt, went to RUTHY's HSE...haha...lol...we tickled her while she was slping...haha...yanni...GD JOB!!!HAHAHAHA....stayed at her hse till 8pm ba??i nt sure...hahahaha...i only noe tt i reach home ard 8.15 to 8.20pm only...hahahaha...
Cant find my hp cover at ruth's hse...i ask ruth to help me find, n then return it to me on monday..n she found it...haha..i didnt noe whr it was...hahaha...anyway, THX RUTH!!!!LUV YA!!!haha...
Hmm...bathe n eat dinner then slp when i reach home...TIRED ar...hahaha...
`The feelings has returned!`
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Friday, April 01, 2005 / 11:47 PM
APril FoOl!!!=D=D=D
wow...haha..today was 1st of april..which is APRIL FOOL!!!HAHAHA....today was seriously fooled by many ppl in sch...hahaha...including teachers...2 teachers...hahaha...1st teacher mr koh...wth...he bluffed the class...tt we did very badly 4 the re-test...then he said "happy april fool"...then i was like...wt...hahaha...
Hmm...it's my turn to fool ppl after sch...=D...yayun...dun angry ar...haha..juz jkin k/??hahaha...
Went 4 band pract today...everyting went fine 4 today...hmm...11 days left....AHH!!!!
Nth much abt today...hahaha...well..tmr speech day...hmm...wearing half u goin sch...w/o tie...hahaha...Lookin forward 4 tmr's event...need to fall in at 7am...wow..so early...haha.but gd...lesser ppl at the bus-stop,...so nt tt pai sei...hahaha
` I tink i am juz a failure...it's so impossible...seriously...mr koh had went through so many times liao...n...yet...re-test...i STill fail...i was really very very very sad...n infact, my mood swing today during the last 2 period...didnt tok at all...didnt even laugh at all....juz sitting alone...quietly...all those careless mistakes cannot be made...n i made it...shldnt haf further simplify the ans...but when it needs to simplify further, i didnt...when no need, i went to simplify....i was very very angry wif myself...it's like...identity method n cross multiplication lor...only tis 2 topics were tested in the re-test..infact, mr koh had oso roughly went thru sum of the common mistakes...n yet, i still can make tis kind of mistakes...WAD had happened to my brain...i dunno wad had happened to myself....it's like...very pathetic sia...today wasnt tt happy when i take back my progress card...although only got 1 fail sub...which is math...coz mr koh nvr add in any of our class test into it...he juz took the common test marks...haiz...i did quite badly 4 my chi too...i deprove alot...hmm...mayb coz of keep on changing cher...very irritating...adopt liao...then change again...haiz...but if i can get A1 4 my lit, tt wld be btr...few more marks to go to A1...highest is lit...second, geog, third, sci, forth, art n craft, fifth, english(marks will be changed), sixth, history, seventh, chi, eigth, MATHS!!!!argh....anyway, it's over...juz add more time on my math...`
yes, you know i'm watching you.
