I'M WATCHING YOU.

Friday, April 15, 2005 / 11:39 PM

do u really trust me?

Do u really really trust me? I feel no trust frm u...im gettin irritated n pissed off...n u shld noe tt i m havin bad mood tis few days n stress tis fews days due to the ipw stuff...is tis the way u put the trust on me? I juz really feel no trust frm u..yes...i noe u concern abt me...pls...pls...i will be very careful 1...do u haf to ask me everyting/ i am nt kid anymore..pls...pls...pls...put sum trust on me...when haf i ever disappoint u?yes...i did..sumtimes...but...seriously, if u wan me to haf a gd attitude towards me, dun irritate me when im havin a bad mood n haf lots of stress...u can c by urself...i haf serioously slim down...seriously...tt due to wad???stress...ur naggings...ur stress tt u r puttin me on....it's seriously very irritating....Luv need trust...seriously...

Im seriously under a very bad mood tis few days...have been very angry wif 1 of my grp member...n now...im very tired...y cant u juz stop ur nonsense...n ask me...wad i need frm u..seriously, sumtimes i feel like crying it all out...huggin my jies..tellin them face to face wad's the prob is...wad im facin....but...i dun wan tt...i wan is...i wan u, as my mum, noes wad i wan...wad i need frm u...

U keep on sayin tt i am changin...i dunno how to c tings clearly outside...it's like...pls...pls...seriously...sumtimes my mood swing...so does u...my mood will be bad at times...like now...my attitude towards u will be bad...when i ans u back qn, i will be at a tired way of ans...a irritated way of answerin u....

Haiz...drop all tis...

Today is the IPW seeling of our products day..haf lots of fun...hehe...havin headaches tis few days..woots....seriously very veryu very fun...

After sch, change to band u...hahaha...nice ar...haha..had foto taking..shiok..haha...informal tt time...sir kana frm the guys...haha..

Sir seems like he's happy outside, but he's still sad inside...=D..

Gave sir testube tt is made by me...hehe...quite nice thou??haha...

WEll..haf prefect investiture rehearsal after tt..at 4 sth/?haha...

Noe the new head prefect n deputy liao...haha...deputy is....luke n chee yee...head cannot say..hehe..ehy..u ppl noe liao u ppl dun go tell any1 leh..until the actualy say, mon...hehe...shh...k??haha...

K la..stop here..very tired....

nisa jie, ure welcum 4 the test tube...i will always remember the test tube...hehe...if water turns milky,pour away the water carefully, w/o pouring out the glitter...=D...

yes, you know i'm watching you.