well...basically..im juz lazy...to update my bloggie...hahaha...lol...k...start of frm yest can? the rest i forgot le..haha

yest juz simply a simple day...had prefect's meeting 4 graduation day...arhh..lol...but i was excused by luke...=)...so i went 4 band pract...hmm...ard 4 sth? WHOLE SCHOOL BLACKOUT!!!FUN!!!HAHAHA...the band was playin...suddenly, the sch blackout...one emergency light was on...haha...we opened the doors, the windows...so tt atleast will get sum fresh air...haha

den...hmm...nth much la...after band, went out of the gate...saw sherman...den sherman told me tt all prefects drew out their blazars...so...i msg luke...he asked me to draw out the blazar myself in the morning...by givin me permission to take the key? well...i said NO atfirst...den he persuade me n convince me...till i said ok ok...hmpf...haha...so today reached sch early...went to GO, get the key....open the room...get a suitable blazar...den...sign out...den lock the room..returned the key...den...rushed back to class..haha

den nth much...had homec test after sch..was rUSHin LIKE SIAO!!!ArhHH!!!!lol...after the test, rushed to GO again...draw out the key...again...luke asked me to do so...argh...den rush back to prefect's room...den...put my tings inside....went to change we sherman n the rest....arhh...can die ar..i was perspiring like siao!!hahaha...but it was fun 4 today's ushering...hahaha...saw my pri sch's principal..mrs jenny yeo...chatted with her...haha...so happy......had sum meetin after tt...haha...den went home......woots...tired...=)...today i was totaly pissed off by sum1...dun wanna say out.....really PISSED OFF!!!!haiz...nvm...nt my prob... dun care abt him...dun wanna give him a damn man...=)...

well...today im totally shocked by pei mun...haha..thx 4 the muffin...it's very nice...nicer den mine..gd gd...hahaha...but sry abt err..rushin of time...i was really rushin like HELL...hahaha...anyway, thx ya...=)...luv ya...

nth much le la....err...yeah...tmr...band...yishun full dress rehearsal...arhh..need to prepare everyting tmr...give instructions to my section tmr...goin to bring the WHOLE case their tmr...coz ar...can carry..i mean...carry like a BAG!!hahaha...den can put all my stuff in the outer zip...haha...stands all tis...i mean music stands...hahaha...lol...tenor case can put files...den 3 alto's can put stands...haha...gd...lol....k...settle...haha...n today...finally settle wif xin yi of the instrument prob...haha...although she seems sad...but i hope she really do understand it la...i really haf no choice...but to approach her...haiz...

k...gonna stop here...hahaha...

well..today juz basically haf band pract...was very tiring..it wan an outdoor pract...need to carry brenches all tis....haiz...tired...well...juz a normal day...but a terrible day 4 me...a sucky day 4 me...

here it goes...first...the solo tingy...i am really very sad...weng kuan...i am really sry abt it...really reallly reallly!!!...haiz...2nd...being accused...n im already very very very pissed off...haiz...den i scolded shu ling...but it's nt her fault...io dunno y..i scolded her...sry shu ling...im really very shu ling....3rd...stand lost...im really very very very fed up le...still so many tings happened...already so so so stress....so tired...so frustrated...haiz...i almost broke up today...almost...my eyes were red...i was really very very very angry...but i controlled..coz there's ccians...n i dun wan disgrace myself too...although i did shout..but nt at my maximun volume..juz a mininum volume...haiz...i disgrace hss band...nisa jie...ruth...azlyn jie...n yayun...i noe tt u was nt wif me...but im tinkin of u...im findin 4 u...im searchin 4 u..but to no avail...so i juz went off.....jies n ruth...thx 4 helpin me out...=)...i really dunno wad to do...xin yi is juz so so so lousy at her theory...it's really very sucky...she cant even play trust me s'pore...n she play so so so soft...wad if one day..she need to play solo...n...there's no alto sax player..only her...how?im really very worried 4 my section...isit really goin to collapse? i haf done my part...the rest need to depend on the players...whether they wan to pract anot...i can do nth le...i haf enuff of nonsense frm them...i really haf enuff...when they dunno how to play, who will take the responsibility first? who will get scoldin first...NT dem..is me...i juz wan to return to the pass...b4 syf...which i last yr...which i can say NO to sir..i wan to stay in percussion...post, points is nth to me...the only ting is...whether i enjoy it...yes..i do enjoy it...but...sumhow...percussion..tis word...tis long n nice word...juz cant leave my heart...my soul...i really dun wish to shout at my section...really...it's like...very weird...serious..i dun like to shout at ppl...it's very very very hurtin 4 me...i dun wan to do it...but...they forced me to...it's nt shiok at all...now...i finally noe how li mei feel...y she cried...i wan to build up tis section...but...w/o my section members supportin me, i cant do it...i dun tink i haf to speak to dem personally...rite?they shld noe...how stress it is to be...im really very stress...first...prefect tingy...2nd...SL tingy..3rd...recruit i/cs tingy..tis 3 ting...the posts...it's nt i wan...im forced to be...no..nt forced...im chose to be...ex-co prefect...im chose by ms kaur and fellow prefects frm sec 2 n 3...SL n recruit ic...im chose to be by sir,mr badrul. I haf to take up everyting...it's really very very stressful...i juz hope i can return back to last yr...haiz...

bukit merah performance...is juz 1 week...left...n...xin yi still didnt pract well on it...she cant even play...2nd alto is ALL CHICKEN FEET! yang qi...i knew she had tried her best...n im happy wif her...xin yi...haiz...i really haf nth to say...im nt strict to her at ALL...i noe she hate me..coz i keep on pester her to go 4 band...i keep on naggin at her...tok bad behind my back...tellin her friends wad im like...wad's tis man...im nt strict...if she wan to be strict, i will wan her to bring home her instruemnt EVERYDAY.haiz...when can the nonsense stopped? NDP is juz two more weeks or so...n c...haiz...marg...i dun wan u to play 2nd alto...i noe u r a gd alumni..but...it's very rude...serious...it's very rude to let alumni play 2nd alto...although u ownself wan to play...but i feel bad...haiz...bar 148...saxophone part...melody...becum a solo...no1 can play...haiz...rachel can play..weng kuan can play...but lac of practice...yang qi can play...lac of practice oso...xin yi 2...but xin yi is juz simply LAZY..yang qi 2...haiz....

enuf of everyting ppl...enuff...juz hope tt nxt mon...no1 will pissed me off...once again..i repeat myself...im easily pissed off nowadays...u ppl can joke wif me, but if u c me angry or wad...juz shut up k/i dun wan to scold u ppl...esp. band mates...i haf nvr scold any1 b4 in band...except lynn...i really nvr did shouted in band b4...except to sec 1s...haiz...

btw, today me, yanni and eunice met a 10 yrs back alumni...she's a tuba n eupho player...haha..she saw our shirt...den we chatted happily...haha...she's a nice gal ya...her name is jasmine...so happy to meet her...=))))...hahaha....

first time brought a ring 4 a gal...pei mun...i luv u...oops...hahaha....shhh...

gonna stop here...im tired...so do u ppl, readers, rite?haha...read so long...a long entry 4 today ya...haha...=)...

i hate today band practice...the worst band practice i ever get!

what had happened to me? I am juz so pissed off....i will get pissed off easily...i dunno y....haiz...

I am really pissed off n frustrated by him...he's juz too childish! i HATE HIM! HE's An IDIOT TO ME!!!!stop acting as if u r so so man when u r nt...stop acting u r gd when u r nt...yes...u r sumtimes...but most of the times, u juz pissed me off...i dunno wad happened to me...mayb i am too tired....ppl...if i suddenly scold u, pls pardon me...k?=)...

today ms J tan nvr come...=X...went to library...HAHA...ling lee...sry ar...but im juz jkin only...but hor...u oso very the bad...hahaha....

Sherman discharge le...=))))))))...no sherman very the sian..no1 to crap wif....hahaha...come back to sch...FASTER~~~hhaha...tmr he nt goin to sch....haiz..=(...

hmm...had ex-co meeting with ms kaur, ms hasina n 1 more cher..dunno who...haha..mr sth...hahaha...tmr gonna haf again...will discuss on national day ushering and graduation day...=)))))))...tmr...band...sectionals...COmpulsory 4 all members...=)...but...haiz...actually i meet up wif yayun le...tmr she gonna teach me sci...but since got sectionals, den forget it lor....haiz...=(...goin to haf sci test frm chapt 1 to 6 nxt week...=0.....DIE!!!hahaha...gonna stress on studyin...ARHHH!!!!!...

Juz finished my brochure...hehe....nnonono...nt finished yet..tmr i gonna pass it to chew lin...hehe.....i smart ya...=)

wondering...y she nvr reply me...today heard frm lynn...3 words...juz 3 words...the rest i didnt hear,...."HP kana confiscated"...hmm...dun scare me pls...=(...hgahaha....=)...

gonna stop here...nitex...

today sch is as per normal..juz tt it's rainin day n i am freezin like HELL in class...n durin assembly...=X...it's JUZ SO COLDDD!!!!hahaha...

well..today durin recess, sherman went home...but he went to polyclinic first...den in the end, ended up in hospital..tt's was shockin...thx sherry 4 tellin me...=)...i really very sad sia...sherry...dun sad k?dun cry ar...=)...haiz...hope he's alrite now although he sounds alrite on the fone juz noe when he called me...hmm....haiz...

Lynn jie...u ok anot...i very worried 4 u leh...haiz...hope u r alrite de ya...=)

well...ms chandran is juz very pervertic n she uses me...=(...wth...but nvm...it's juz a joke...hahaha...ehy...GUYS...i DUN HAF ANY OVA K!!esp shawn n ming yang...dun anyhow say k...i noe u 2 nt really 100% guy esp shawn..but pls la....hahaha...no offence...=)...im bad...im evil...MUHAHAHA...n GOH CHEW LIN...watch ur WORDS!

well...today...went to bukit merah library after sci remedial...nth to do...ask lynn pei me go buy lunch...den eat...haha...lynn jie...juz...dun get too pissed off lor...relax k?=)...i tink she did...aiya..i forgot le la...hahaha...

gonna stop here...hehe...nitex every1...

*havin flu..im sick 2...=)*

well..today...juz borin day...except 4 band pract...haha...happy to c the sec 2s present...gd...but alina ar...haiz..nth to say...socld liao...den nvr come...den her sister told me tt she sick...everytime sick...=X...haiz...lol...nvm...

ONce again...the band welcums melissa...=)...haha...be a gd bass clarinetists ar...=)...try to remember the basic footdrills ya...haha...=)

err....gonna vomit blood soon....haiz....will it die?i dun wan...i wan to show sir tt i can bring sax sect becum the strongest section again...

Today chandran stop on chap 8 le...now startin on chap 7...n 6...but 7 first...sumting happened today...dun wanna say it out...sad..haiz..haha...

went to opp wif su ying, nisa, may koh, john...haha..my intestine or kidney ar??i duno...aiya....area near kidney and intestine very very very pain...arhhh!!!!!!!!but now ok le...haha..i didnt laugh much today...coz very pain...hahaha...but i was tinkin abt sth 2...haha...well..nvm..heck care...haha...

reached home abt 8pm....bath and then eat dinner...den online...chatted wif becca mei...haha...dun get 2 angry...keep it to urself...k?haha..=)....thx 4 makin me awake!...haha...

haha...now..sian...wan slp again..thx again...nisa online on time...HAHA....but i goin offline soon...tired...gonna slp early today?haha..who noes?haha...=)

gave lynn her belated present today...haha...looked at the letter...she was smillin at it...can c tt...hahaha....hope u enjoy readin it?haha..thx ya...=)...

k lar...gonna stop here...hehe...=)...nite...

peace out...

Today juz cut my hair...haha...the aunty help me gel my hair...ehy...very nice leh...hhahahaa....nt goin to gel it tmr ba?i pai seh...haha..sry ar...sherry...hahaha..=p

well..today finished my hwk le...ehy...btw...happy bd lynn jie...=)...

was rather tired today...arhhh!!!my hwk...mt faber...hahaha...nt tt much...haha...err....bukit timah hill??hahaha...=)

nth much abt today leh...

a borin entry..isnt it?hahaha...readers...dun fall aslp k?haha

still got wad to say leh???haha..nth le....sian...

i've make up my mind...=)...

well..today...went 4 band in the mornin...played 3 songs or 4 b4 i go...haha...lucky today marg n rachel got come...if nt, me, yang qi, xin yi go 4 bb care..den Die...no saxophonists..haha..rita n joane went 4 bb care 2...

hmm...played the solos today...at first dunno y...cldnt sound loud...haha.mayb instru too cold or wad la..i duno...but after tt...i dunno y..SO LOUD LOR>..haa...probably is the high notes tt make it loud..haa...i doubt..haha...

went 4 bb care...sian leh..but the old folks were FUN...haha...they r juz so so so kind and funny...

SHERMAN...coz of u..my leg very pain..hmpf/...haha..k...nvm...

Sembawang military band played there 2...woots...their band...they got SOPRANO SAX~!!!SO NICE!!!i WAN!!!lol...their balance..intonation..WOOTSSS!!!!haha...cannot blame...they gold band..haha...

well...today ar...shldnt tell sir i need to go while he was appointin ppl to check 4 the 'undergrd' meanin of the songs...AHH!!!i kana home...=X..suay...haha..but it's ok..HAHA...

k la..stop here...last..happy bd ling lee...=)...

12am...happy bd to my dear lynn jie...=)

nth happened 4 today...except first time kana punish by mr koh...4 nt bringin math 2B txtbk...copy pages...ARHh...i jumped sum pages...c...how evil am i...=Pp......

Went to canteen n eat after sch....stayed back...wif yanni, veron, lynn, pei mun etc...hmm....do finish my copyin...HAPPy..=)...went home abt 4.30...hehe..=pp......reached home pract on my pieces....woots...my lips has worn out...hahaha...lousy me...hahaha....hmm..nth much ba...

nth much to say abt today...haha...i hope my sec 4s n 5s seniors did well 4 their listenin compre 4 O level today...=p....

`dunno whether shld i or i shldnt...`

U deserve to be punished..=P

i dunno wad's happenin in tis world....many tings happened tis month...i really dunno wad to do...it really irritates me...and frustrates me...i haf no mood to study...i am really feelin very tired and sick of it...let me go pls...god...slowly one by one....haiz...gonna let go of it...goin to shut up frm now on...dun wanna tok so much...juz 2 words frm me...SHUT UP....

im really hurt...but i act i am nt...i didnt cry...n tt's miracle...mayb i hold back my tears...but wad 4 holdin it back...???let it out...cry it out...cry out the pain...but...really...i automatically hold back the tears...dunno y i did tt 2...i cldnt cry as much as like last time...to let go of the pain...i haf been askin myself tis qn today...shld i avoid lookin at her and give up on her? i dunno wad to do..really...after hearin so much, my feelings is half gone 4 her......i didnt really miz her tt much 4 today...i dunno y...i tink i shld nt care so much abt it...now, i really need to focus on study...im really droppin....really....n wad...i got the lowest in my sci...and...i used to be gd in sci...juz tt qn...JUZ tt qn..i failed by 4 marks...wad nonsense is tt...haiz...i tink im the only 1 who failed it...my brain juz cannot work...topic on colours...haiz...i really need to revise on it....by doin learnin outcomes...really need to...if nt, CA sure will go hywire...SURE!

I nvr tell u coz i really dunno how to tell u...and...i dun usually c u tt much in sch nowadays...and...i haf my own personnal reason 4 doin tt...hope u will forgive me...n i noe...i hurt and upset u alot by doin so...u shld noe tt i didnt tell so many ppl abt it...one ting is...they noe by themselves...

u might be scoldin me now?i doubt?i dunno...

i really dunno wAD to do nxt...it's confusin me...lynn jie...thx 4 tellin me everyting...luv ya always...=)))...grateful to haf u as my jie ya...=)...although it's hurtin...but...atleast, i am mentally prepared 4 everyting...well...no matter wad the outcome will be...let's juz wait...

YES...lynn jie...u r right...cry it all out...cry out the pain...but...i still cant...i dunno y...it's very hurtin now...but..dunno y..i juz cant cry it out...n i oso can sense tt my voice sounds like cryon sound...

i really miz her alot...really....really...really...miz her...will she be another gal who will make me cry like HELL? i HOPE nt....

well...sch daily...was ambasssador 4 mon...well...IT's very fun...monty...the handsome guy..evelyn...the brave and cute gal...HAHA...=)

last sentence tt i wanna say...

stop playin my feelings...

Happy BD pEIMuN...hehe...haf sum fun at tiong park today...hmm..FUN???hahaha...sry...4 nt takin initiative to *** u...sry...hahaha...well..nxt time k???=)

WEll..today...gave the present in the mornin to her...every1 was LOOKIN at me...when i was RUNNIN to her WIF THE POOH!!!HMPF!!!haha..but it's very nice to hug...i like the pooh....hahaha.......20 bucks.....very nice....i wan to buy oso...haiz...well...hahaha...

had ambassador meetin today..i was in day 1...n i dun like day 1...day one no fun...need to report early..summore ar...need to prepare speeches...day 2 more fun..got games all tis...haiz...sian...

went 4 band sectional after tt...muhahaha...pract on postcard...n played other pieces...FUN!!!FUN!!!hahaha..postcard...3rd movement..i will DIEEE!!!!haa...

hmm...nth much abt today...went to celebrate pei mun's bd...haha..i wasnt involved...neither did becca and lean joined in...n rita and jeremy..coz we are GD friends..nt like dem...so evil...haha..no lka...juz jkin...hmm...pour flour on pei mun...SO BAD LEH!!!hahaha...n pei yi swing her on the swing till so high lor...ltr she fly out ar...wa lao..idiot sia...HAHA...k..nvm...juz hafin fun...haha...=)...

hmm...went home after tt....watch tv..den bathe..den eat..den online...den...err...NISA jie...haha..thx 4 missin me..i miss u 2 ya..yayun jie 2...i miss u 2...aiya..i miss every1...haha...=)...

k..gonna stop here...hehe..nitex every1...

hmm..nth to write 4 today leh...hmm..nth much la...JUZ couldnt get enuff slp...n was eager to slp in class..>!!!haha...i slept 4 10 mins in math lesson..n..miracle...MR KOH DIDNT EVEN CARE!!!hahahaha...=)....tink he noe tt im tired ba?but...i slept while he was tokin nonsense 4 the first 10 mins...haha...he's tired 2...aha...didnt teach tt much 4 today...coz...every1 were tired...even teachers....haa..went to AVT 4 lesson...finally...AIR CON!!!cooler..if nt, can die...HOT LEH!!!haha...=)...

went 4 sectional today...hehe...FUN!!!my lips pain again..=(...tmr sir comin...info frm john niagm...hahah....yAY!!!...compulsory 4 sec 2 n 3s...YAY!!!

NTH to do...haiz

SUmtimes...i feel like givin up...but...i dun wan..it's nt abt confidence...it's abt sumting else..which i dunno how to explain it out frm my heart...haiz...

juz a few more mins to ur bd...happy birthday to u...advance 1..haha...=)

k..stop here...

hmm..today..went to harbour front...hehe..brought a game..haha..PC de...ok la. quite fun..haha...went to the Big Safe./..new shop...and it takes up almost the WHOLE of 3rd floor...woots...the MP3 were CHEAP!!!!i wan to BUY a NEW 1 LE!!!!ARH!!!SAMSUNG 1...QUiTe GD!!!IF CAN...CREAtivE...but i like the design of samsung 1..=X...k...enuff of my craps..haha...

WEnt to bugis after tt...hmm...nth to do la...juz walk walk wif my mum bro...den meet up my aunt, cousin, mua eng, and my uncle at bugis...den go walk walk lor...sian!!!hahaha...=)...

Hmm...wasnt tt happy...coz...he doesnt really mind his manners...by sayin tt 4 letter word to me?isint tt RUDE!!idiot...

nth to do ba...haha...reached home...download the game lor..den play...haha...den now...err..online...nth to do...chattin wif nisa..smsin...den...nth to do le...den...err...haiz...no more den le...haha

Hmm...tmr sch re-open le..=(...hahaha...lazy to wake up so EARLY leh...haha...tmr goin to buy present...hahaha...goin either bugis or harbour front...dunno...tmr den decide go whr...HAHA...bugis 1 too big...hahaha...

hmm..nth to do le....do finish all my hwk le...but math ar..only do 1...coz..i DUNO HOW TO DO!!!i still dun understand..>!!!MR KOH!!!PlS REPEAT!!!HAHAH!!!=P...

stop here...nitex...

SHIT...i've been slackin since term 3 starts...ARHH!!!how???arggh...nvm..dun tok abt sch...tok abt band...hhaa...

Joinin 4 NDP...we have been practicin real HARD...left 1 more mth...we combined with chai chee...hmm...mayb kranji oso??dunno...dun wan kranji...HAHAHA...=X...well...today, done all my hwk le...gd...haha..tmr goin out..=)...hha...hmm..whole afternoon was smsin sum1...till now still smsin...more den 5 hrs...=X...i had to use 2 lines...=X...

Hmm...nth much ba...o yeah/..now multiply can import journals frm blogger le...=)...hehe..i didnt update my entry 4 long time..due to multiply...coz...even if iupdate...i nvr update multiply...so wad's the point of updatin when i only update 1 side?haha..

Hmm...o yeah...yest,sat...band pract...I HUGGED HER..I HUGGED HER!!yay...azlyn jie..thx 4 ur 2 sweet and warm hugs...=))))im so happy yest...haha....hmm...sent 3 alto sax 4 repair...haiz...our sch's first selmer paris need to send 4 repair..haha...n u noe wad the uncle said when i told him it's already 4 yrs le...n he said "4 yrs ar? then sure got lots of ting spoil..." after i heard tis..i was laughin...haha..dunno y i laugh oso...haha...2 JKS spoiled too...i played..n the tone juz wun get it in-tune...keep on goin flat...dunno y....den i checked the keys...all the keys haf HOLES....idiot..no wonder out of tune...played imagine...marg played the solo..den ross roy i played the solo..we shared instrument but not mouthpiece and reed la..of course..haha...

Hmm...nth much la.........i found tt...tis yr...sec 2 batch....drills sucks...n i guess other sec 2 members agreed wif tt too?haha...the weird ting is...durin fall in...the 3 recruits ic are in the same ROW!!!hahaha...head is timer...the 2 assts behind her...haha...i didnt notice till we fall out tt time..haha...

went home str. away after band...my mum was shocked..haha..i so early reach home...HAHAHA...

Hmm..nth much......today realy nth much...yest oso...except 4 band...HAHAH!!!...arhh...my lips still havent recover...wonder how am i goin to do sectional...haiz...

k...end here...=)