i dunno wad's happenin in tis world....many tings happened tis month...i really dunno wad to do...it really irritates me...and frustrates me...i haf no mood to study...i am really feelin very tired and sick of it...let me go pls...god...slowly one by one....haiz...gonna let go of it...goin to shut up frm now on...dun wanna tok so much...juz 2 words frm me...SHUT UP....

im really hurt...but i act i am nt...i didnt cry...n tt's miracle...mayb i hold back my tears...but wad 4 holdin it back...???let it out...cry it out...cry out the pain...but...really...i automatically hold back the tears...dunno y i did tt 2...i cldnt cry as much as like last time...to let go of the pain...i haf been askin myself tis qn today...shld i avoid lookin at her and give up on her? i dunno wad to do..really...after hearin so much, my feelings is half gone 4 her......i didnt really miz her tt much 4 today...i dunno y...i tink i shld nt care so much abt it...now, i really need to focus on study...im really droppin....really....n wad...i got the lowest in my sci...and...i used to be gd in sci...juz tt qn...JUZ tt qn..i failed by 4 marks...wad nonsense is tt...haiz...i tink im the only 1 who failed it...my brain juz cannot work...topic on colours...haiz...i really need to revise on it....by doin learnin outcomes...really need to...if nt, CA sure will go hywire...SURE!

I nvr tell u coz i really dunno how to tell u...and...i dun usually c u tt much in sch nowadays...and...i haf my own personnal reason 4 doin tt...hope u will forgive me...n i noe...i hurt and upset u alot by doin so...u shld noe tt i didnt tell so many ppl abt it...one ting is...they noe by themselves...

u might be scoldin me now?i doubt?i dunno...