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Eddy Ng
18
Older by 1 year on every 12 Aug
Henderson Secondary School
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC; Dip. REB Year 2
Henderson Concert Band
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
Alto Saxophonist=D
♥Janel Teo En Xuan
since 070806=D
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005 / 7:21 PM
stress...exams...arhh..confused...
well...havent been updatin my journal entry for quite long...due to tiredness n exams...lol...been doin QUITE fine 4 exams ba...tmr last ppr...geog...hehe...hope i can pass all...
Been very stressful...nt exams..but prefectorial tings...assistant tings...tired liao...really very tired liao..haiz..when can it stop??haiz
isit really wrg nt to send her home? i haf lots of thoughts in my mind...mixed feelings summore...haiz...i really dunno wad to do...i wan to give her some time to tink abt it...but...the problems arise....haiz...it's nt her..it's me...isit worth waitin? if been askin myself tis qn...sumtimes the ans is yes...sumtimes no...it's nt tt i am jealous when she's wif another guy...im fine wif it..coz i haf oso sum close gals friends...i really dun mind...the problems really lies on me...i dunno wad to do...sumtimes i can feel sum feelings frm her...sumtimes i cant..i dunno y.."u" haf to understand my feelings...nt tt i dun wan to send her home...is tt...i got my own reason nt to send her home...dunno whether is it wrg...but...i will follow my own thoughts...i noe it's stupid to u...but..if u were in my shoe, u will noe how i feel towards tis relationship...it's quite hurtin 4 me..i dunno y...nt tt i jealous abt tis evenin tingy...is tt...i really dunno wad im tinkin...haiz...i didnt care so much abt me n her tingy tis few days..due to common test...all my focus was on prefectorial tingy n common test..juz tis 2..already give me headache liao...haiz...
sian..tired...stayed back in sch to study...tis few days only...lol..yst went to tiong...hmm....haha..lazy to type it out...lo...=)
sian sian sian..gonna stop here..haiz..really sad...sad...sad..."she" is angry wif...haiz...nt her..is "she"...lol..chim...but got logic 1 worz...lol..=)
yes, you know i'm watching you.