Eddy Ng
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Henderson Secondary School
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC; Dip. REB Year 2
Henderson Concert Band
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
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OMG...6 more days to EOY examination..tt was fast man...i need to focus more on my math sia...if nt, i sure fail...n..if i get below den B4, i will cry...hahaha...=p...muz get my target..MUZ!..hopefully hor...pp1 can help me...coz pp1 is shared wif NT...hehehe...=)...hopefully ba..haiz...

Busy week...haiz...preparing 4 graduation day...really bz ba...haha...but...nt tt bz le la...leader, deputy heads and head prefect more stress and busy...haiz..

hmm...haiz...really very very very stress...i keep on forgetting tings..HOW am i goin to take the exams?HOW? am i having senile? or i juz dun get enuff slp? today gonna slp early le...cant slack n slp late anymore..haha

left 6 more days to study...actually no la..lots of days..haha...but the day b4 tt ppr, i will focus on tt sub...haha...

XIu Guan, Sherry and yayun..i will try my very best on math pprs...i wun disappoint u ppl...if i do, i haf nth to say le...mayb i can only say sry to u ppl...haiz...wo shi bu hui rang ni men shi wang de..=)...

aha..nisa jie...thx 4 ur sweet and warm hug today...luv ya lots...=)))

haa..today sherman, pei mun, liyana, may lee n i were at canteen studying...den sherry asked us to go tiong..haha..so we headed to tiong..hehe...den...i saw ruth..ruth...ruth...haha..miz ya lots..=)...was rather high?lol...

wa...den we were standing outside long john 4 quite long...saw nisa, su ying and may koh den haha..chatted wif dem...den dey left..den sherry's friend...den they left...hmm...den...liyana...suggested tt go my hse study..i was LIKE!!wAD!!!haa...den..i say..hmm..ok lor..i called my mum...den my mum say ok...so...sherman, pei mun, liyana, zhi hui went to my hse...haha...we were studying except 4 sum ppl...hahaha..dun wanna name out...they noe, i noe...haha...haha..chatted wif lynn jie...when we two were lookin outside..at the window...lookin at mount faber and the construction site..haha..chatted quite long...haha...jie..tk cr k?haa...den...7.30 dey went home...pei dem down...waited 4 pei mun's bus to come...den..bus come le...sherman, lynn and i went off...den i said sth to the 2 of dem b4 i leave dem..haha.but cannot say out here..muz SHHH!!!lol...den i went home lor...

bathe, eat dinner den watch tv...haha...slackin..really very very very tired..haiz...

today chi test sure fail...haiz..

juz really hope tt...i will really pass ALL the subs...n dun c any RED marks on it...im really very scared...haiz...=(

k lar..gonna end here..tk cr..=)

yes, you know i'm watching you.

still blockin...hmm...nth to say...

went to ikea..haha..my parents bought wad they wan to buy 4 the living room...sian...haha...was msgin wif pm all along..haha..too sian liao...hmm...nth much la...den very coincidence...saw my cousin and his gf..at ikea..den after 5 mins...saw my 1st aunt..haha..my cousin went to scare her..haha..was funny thou..haha..i was laughing..hahaha...den...went to shop lor..

hmm..den after buying all the things...hmm..went opp to anchorpoint..my aunt ate her dinner and brought home the dinner 4 my cousin and my uncle...haa...

den she went home....cousin,(gf), me, dad and my mum went to tiong eat dinner...arhhh...fulll eh...hahaha....

ltr gonna cut my hair...cousin helpin me...hehehe...=)...

i miss her alot..dunno y..nt HER but U...haiz...

juz wish tt...hmm...our relationship as brother and sister will go 4 eternity la...i really hope tt la...haiz...but..now..it depends on u...

k lar...gtg...

mizz ya jie..

yes, you know i'm watching you.

hee...1809...happy first anniversary...1809..wish u 2 can be together 4eva ya...=)...

hmm....slept at 2 plus am in the morning...Pei mun lor...keep on askin me qn..haha..den dun allow me to slp..haha..in the end..i managed to end the conv...woo...hahaha...heng ar...lol...=)..chatted wif hui yan and sherry too..haha..ehy..sry ar...my connection got prob...so ar...lol...suddenly offline...pai seh..=X..

ltr goin out...hmm...buy dunno wad la...my mum la..crazy...keep on buying tings...haa..=X...

hmm...lynn jie...i dun mind if u dun forgive me...but..i juz hope tt..u wun break ur promise...n always..treat me as ur di...really miss u lots...haiz...

didnt do much tis week..haha..i nvr do my sci hwk u noe..the checkpoints...haha...=X...and the...errrr...magic book..haha...=X...

haa..k lar...at nite if got time, goin to blog again..haha...

gonna cut hair today..muz cut...haaa...

`i miz u lots...luv ya lots...muacks...`

yes, you know i'm watching you.

today nvr go anywhr..haha.they all, pei mun, pei yi and sum others, went to celebrate becca's and eleanor's bd...haa..sry leh..nvr go..coz cannot go..

today project superstar at tiong.haa..actually wanna go..den in the end...dun wan..no mood...haa..tired oso...so stayed at home...keep on online...till...err..now?lol..very long liao...haa..

i juz miss u jie...sry 4 being so harsh 4 my previous posts...juz out of my anger and..hmm...sadness ba..haa...but...i am really sry to give u 2 so many troubles...i wun break up friendship wif him..neither will u becum a breaker jie...dun worry...in my heart..u r always my jie...n the one..whom i feel so secure to...i noe tt u wun forgive me...i dun mind...u happy, i happy...no matter wad...u r still my jie...=) luv ya...=)

hmm...nth much today...hahaha...nvr do hwk...arhhh!!!die die die...muz start revising on my sci...it's gettin poorer n poorer...my math oso...hist and geog...i muz get atleast A2 4 my geog..tt's my target...hist...atleast B4...i aint gd at hist...so..wun set too high..haha..as 4 geog...my target..A2..and ABOVE! English..B4 and above...math...B4 and above...sci..A2 and above...chi..C5 and above..haha..aint gd at my chi..so wun give myself too much stress...can pass can le..hehe...den literature..atleast B4..hahaa...deproved lots on my lit..home econs...haa...B4..seems like lots of B4? lol..cannot aim too high...coz i noe my limits..=)..

hmm...juz cannot be focus..dunno y...unlike last yr..woots...can study everyday, everywhr..n can remember everyting tt cher taught in class..arhh...i got senile?lol...i doubt...dun wanna go check up..haha..=)..

hee...1809..i will always remember tis date..n will wish u 2...all the bez...

sherman..dun give up..i noe u can do it..yesh..u can..support u always..dun give urself too much stress...the more u stress urself, the more u can focus..i oso wish tt i can go express...but..if i cannot go, den i juz take it..juz stay in NA...juz a matter of 1 yr more...(but i dun like oso la..haha..tt 1 yr more can do lots of tings outside..)..yeah...supporting u always..=)..all the bez!=)

debts...the debts..i will repay it..

jie...it's nt ur fault at all ya...dun worry...it's my fault..i ought to be punished...by god...n u...

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

haa...mei..happy bd to u ya..14 yrs old liao..old liao...hahaha..=)..

today sch was perfectly fine...haha...didnt get any scoldings today...lol...math lesson was relax...haha...nth to do...haha..mr koh let us revise...haha..gd...=)

after sch..hmm...met beng wei..let him sign everyting...den...went back to canteen...den..hmm...went to mac..wif pei mun, aishah, may lee and doris...haha...well..haf a gd time dere...lol...=)...

haha..went home after tt...online..chatted wif lynn jie and sherry...den...hmm...bla bla...haf a short nap awhile..really very tired...haha...lol...

den...hmmm...woke up..eat my dinner..den bathe...haha...

hmm..everyting was fine today...juz...5 mins ago...sumting happened...

the ting tt i wanna say to her is...

"u can be angry wif me...but...do tink of how i feel..by now..u shld noe wad happened to me..by now..he shld haf told u everyting...do u tink tt i wanna tell? i dun wish to...i felt bad..but..shld i still help u by keepin my feelings under my heart and dun tell any1? one ting is...tt poerson is trust-worthy...n she's my jie..tt's y i said out...wad 4 i said it out..when i dun trust tt person? u can say tt i betrayed u...but...I BETRAYED MY OWN FEELINGS MORE!...yeah..every1 will be angry...juz tt...sumtimes...anger overcome tinking...i aint hurt or wad...coz..i learnt to be a HECK cARE person...wad 4 i care? coz..i noe..i had done it 4 myself...if i dun say out...who noes...u wldnt see me anymore? u shld noe..HOW hurtin it is...u shld noe..BY NOW!!! HOW sad i was...the past few days...u can scold me wad eva ting u wan...coz...i noe..u hate me..u tink tt i can overcome all this sadness juz in 1 day time? i've been hidin it...i dun wan to show out...the person tt helped me to overcome it the most is..tt person whom i told her abt it..i dun feel guilty...yesh..i did wrg..but..i haf thought of it thoroughly...b4 i really say out...by sayin out...i feel much more really btr...u can dun tell me any secrets...but...when u tell a person a secret..n..tt person really really feels hurt...of course...he/she has to say out to sum1 else..every1 will do tt...i doubt even u will...tis kind of tings...it's aint a JOKE...do u wan to let ppl noe or...do u wan me to die? which 1 will u feel more guilty abt it? dun tell me...tink it urself...i wldnt feel so hurt...if i dun luv u...yesh..i admit it...it has been 1 yr plus...but...even how u HATE me...i dun mind...as long as...u r happy..im happy...u n him r happy..im happy....understand?hope u will read tis entry...i haf kept lots of tings behind u..abt my feelings...there are more...tis are juz...85% of it? yeah...it is...`

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

i juz feel like crying..when i am free...i juz feel like killing myself..when i am free...i juz hate myself...alot..it's nt tt i wan to be negative...but...it's truth!...farah...do overcome it...although i am tryin to overcome it...but...i haf atleast 50% of the confident tt i can overcome it..so...y dun u haf? juz care more on ur studies first...yeah...=)...

Overcome the past. DUn let the past overcome u...yayun jie..i will always remember it..n thx 4 the listenin ears yst nite...despite u havin exam today...prelim...but..u still listen to me...n share my sadness wif me...i luv u lots jie..n miz ya really lots...=)...time will heal the heart pain and the extreme feelings. juz let nature take its course n dun force urself to 4get....jie..i will always remember all tis tings tt u told me...u really changed my life...alot...well...if yst it wasnt u msgin me..i wld haf been crying the whole nite..i didnt slp well yst...really..i cant slp..relaly cant slp...im juz tinkin abt her...haiz..jie...really thx..hha...=)

today...alot of tings happen...first is the ting..2nd...i fLUNKED my math mensuration test...im really disappointed on myself...i get 4/25? omg..although i expected it...sherman...i noe u r disappointed..but..u haf to understand...yeah...=(

today didnt go 4 prefects meeting...im really tight up wif my shedule..lots of tings to do...damn LOT!!!!!!!!arghh!!!!!!!...

im tryin to make myself overcome tis tings..but..i still luv n concern abt her...haiz...i aint jealous or wad...they r juz my friends...i juz treat dem as my close friends...yeah...but...u noe...probably i wun give up on her...i will juz luv her...n...c dem bein happy...im juz tryin to haf a FAKE smile wif me...inside sad...outside happy..tis is wad im undergoin now...n i am gettin more n more distracted nowadays...LUV SUCKS!LIFE SUCKS! wanna juz jump down frm my hse..n end it...really...i dun wan to suffer it anymore...i noe...tt gal wun like me...so...i juzz...u noe...keep silent...dun say anyting..n bless dem...=)...

tk cr peeps...=(

yes, you know i'm watching you.

today...raiin while havin P.E lesson...haha...i was almost dunch(dunno how to spell)..so..went inside to gym room..ms tse taught the class sum machine...on how to use it in a correct way..lol..was fun..but the room was smelly!!!lol..=)

den...lol.nth else..den got back eng common test pp2...haha...58/100...arhhh..haiz..deproved lots..haha...ms tan..dun scare me k...early in the mornin tell me abt comoon test ppr tingy...the mistakes tt she made..haha...scare me...lol...den..hmm...new V.P...mrs goh..haha...quite nice ba..tink so..haha..den...hmm..didnt get back progress card...mrs yeo la..havent sign..haha..idiot de leh..haha..

den went 4 band..bla bla bla..lol...den...nth much..tmr gonna do stock checkin...arr...die..tmr got prefect meetin..den got band..both start at 2.30..can die!...arhhh!!!...ms hasina gonna kill me!!!arhhh..lol..=X

well..congratulations 2 1 couple...haha..cannot say who..u noe..den u noe..u dunno..dun ASK!...hahaha...S...muz treat her well k? anyting happen to her..i will gen ni fan nian de leh..lol...zu ni men bai tou xie lao...=)...

im sad...but...really...i will give it...i will let it go...='(

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

tis entry is requested by pei yi...haha...due to her sianzation, she asked me to update my blog..n i promised her to update..haha..

today....woke up late...den..hmm...online lor..chatted wif lynn, sherman n sherry.the two S...haha...=p..den sherman and liyana went 4 cell grp..so i went offline 2...no1 to chat oso...haha...

den.....eat...played ps2...sian...nth to do..haiz...

pei yi...borin entry la...lol...shldnt haf said ltr to u..lol...

really got nth to write..lol..pei yi..stop here k?lol..=)...

`i hate myself...alot...`

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yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.

yes, you know i'm watching you.