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Eddy Ng
18
Older by 1 year on every 12 Aug
Henderson Secondary School
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC; Dip. REB Year 2
Henderson Concert Band
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
Alto Saxophonist=D
♥Janel Teo En Xuan
since 070806=D
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Friday, September 23, 2005 / 10:50 PM
happy birthday mei
haa...mei..happy bd to u ya..14 yrs old liao..old liao...hahaha..=)..
today sch was perfectly fine...haha...didnt get any scoldings today...lol...math lesson was relax...haha...nth to do...haha..mr koh let us revise...haha..gd...=)
after sch..hmm...met beng wei..let him sign everyting...den...went back to canteen...den..hmm...went to mac..wif pei mun, aishah, may lee and doris...haha...well..haf a gd time dere...lol...=)...
haha..went home after tt...online..chatted wif lynn jie and sherry...den...hmm...bla bla...haf a short nap awhile..really very tired...haha...lol...
den...hmmm...woke up..eat my dinner..den bathe...haha...
hmm..everyting was fine today...juz...5 mins ago...sumting happened...
the ting tt i wanna say to her is...
"u can be angry wif me...but...do tink of how i feel..by now..u shld noe wad happened to me..by now..he shld haf told u everyting...do u tink tt i wanna tell? i dun wish to...i felt bad..but..shld i still help u by keepin my feelings under my heart and dun tell any1? one ting is...tt poerson is trust-worthy...n she's my jie..tt's y i said out...wad 4 i said it out..when i dun trust tt person? u can say tt i betrayed u...but...I BETRAYED MY OWN FEELINGS MORE!...yeah..every1 will be angry...juz tt...sumtimes...anger overcome tinking...i aint hurt or wad...coz..i learnt to be a HECK cARE person...wad 4 i care? coz..i noe..i had done it 4 myself...if i dun say out...who noes...u wldnt see me anymore? u shld noe..HOW hurtin it is...u shld noe..BY NOW!!! HOW sad i was...the past few days...u can scold me wad eva ting u wan...coz...i noe..u hate me..u tink tt i can overcome all this sadness juz in 1 day time? i've been hidin it...i dun wan to show out...the person tt helped me to overcome it the most is..tt person whom i told her abt it..i dun feel guilty...yesh..i did wrg..but..i haf thought of it thoroughly...b4 i really say out...by sayin out...i feel much more really btr...u can dun tell me any secrets...but...when u tell a person a secret..n..tt person really really feels hurt...of course...he/she has to say out to sum1 else..every1 will do tt...i doubt even u will...tis kind of tings...it's aint a JOKE...do u wan to let ppl noe or...do u wan me to die? which 1 will u feel more guilty abt it? dun tell me...tink it urself...i wldnt feel so hurt...if i dun luv u...yesh..i admit it...it has been 1 yr plus...but...even how u HATE me...i dun mind...as long as...u r happy..im happy...u n him r happy..im happy....understand?hope u will read tis entry...i haf kept lots of tings behind u..abt my feelings...there are more...tis are juz...85% of it? yeah...it is...`
yes, you know i'm watching you.