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Eddy Ng
18
Older by 1 year on every 12 Aug
Henderson Secondary School
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC; Dip. REB Year 2
Henderson Concert Band
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
Alto Saxophonist=D
♥Janel Teo En Xuan
since 070806=D
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005 / 8:03 PM
i still cant get use to it...im really sad...
i juz feel like crying..when i am free...i juz feel like killing myself..when i am free...i juz hate myself...alot..it's nt tt i wan to be negative...but...it's truth!...farah...do overcome it...although i am tryin to overcome it...but...i haf atleast 50% of the confident tt i can overcome it..so...y dun u haf? juz care more on ur studies first...yeah...=)...
Overcome the past. DUn let the past overcome u...yayun jie..i will always remember it..n thx 4 the listenin ears yst nite...despite u havin exam today...prelim...but..u still listen to me...n share my sadness wif me...i luv u lots jie..n miz ya really lots...=)...time will heal the heart pain and the extreme feelings. juz let nature take its course n dun force urself to 4get....jie..i will always remember all tis tings tt u told me...u really changed my life...alot...well...if yst it wasnt u msgin me..i wld haf been crying the whole nite..i didnt slp well yst...really..i cant slp..relaly cant slp...im juz tinkin abt her...haiz..jie...really thx..hha...=)
today...alot of tings happen...first is the ting..2nd...i fLUNKED my math mensuration test...im really disappointed on myself...i get 4/25? omg..although i expected it...sherman...i noe u r disappointed..but..u haf to understand...yeah...=(
today didnt go 4 prefects meeting...im really tight up wif my shedule..lots of tings to do...damn LOT!!!!!!!!arghh!!!!!!!...
im tryin to make myself overcome tis tings..but..i still luv n concern abt her...haiz...i aint jealous or wad...they r juz my friends...i juz treat dem as my close friends...yeah...but...u noe...probably i wun give up on her...i will juz luv her...n...c dem bein happy...im juz tryin to haf a FAKE smile wif me...inside sad...outside happy..tis is wad im undergoin now...n i am gettin more n more distracted nowadays...LUV SUCKS!LIFE SUCKS! wanna juz jump down frm my hse..n end it...really...i dun wan to suffer it anymore...i noe...tt gal wun like me...so...i juzz...u noe...keep silent...dun say anyting..n bless dem...=)...
tk cr peeps...=(
yes, you know i'm watching you.