i was shocked..tis morning..when i was readin her blog...

to forgive a person..is nt to forgive coz of sum1 else...to forgive..is nt to let ppl feel btr...forgive..means..u really forget abt it..n start a new fresh wif tt person as a friend...but...to forgive coz of sum1 else den u forgive...if i noe it earlier...I WUN GIVE IT A DAMN TO ACCEPT UR FORGIVE!

IT HURTS WHEN I READ IT...MEANS...U DUN REALLY TREAT ME AS UR BRO...AINT U?I DOUBT!

4 now...i promise...i swear...i wun interfere wif u n him anymore..k? i SWEAR...if i ever interfere, i will be knocked down my a CAR! i aint jkin at it...

i dun mind..whether u forgive or wad...coz..in my heart..u r always my jie...

n...

still the same word to u..."u shld noe me more den others. u shld noe me the MOST"

i aint angry wif u or wad...i juz...cant understands it...

so...DUN forgive coz of him..if nt..i will rather nt be a best friend of him...UNDERSTAND!Forgive coz u treat me as a bro...or friend..nt..to forgive...coz of ur stead...nt to forgive..coz u scare he will feel wadeva so...i dun wan it...say frankly...tis can shows whether u treat me as a bro n luv me as a bro nt...after readin ur blog..i really wonder...i doubt alot last nite...the qn in my mind is.."do u really treat me as a bro? or atleast a friend?" u noe the ans urself...dun tell me...coz...i will eventually noe..by the actions u haf taken...

im nt psycho-ing u to forgive me..juz wanna let u noe...yesh...i noe..u feel down too..n it's all coz of me...tt's Y...i dun wan to let u 2 noe too much...i dun discuss wif u 2 be4 i say out coz i dun wan to let u 2 noe too much abt wad's happenin...i mean in my heart...wad im tinking...to tell u the truth...i was wonderin whether do u really forgive me by heart in the first place..but..after a few days...i get an ans...n the ans is yesh..but..i got it wrg NOW...TOTALLY WRG!