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Tuesday, October 11, 2005 / 11:06 PM

fainting...

well..today really almost faint...while doin lit ppr..i was like...feeling so giddy...so i went to the toilet...den...i already black out le..but i continue to wlak..den..in the toilet i sat down on the floor(the floor is dry and clean)...haha...den...after a while ok le..den...my face very pale..den..went back to classroom..was having a COLD sweat!the whole 1 hr plus i was havin a cold sweat..but i still manage to finish the ppr...as 4 lit..i sure fail...frankly saying...i dun haf tt much confidence on myself lor...haiz...pray to god...

after ppr...ate at canteen..den decided to go NUH to see ryan...hm..so go dere lor..wif the gals and zhi hui and sherman...den..reached dere...ryan changed ward..dunno..tot in ward 41..den...farah and fareez saw us..so did ms tan...lol...lucky sia..lol..den...they say he changed to ward 47..so we headed to ward 47...ahhaa...by den, i wasnt feeling giddy anymore..juz tt moment...i saw tt...i str. away giddy...too angry and disappointed...haiz..actually...im stupid thou...

den after awhile...went to play at the playgrd od the hospital..butt buring...can cook eggs...lol...really damn hot...hahaha..den..went off...bla bla bla...went to jurong point...eat...den..i go home..so did every1 follow me...quite pissed off...k..nvm...atleast managed to LURE dem away frm the help of sherman and zhi hui..thx thx...=)...

reached home..hmm...bathe..slp...tryin to avoid the tok frm my mum...den...slpet 4 quite long..haha...really feelings giddy...but...now ok le..haha...

when i woke up...my mum wan to tok to me le..haiz...in the end, still can avoid it..haiz...but..im touched by her words...thx mum..i really luv u...n i cried...i really cried...yesh..wad she said is all truth..hmm...

tis part is 4 sherman, zhi hui, may, lynn jie and pei mun...today, 11/10/05...is the last outing i am goin to haf wif u ppl...frm tmr onwards, i cannot le..i haf to go home immediately...so...anyway...jie...im nt sad k? dun worry..juz really feeling giddy and nt well...so...dun worry k?=)...

hmm...yayun...thx 4 today..sherman..thx 4 today..first time cried while tokin on the fone...hahaa...well...keep it a secret on wad i have told u..k?..thx..=)...

nth much...tmr home ec...i nvr prepare...tmr cl oral..i nvr prepare..juz 1 word.."lazy"...n im really tired...n no mood la...still got abit pain de...haiz..=(.."bao xue guan"...haa..=)...

gonna end here..tk cr./

yes, you know i'm watching you.