Tuesday, February 28, 2006 / 10:57 PM
sadly to say...
well...i dunno whether did u realise tt i haf nt been tokin to u...even if i see u after sch, i will nt find u ppl...i will find my classmates or my friends....did u realise tt?i doubt u dun...firstly...nt tt i wan to do tis to u..but.ure the one who forced me to do tis to u..and to myself..it hurts me..but..hmm..i found tt..u changed alot...seriously, frankly speaking, im rather disappointed by u...1st..u didnt respect me as a bro..i tink u did..but i tink the respect of urs is different frm mine...but...sum are juz basics!...hmm...matual respects...respect 4 my character...respect me as a bro...hmm...im really...kinda disappointed...u noe tt...i dun like ppl to call me tt word...but..u still call me...n tt really irks me...tt really make me irritated...the attitude tt u gave to ppl...im angry wif u...shout 4 no reason?juz like few practices back...u shouted at me...at ur section..WHEN i need to do my job by confirming recruits marks...do u tink u haf shown respect to the recruit ics?do u tink u haf shown respect to the head?hey..pls..is band lidat 1?i doubt...u dun aspect ppl to respect u when u first dun respect ppl...i respect u as a SIS so much...i dun shout at u..coz i respect u as my sis...i dun call u names coz i respect u as a friend as well as sis...yesh...at times, im at wrg too...but...i changed it...and i learnt frm my mistakes...hmm...i tink...tt...now everyting is back to sq 1 eh?even others said sumting...which i dun wish to bring it up here...i really hope tt...u will change jie...change it...b4 it cant be changed...it's nt 4 my benefits...it's 4 ur own benefits...sometimes...the words tt u said out...are really ridiculous!...it's so damn fucking hurting...serious...jie...
WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO U?haiz...do u noe how hurt i am?juz the way u treat me...makes alot of difference in my heart...i've cried in my heart...i try nt to show my emotions infront of every1...but...i found it...i cant take it anymore...serious...reflect on wad u said to others...THINK BEFORE U SPEAK!WAD had happened....i really dunno..no1 noes..except u, ur own......i seriously tink tt...by showing respect to u ppl, u ppl nvr show respect back to me arhx?esp 4 sum ppl...u all noe urself..dun ask me..if u tink u are the one, den change it..if u tink u arent, den heck care...jie...i really cant be taking all tis hurtful tings into my heart and keep it anymore le...im stressed up...i've lots of tings to do...i cant do tt to myself..it's hurtful 4 me...i need the warmth tt u gave it to me past few yrs...i dun wish history to be reveal(ehh..i tink i spell wrg or use wrg word...anyway, u all understand can le)...sec 1 tt time...i've learnt my mistakes..and i change it...but tis yr..i tink..it's nt my fault...it's urs...the reason 4 me to be drifting of is u are nt respecting of who i am...it's really very very very rude of u...do u tink ppl will like it when u shout?i dun like it...i dun tink u like it too...so...really...THINK My DEAR SIS!!!!i guess..by nt tokin to u is the bez?u shld noe...how i react now?well...im wondering...do u treat me as a bro or enemy?tell me the ans pls...i need the ans...i noe tt u wun read it...but...well...ppl might read it and tell u or wad..i dun care...juz tt...haiz...u change can le...juz the way u treat ppl...in my impression of urs..ure a kind,pretty and innocent gal...WHO will always be sweet etc de..but..now?WHAT HAD HAPPENED...REALLY...I'VE BEEN ASKIN MYSELF TIS QN...I ASKED SOME PPL...AND ALL..THE ANS...ARE THE SAME AS MINE...haiz
asked some ppl abt HOW they feel abt you...well...most of them are negative?but some i dun agree...well..jie ar jie...change la...really...b4 i really turn into another person...infront of u...which i really dun wan it to happen...and..if u hate me and u dun wan me to be ur bro, PLS tell me...
k...enuff of all tis...had ENG CT today..quite difficult thou...ms joanna tan set it...o shit..haha...gd gd...but...her style still didnt change eh...haha...scare i fail!!!arhh!!..nxt yr my target is 4n1 again...math B, Eng C/B, Sci B, Humaninities B, Chi C, POA B...tis are my targets...cannot be lower..i shall work 4 it..=)...
k..im too tired tis few days..well..today despite the hot weather and tiring day, i had some fun wif the prefects..namely, joseph,gary,luke,yong shin,shawn..and...last...non-prefect but in our grp..si ning...haha..we played captains' ball..so damn bloody fun..o yeah..mei..thx 4 waitin...=)...i fell..and injured while catchin the ball coz..i didnt balance myself...so damn pai seh..HAHA..my pants teared...arhh!shit..but when i reached home..told my mum..my mum was like "aiyo..got injured anot...nvm la..i sew it..."..den i show her my injury..haha...nt tt pain la...=)...
k...done my hwks...hehe..except 4 chi!!!!and...ERRR....Updating of math file...AND of course...revising...=)...
anyway, CINDY clarissa...haha..haf alot of fun eh?so MUSHY!!!LOL!!!=)...
k lar..gonna stop here..=)
hmm...
CHANGE IT!
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Sunday, February 26, 2006 / 8:44 PM
exhausted!!!
woots...i welcum back myself frm the prefects' BOOT camp..haha!
k...let me start on friday nite eh...
24/2/06...
K...met dawn at 7.35pm at my hse downstair...we planned to meet together and go together..SINCE she live 8 floor above me only..HAHA...den reached HSS opp...went to 7-11...den went to sch and report 4 the camp...saw,luke,gary,cerise,yongshin,yanling...so we went intogether...had sum briefing frm ms J tan 4 the GLs...haha...den register at the counter..den..get all the prefects to assemble at the foyer..den do inspection...haiz...DUE to some DISHONEST PREFECTS, SOME GLS got punishment..pumping!!!
k...after tt...guys go AVT and gals go Music room to slp..haha..den..hmm...assemble again..k..the first game is..TREASURE HUNT ARD THE SCHOOL AT 9PM AT NITE WIF ALL THE SCHS LIFHTS OFF EXCEPT 4 1ST,2ND(AVT,STAFFROOM AND SCI LAB SIDE) AND 4TH FLOOR(MUSIC ROOM AND ART ROOM SIDE)...WTF...WE NEED TO FIND 4 OUR SUPPER!!!HAHAAH...k...den..seriously very scary..den got 1 place is muz walk frm staircase 8 de...which is at the far end of the sch...COm labs tt block...omg f*** sia...so scary..but im the GL..so i haf to go first lor..no choice..so i walked infront...aint tt scary thou..HAHA!we are not allowed to touch any doors..if nt, haha..POLICE STATION, DERE u GO!!!hahah!...
k...treasure hunt finished...my grp won..hehe..got the supper of yummy biscuits...hehehe...=)..k..den...went to avt 4 lecture...sianx...i almost fall aslp..haha!shhh!...haha..
k...den...hmm..lecture finish...hmm....at nite..didnt really slp..me,luke,gary and josepg were tokin ghost story outside avt..k..TT'S SCARY!!...haha...k..den went back to avt and slp at ard 1 plus?
nxt morning..which is saturday, 25/1/06, we woke up at 5am!!!haha...3 hrs of slp..shiok eh?im totally exhausted...HAHA!!!...had a COLD bath...den went to canteen buy food eat..thx to gary and joseph...=)..den assemble at parade ground..do sum streching..well...WE do PUMPIN..haiz..due to 1 dishonest prefect..whom i dun wan to name it out..poor gary and yan ling..haiz...need to do 500 push ups...tt's alot k...so...the WHOLE prefectorial board...strength of 104 prefects, do it together...=)...yan ling cried..omg!!HAHA...den continued to haf our breakfast...den haf some games...wow...very fun lor...haha...i love 2nd day den 1st day!!haha...
den...mrs yeo toked to us....4 1 hr..i almost fall aslp sia..haha..den after tt, continued wif our game...haha...den ate lunch at 11 plus...den after tt, went to macRitchie reservoir...
was slpin in the bus..woots...=),..shiok..and i woke up so zun...hahah!once i open my eyes...reach macRitchie liao..haha..den had some briefing..den started out trekin of 10 km of trekking of WHOLE macRitchie reservoir..and i really mean by WHOLE!haha...k la...not WHOLE..ALMOst whole...95%...haha...very fun la...me,gary and joseph bomb here and dere..den we bomb ms tan,mr chua and ms lio..SO FUN!!!HAHAHA...haha...den sing song...den 1st half finish le...reached the resting place...after 10 mins..we continued..haha...den we walk and walk and walk...den we over shot the treetop trail...haha..oh shit..haha..den we "go stunt"...haha...den 2 grps by 2 grps...went in...my grp and dawn's grp went wif ms tan...ms tan..HAHA..she's juz so fun!!HAHAA...den reached the canopy..so damn fun..haha...my grp and dawn's grp all very daring...all nt scare of height de...HAHAHA!den continued...den we walk and walk...den reached the dunno wad tower..forget le..den climbed up..haha..so nice...the whole tower and swing de...hahah!!=)...den continued to walk..k...our legs are VERy VERy VERY pain......at 3.45pm, we REACHED the end point..woots...we took 3 hrs plus worz..=)..it's faster den wad we expected to be..haha...but legs ar...all pa ka liao..haha...LOL...den ms tan treated me and some others drinks..thx ms tan..=)..den had to wait 4 mr chua's grp..HAHA...den when he come le...me,gary,luke,joseph..the 4 sIAO prefects cum exco(except 4 gary)...haha..k..den the camp ended...but b4 tt...mr chua DO 20 push ups 4 us...WE were like..SHOCKED..im touched by him..haha..k...den camp ended 3 hrs...it's really...earlier den our expected time which was 7.30..haha...so me,yongshin,gary,luke,yanling,cerise,joseph went to Holland V..haha..had BK 4 lunch?but i nvr eat much..i ate french fries only..haha..den we toked ghost stories abt the sch again...actually..gals slp in music room..i wanna disapprove de lor..serious..it's too dangerous...as a band member..i noe...music room is nt a fun place to slp in ba...so..haha..anyway, cerise told us sumting weird...lights flashing at the switch WHEN the tingy is nt on-ed...haha...so...weird...and...k..nvm..=)..
hmm...den...went home...haha...i bathe, slp...haha..b4 i slp..i sms sum1..HAHA...=)...cnt say who la...hahaha...but...but..but...dun tink too much eh...=)
k...today..sunday...26/1/06
o bloody shit..im having a bad sore throat...ARHH!!!mei..thx 4 ur concern..=)...i cant even tok properly, eat properly..bloody shit..k...i done my geog and my err...POA..haha..left eng..den went out wif my mum,grandma,cousin and his gf..haha...den..went to IMM..den followed by err...JP...haha...had a tiring walk...i was smsing the whole day..wif err..my mei..HAHA...hehe..=)..had some fun too..HAHA...
k...reached home at ard...8 plus..online...now updatin my blog..im tired...k...i need to do hwk le...haha...K..bye ppl...
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Thursday, February 23, 2006 / 10:33 PM

their sch badge..again!
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Me and Joseph wif the sovenir
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Rafidah wif the sovenir
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Me and rafidah wif the sovenirs~
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their sch badge..>!
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rafidah wif the sovenirs frm RI..they are creative..they use water preasure to make the tingy inside move...woots!
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again!
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woots...superb!
k..today lesson was fine...hehe...=)...
was "released" at 1pm as i need to go to RI,raffles institution, 4 their prefects' investiture...they invited henderson...so rafidah, joseph and i went to represent HSSPB...hahaha...!...
k...was rather pai seh...when went to canteen wif all my tings worn..haha..all my friends said tt i looked smart eh..thx!=)..
k...took taxi dere...den..hmm..their sch was huge!..haha..k..hmm..wad i can say abt their prefects' investiture was..GREAT MAN...SERIOUSLY GREAT...REALLY 100 TIMES BTR DEN HENDERSON SECONDARY SCHOOL, A PATHETIC BUDGET SCHOOL!!!!...k..their eng was like...woots...chim?HAHA...
walk here and dere ard the sch..wow..their histories were...great man...i love the sch..haha...
took sum pics..ltr goin to post it up lor...haaa...
hmm...went to J8 after tt...chatted lor...was plannin abt OUR sch's prefects' investiture liao...haha...1 mth left..EXACTLY 1 mth...27/3 is the invesiture...well..i tink tmr prefects' camp nt goin to slp..need to crack our brains and get goin man...HAHA!=)...btw,
DON'T sms me or call me...HANDphones are NOT allow 4 the camp//..haiz..can die..NO mp3 oso..=(..can die...really can die~~~haha!
k...gonna end here..tired!!!!
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006 / 10:25 PM
tired...busy...
im totally exhausted!!...totally...i've been like so damn bloody bz 4 tis WHOLE WEEK>>.WHOLE!!!...k...MOn..band...TUES, MEETING..today...MEETING(updatin of class of excellence award...pls look at the notice board..=))....k...den tmr..goin RI...den fri...after band..rush home..take my stuff..den go 4 prefects camp liao...bloody...seriously haf no time man..haiz..liyana jie..i miss u!!!!!!!!seriously..i really miss the time...i really haf no time to go out wif u!!!ARHH!!!btw....fiona...thx 4 waitin 4 me tis few days..=)..
k...hmm..nth much..im superb tired...really tired!!!today got phy test..o shit...i nvr study!!*yayun jie..dun get mad..oops.!!*...haha..i passed my geog test..12/15...wee e wit..essay leh..i first time get so high!!HAHA!!!
k...hmm...well...preparing 4 the RI tingy...arhhx..muz wear blazar...sianx..=X...LOL..=)
k lar..gonna end here..hehe..=)
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Monday, February 20, 2006 / 11:22 PM
kana shocked
k...today is a very tiring day...got back my math pythagoras' thm test..i PASS...anyway, everytime test oso the same marks de..between 17 to 19 de...haiz..=(
k...hmm...got back geog test too...mr chong..is upon 15...nt 25...u wanna make me fail arhx..bad sia...!!!...i got 12/15...was so damn happy..!!HAHA...daryl...No1 bullshit king...haha..anyhow bull shit oso can pass...pro!...HAHA..all the ans tt he wrote all different frm the notes...haha..PRO!!!
k..poa lesson...was sms-ing FIONA and JANEL...ehh...haha...nice to chat wif la..den suddenly mrs ng walk past my table..bloody..i quickly put my fone under my desk..my heart pumped like hell sia...so damn fast..HAHA...k...den got one time, she saw me using fone..she look at me..haha..den i quickly keep it..WOots...HAHA!
k...den...hmmm...after sch...went 4 band lor...fall the recruits in...haha...den...nth much la..same as last week...den while they doin test...mr faizal allowed the 3 recruit i/cs to go 4 break...so me, eunice and ain went down to canteen and eat...HAHA...shhh...den chatted wif my meis...fiona and janel...funny la dey..cant stand...HAHA...den went up..yup...heard the band doin warm up as a WHOLE band...eunice and i were like..WOW...the band sound so damn BIG!...haha..happy 4 the band..den fall in tt time..the band was like...quite big leh....haha..!!..plus the sec 1s in arhx...fall in..i tink half arm length oso nt enuff space arhx...sec 1s alot leh..HAHA...but today the attendance like..got some absentees leh..o yeah..today when i take the squad..i sound so strict and fierce..tt's scary eh...=X...haha...boot(duno how to spell) comin soon..muz train my arm muscles liao..HAHA!!!
tis fri prefects camp till sat...so sat not goin 4 band.so sad..=(..k..hmm..nth much liao la...hehe..=)
k...hmm...yup...tk cr..c ya..=)
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Sunday, February 19, 2006 / 11:50 PM
leg pain!
K...today..is rather a tiring day 4 me ba..LOL..woke up at 12 plus...den eat den do my poa...do liao..till half..pek chek..forget it...haha...dun do liao...coz headache la..keep on gettin the wrg ans and keep on tinkin like hell..*i tink i will grow lots of white hairs sooner or ltr!!*..haha!...
k..mum suggested to go out..k..so went out..shop here and dere..went to harbourfront...atfirst wanna buy bluetooth adapter and USB hub..but see the queue at the cashier of BIG, i gave up..LOL..went to PS and shop again...LOL...saw bluetooth adapter again...but nvr buy..expensive...LOL..gonna go Sim Lim Square and BUY..i MUZ buy..if nt, my fone's battery sooner or ltr will spoil..coz once i connect to my com, it will automatically charge the battery..coz it's plugged in the same hole as the chagin hole...so..no chjoice..if i dun buy a bluetooth adapter, my battery really sooner or ltr will spoil..coz plug in and out..the charge till half den nvr charge..haiz..HAHA..went to carrefour...hmm...saw bluetooth adapter oso..but expensive...BUT i LIKE...WHITE COLOUR LEH...i MEAN...i dun really like white..BUT seriously...the design really matches the colour..WHITE!...haha!k..den ate my dinner at PS..den went home at abt 9 plus...
got a new mei..hmm..fiona...*dun tell u ppl the class..*...haha..u all shld noe who la...she's crazy la..LOL...oops...haha=)
k...hmm..reached home...do my POA...yesh..finally...got the correct ans 4 atleast one of the balance sheet...it kills...HAHA!=)..
hm...den chatted wif lynn jie, ru on msn lor..as well as smsin fiona...hmm...
tired liao..my leg very pain..dunno y...haiz...=(
tmr got band..om..i hate mon...haha!..=)..
hmm...k...gonna end here..=)..hehehe..
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happy?
k..today is sum1's dar's bd...haha...*pls refer to liyana's blog thru my link if u wan to noe more abt today..COZ IM SERIOUSLY TIRED!!*
k..all i wan to say is..ASRI..PLS WATCH 4 ERP HOR...ESp at ORCHARD road..first time liyana told u..2nd time i told u..u really very lucky..well..sumting unpleasant happened today..but in the end, it's a happy and touchin ending..=)
k...today got band...FINALLY...really...i was so happy today..the band juz sound..sooo...hmm...'big' 4 the first time in 2006...strong basses...supportin the band..i like 1812 overture liao..it sounds relaly very very classic and big!haha!
k...hmm...k...hmm..after band...err...saw fiona,rena and janel these three little crazy sec 1 gals...hahaha...they arhx..nth to say..but fiona is nice to chat wif...=)...
k...hmm...fiona said "tt gal's bf quite handsome leh""tt gal quite chio"...*shld noe who she's refering to*..."it's so touching..bf pullin gf to the car!!"..haha..k...i tink she's crazy..anyway, fiona is always crazy..OOPS...LOL..=)
well..wad i wan to say tt...hmm...he's hurt by u...he cried..im sure..95% he cried..i feel tt hurt too...it's seriously very very very hurting..can see tt he's angry thou..but anyway, it turned out to be a happy ending..!haha
asri sent us home...hmm..reached home..tired...slp..=X..den wake up..eat dinner..bathe den online..den do hwk...juz finished my math..n it's 1.02am now...haha..tmr goin to do my poa!!tmr shld be goin out ba...LOL...=0...haiz...=(
k...hmm..balloon hat festival...will be on sunday...sir is gonna book the sunday slot...wee e wit...shiok!!SUNDAY!!!at SENTOSA>..HAHA...i wonder..HOW are we goin to march is let say we're takin 1812 overture?difficult leh...hahaha!!!but nth is impossible!!!wa..if the sec 1s join...our band will be very big!=)...
k...the dunno wad boot camp is goin to be on sooner or ltr...Majors,HODs,Recruit ics, SLs will be off frm their post 4 the camp...and kana whack...HAHA..=)..wad may koh said today after band when she was tokin to the recruit ics..."i tink rite..the camp..they are gonna wake us up at 2 plus in the mornin and ask us to fall in...i haf tis kind of feelin lor",,haha..k...it's scary..but FUN!!!mr salleh was beside her..and he said..yeah..gd idea..LOL..shit..
k..today went to take neoprint...saw Hua yi band members...frm salleh's ex-sch...asri haf a big guts to go ask dem eh..lol..and 1 boy said "yeah..i noe him..when i was sec 1, he was still in hua yi"..haha..k...ol..=)..
the neo print were nice...HAHA..=0...PEI MUN..ure so FUNNY..haha...i will scan to my com and put it into my blog...*multiply maybe..=)*..haha...and u all will sure laugh..mark my word...HAHAHA!=)...
k...gonna end here..see...im smart..the rest i ask u all read lynn's blog..if nt sure damn long..now already very long liao.hand tired liao..HAHA..lynn jie...sry arhx...borrow ur blog!=)..haha..=)
k..tk cr..=)
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Thursday, February 16, 2006 / 11:25 PM
SHOCKED!
K...guess wad?I FAILED BOTH OF MY BIOLOGY TEST..SHIT MAN...MS wu was disappointed wif 3N band 1 man...seriously..very disappointed...Omosis and diffusion test...band 1 only 3 ppl pass?pathetic....cell structure test..only 12 ppl pass?out of 38 students in band 1...PATHETIC LOR...but seriously...i miss ms chandran..=(..i still prefer her teaching...haiz...=(
k...hmm..drop tis..hmm..nth much today...went to bukit merah mac after sch at 2 plus wif lynn jie, pm, py,shu ling and yanni..den went to library...hahaha...hmm...secrets hehehe...anyway, wad am i tokin abt/haiz..HAHA.nth..
k...yeah..b4...tt...i waited 4 the gals...sec 1s came and disturb me...i was tokin wif cindy only..den her friend came and bully me...wa lao...took my book etc...bad leh dey..aiyo..lucky they nvr join band...wad a relieve!..haha...woots..HAHA
k...den...at library..jie,yanni,py and aizat(met him at library) at 1 side..whras..me,sl and pm one side..we were tokin abt someting...HHA...but it's really very very very damn funny!!!HAHAHA...den...err..me, SL and pm went to take some books which are abt sex?LOL...3 of us were readin till like...so "lu shen"..hahaha..LOL...!!!...den asri came..haha...den bla bla bla..*skipped everting...tired to type..lazy oso*...den..hmm..SL ask me to call ms wu...den...k lor...eh..MS wu..u DRIVE VERY SLOW!!!AHAHA...k..nvm..=)..
hmm...reached home...watch tv..till fall aslp..really very tired...den woke up at 9 plus..eat dinner..bathe...den my dad bought waffles...wa..shit..im so damn bloody full now!!HAHA..den do my sms cum chattin on msn cum sms-ing..haha..k...hmm...now...goin to slp soon...hehe
hmm...am i tt fierce?today went 4 lower sec roaming duty...sec 2s arhx..i juz stand infront of the class..suddenly all quiet..tt's really scary...sec 1s oso...woot...so damn bloody scary...haha...o yeah..MS NG AH HOON..I NVR ASK THE PREFECTS TO GO TO 1E1 K...DUN ANYHOW SAY...BLOODY LA U...ACCUSE ME.....anyway...the prefects were scolded..i helped dem..in the end, i kana oso..SHIT..BLOODY SHIT!!!
k..enuff of tt...IS she ever complains to TIC..im gonna TOK back lor...im innocent..i juz see frm far..y so many prefects at 1e1...den i go see..see wad had happened..den in the end, she came..den started scolding..BLOODY F*** lor...idiot!!!!!!!
k..nvm..heck care her...i got witnesses lor...ARGH!!!
k...gonna end here...tire...really tired!!!
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006 / 10:41 PM
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k..today's title are all numbers...hmm...it's a hidden meaning..muhahah!
k...let's start wif...err...sch days lor...boring..1 word...BORING...lol...k...had math test...den...hmm...nth much la...
hmm...was release at 1pm...frm pac..k..it's damn bloody cold coz im juz sitting 2 seats down the air-con...which will directly blow at me..err..i mean the cold air..HAHA..
k..after sch..hmm..waited 4 pei mun and lynn jie...den...om..the sec 1s...arhhx...i cant stand it!!!...=X
den went to my hse...hmm..really nth much...den watched vcd..but watch till half..me and pm fell aslp..=X..only lynn jie watching..sry jie..=(..
k...den..nth much..asri came...hmm...den lidat lor...cannot say wad happen...haha..=X..
k..den mum reached home...den they left at 7.30?i dunno..forgot...
k..today actually im happy...hmm...still use back the quote frm yayun jie's story...if a guy see the person he likes smiles at him sweetly, it will really make his day!...(cannot copyright...haha!)
k...well...im happy today la...im happy when im nt hurt by u..im sad when im hurt by u...
k...hmm...tis time round...*to tt some1..sry to use the code of urs*..but got no choice...hmm..im gonna use numbers to tell ppl wad i wna to say..but it's nt easy to solve...hehe..only tt sum1 noes..=)
937456839683679897549262..and i mean i really do!
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006 / 11:31 PM
do u really care 4 me?
Happy Valentine's day to every1...well..it's a boring V day and FRUSTRATIN V day 4 me..well..sumtings happened la...k...
start wif...hmm.in the morning first..after flag rising..rafidah gave all excos rose...WOW..hah..thx..=)..was quite pai seh la..lol..anyway, thx..=)..
k...den..bio test..i FAILED...O SHIT..=(...MS chandran noes it...i told her my marks...and she's gonna take my ppr frm ms wu..om..im gonna DIE...REALLY DIE!!!
k...hmm...eng period..was doin my newspaper article..i very guai..even though im very tired..but i still do it...and i finished it!in juz 45mins times...wee e wit!
k..after sch..i shall skipped wad had happened..those who noe de..SHH.haha..namely..err...no..tink dun say out their names..HAHA..but..thx 4 lending me ur ears..=)..feel much more gayer after lettin out everyting...hehe
hmm...as 4 U...u Btr really change la...seriously..i cant tahan too much of ur nonsense liao..walkin away today suddenly is juz a HINT to u...tt im really furious abt it...REFLECT wad u had done wrg..wad u had said wrg *if she ever read tis journal entry...*...haiz...really...IF u..U arhx..really read tis...i juz hope tt...u will change...dun test my patience...dun force me to do the tings tt i dun wan to do...coz i noe..it will lead me to more heartaches eh(wad a "good" eng im tokin..all singlish).hahaha!
k...reached home..4 plus?slp...till 6 plus...wake up..bathe..watch tv..den do hwk...den...chat lor...
soft-hearted is really a very BAD character...if u haf tis, haiz...DIE lIAO..
k..gonna end here...
WAD A FUCKING VALENTINE DAY I HAF!FUCK OFF!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, February 13, 2006 / 10:46 PM
LEG PAIN!!!
k...first...it's juz few hrs away to 12am...i wish every couples happy V days and hope u ppl will haf a great fun eh?LOL..=)
o..im gonna be lonely...=(..hahaha!
k..saw more and more V days presents...haha...i still like...dunno leh...at first..wanna buy..but after tt, dun wan..i was saying "wad 4 i buy?im nt wooing her...me and her are juz jie and di"hehe
k...today had band...settle the sec 1s...WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED THAT YIDA,RUTH,RACHEL,ANISAH JIE,SHi YING CAME TODAY...was REALLY SHOCKED...haha...nisa jie saw my reaction...!!=O...hahaha..yeah...tis is my reaction..LOL
k..went up 4 band..bring out the spoilt instrument and sent 4 repair...hehe..i played tenor sax today..o bloody shit..DIE..haha..k..nvm..it's still the same la..only the embrochure slightly different...i play 4 the sick of tryin the instrument!k...den went 4 full band (only sec 3s and 4s) in the music room at 4.30pm...wad4 having full band den?k..had some scoldings from sir...hmm...actually...wad sir said was all the truth..haiz..=(..*i regretted setting up my instrument!*...k...den fall in lor...hmm..NOW...frm NOW onwards...all thursday practices will be changed to SATURDAYS...Frm tis week onwards...hey..bloody gd man!..=)..k...den fri gonna haf footdrills!!!om...tt's...hmm..shld i say gr8 or sian?sian 4 me la..i need to teach sec 1s...=X...argh!!k..nvm..=)
tmr got bio test..om..hehehe..nvm la..SHLD BE can la hor?lol..=)
hmm....after band..went to tiong lor..wif the same grp la..no need me to name out rite?hahaha..lazy to name out oso...hehe..den they eat..i nvr eat..as usual...den sent yanni up 4 her tuition..den went home le...hmm...
reached home..prepared my dinner myself worz..get the tings out frm the fridge etc...den i ate my dinner at 7.30pm..lol..den watch tv oso..den slp!!!=)...
den..my bro reached home...er.r..dun care..=)
den woke up...bathe...den com...gonna study my bio ltr...hehe..=)
tk cr..!=)
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Sunday, February 12, 2006 / 11:38 PM
it's TRUE
"Girls’ smiles are like poison; they make your whole day shine. Even if many things had happened, you can still smile unconsciously, all because of her."
this sentence is being quote from yayun's story...well..wad i tink is tt..it's really true...esp when a guy see the gal tt he like smiles at him, it really make his day...juz as when **** smiles at me...i really feel happy...even if im sad or tired..i still feel so happy...damn bloody happy..haiz..but too bad..k..anyway, dun tok abt sad tings eh...
nisa jie..relaly dun sounds like me meh?too mature arhx?hahahaha
yeah..i've think of it thoroughly...i wun make the same mistake as last yr..i wun..i wun..i wun..she had given me alot of moral support...and i luv her lots as a jie...really do...really appreciate it...
my bro gave his V day present to his GF today..hahaha..so sweet...lol...
went shoppin yst...hmm..saw alot of V days de present..was lookin thru la...but no money..den no 1 to give so...dun care..hahaha
hmm..some ppl will ask me..WHY i dun wan to buy things 4 her?well...hmm..my ans is..(when u ask me den i will tell u..=))...
k...hmm...chat wif lynn jie,ron,yayun jie, ru, shu ling, nisa jie,jialin, becky on msn...tt was..fun?great...read yayun jie's story...it's really...gr8..coz..i can really imagine it..=)
tmr got geog and math test..juz revised it...haiz..today do finish all my hwk..EXCEPT SS...haiz..lazy..haiz..=(
SL arhx..hmm..dun worry la..ur tt feeling will be gone sooner or ltr...=)
k..gonna end here..=)..becky...ure strong..yesh man..gd.=)..my sis afterall?LOL
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Saturday, February 11, 2006 / 9:55 PM
untitled...=)
k..i cannot tink of any title 4 tis entry..,lol..pai seh
k...today woke up at 12 plus, bathe den went out..went to tiong eat first..den go out..went to chinatown first..find my mum';s friend..den went to orchard..PS..my mum friend wanna buy phone..nokia 6111...well..tt phone really nt gd..but..since she likes it..so nvm lor..k..after tt, went to walk ard lor...
haha...den buy the tings tt i wan to buy..first..the handstrap 4 my fone...bought 1 black 1...wif white..matches my fone?rite?haha...den went to bugis after tt...walk ard too..den saw the handfone holder...bought it...den nxt...bought a handphone cover..lol...actually wanna buy black..but...tink of it..all black..siao..lol..den i finally found the size tt i wan lor..juz nice..fits my fone...no gaps..so damn love it..bought a unique colour tt nt very1 will has it ba..i tink so?lol..den went to eat..den went home
my leg pain..LOl...when on the bus, i found out tt the hp holder rite...the doggy...the nose...nt str. one...a bended nose..LOL..but it looks cute..and at the same time..ugly..lol!!!
k...den...online lor..chatted wif yayun,nisa,lynn jies and rong..haha..yayun jie...u arhx....nth to say..LOL..=)
k lar..i gonna stop here..=)
tk cr peers!
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Friday, February 10, 2006 / 10:59 PM
tt was GREAT!
K...today sch was fine..infact...it was relaly fine..muhaha...'O' levels results 4 today..im down 4 duty..at first, im in-charged of 5N1..but in the end, last min change, i was put to incharge of 4E3...in the hall at 1.40pm...and tidy up all the tings...den 05 sec 4es and 5ns...starts to come in..well!!..haha..actually..mr wong had told the prefects someting.."4E1 and 5N1 no need to put ITE tingy..they did very well..infact, 5N1 did far btr den 4E1"...k..i was shocked..atleast i was relieved for some la hor..haha..anyway, hmm...toked to ms tan and told her my probs...haiz...she's so so so so so damn...err...gd?anyway, she's my best cher lor!hahaha...k..i will find her nxt time..thx ms tan..=)..i mean..ms Joanna tan worz..lol!!!hmm...b4 the events starts, ms J tan told some prefects someting "they did quite badly 4 their eng.Nt as gd as wad we, teachers, expect from them"*wif a sad sad face shown*...well..hmm..k..i was shocked..hmm..my heart is pumpin too..=)..
k...my heartiest congratulations to...EVELYN YEO 4 clinching the TOP student in 4Es...well done..=)..the whole band will be very very very proud of u..even the teachers k..=)..
nxt...GOH AIK CHAI...4 clinching the TOP in 5Ns...well done too..=)...all of us will be proud of u!!!=)...
den..the rest of the tops..lim yayun, pang li mei, Melissa and MYAT MAW...congratulations to all of u..=)...yayun jie..well done..told u..u did it..MUHAHA
4 those who didnt do well..dun be sad k?u haf tried ur best...=)...
hmm..ms tan..i will try nt to write singlish?i will!!=)...
went 4 band after tt..taught the recruits drills today..was bloody angry wif raymes...damn..made me shout.which i dun intend to do it..k..den dismiss
go to prefects room..get change to p.e tee..den went to avt...but..b4 tt..opened the room 4 the prefects to put their bags in the room..=)..den..hmm..k..meeting..was fun thou...
den went home...my mum havent come home..so watch tv...den a call frm my mum...arhx...she will be back home late..den..err watch tv till 9..den online..den bathe..den dad came home wif my food..haha..den i eat my dinner..den online lor..sianx...
hmm..decision has been made...i will stay to jie and di..=)..i love her..haiz..
shu ling..thx 4 ur advice..=)..
k..gonna end here...hehe...k...my journal entries are all written in singlish..well..im gonna let ms J tan look thru my compo after i got it back..i tink she will be..goin crazy..LOL!!!=)
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Thursday, February 09, 2006 / 9:59 PM
no band...!
well..today band is cancelled..k..it was a rainy day..wth...made me even more slpy eh..HAHA...k...sch was fine thou..=)..
k..band was cancelled..thurs practices might be changed to saturdays practices..tis is wad salleh say lor..coz thurs the attendence ar..like shit..sir wasnt happy thou..haiz..
went to mac bkt merah after sch..find nisa jie..anyway, she was like 4 25 mins..i walked frm sch to mac and i took 15 mins to walk..can imagine how slow i walk?LOL..i left the sch at 1.45pm sharp worz..lol..reach dere 2pm sharp...*haf a gd sense of time*..om..im puking..HAHA!
k..i was lynn jie..she nvr go sch today worz..but she went to sch to settle some of her stuffs after the sch has ended...den aishah and lynn jie came to mac...ate lunch..den went to library...hehe..=)..den..hmm..do hwk lor...haf a lot of "FUN"...k la...the book which is NC 16 which has alot of sex part..well...it really describe it and teach u how to worz...it's nisa's book la..me and pei mun were reading like so devoted..but im nt tt devoted to it...PEI MUN WAS..omg..lol..one sentence "he touch my breast"..if im nt wrg..haha..well...it was really..wow!shocked!lol..one more "i flip over and now im ontop of him...moving up and down..."..HAHA...*yayun jie..ahem*..lol!!!...only she noes wad im hintin her..LOL..SHH...den took fotos wif nisa..and pm,lyn jie and nisa jie took fotos together too...haiz...i wan to take foto wif her...but...haiz..=(...
k...den..went home at 7...hehehe...aishah went home earlier..1 hr?i nt sure..tink so..haha...den...on the bus..nvr sit wif her..den pei mun was LOOKIN at us..wt...haha...i guess she was findin 4 us?well...we sat separately la..haiz..
reached home...watch tv lor..eat dinner..do my stuff..bathe..den now..sian..=)
k...hmm..nth much to say le...
BTW, all the best to all 2005 sec 4Es and 5Ns who are taking their O levels results tmr..all the best..i bliff u ppl can do it..=)
*i really dunno whether will i do it anot...coz...wad i feel is tt..u dun like me...i dunno y i feel it tis way...i really love u lots...i dun dare to confess...as i've learnt my lesson when i was in sec 1...haiz...i LOVE U LOTS!some times the words tt u said to me...i seems to be alrite..but will get alittle bit hurt by u...well..i tink..u shld noe liao..i love u..nt as a jie only..and as a person...haiz...*
I LOVE YOU!do u like me calling u jie?
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006 / 12:08 AM
fun!!!!
well..today ended sch at 2.15pm ba...2 period of eng was doing newspaper article...need to be hand in by tmr...today give, tmr hand in..tis week de worz..i do do do...haha...den...finish le..=)...den...went to canteen..ate wif zhi hui..den francita and sum other sec 1s including cindy, dinika etc la...came and tok to us..woots..it's SO DAMN FREAKIN NOISY...zhi hui and i cannot tahan sia..haha..k...den...o yeah..i lost my prefect tie today..den tt bloody shawn found it..and claimed tt is his..well..he lost his tie too..BUT it's wif zhi hUI lor...so cannot be his..IS MINE LOR..FUCKING LOR HE!!!tmr he gonna get it frm me man...i gonna make him CRY...BLOODY!!TEACH HIM A LESSON MAN!!!!anyhow claim tt is his..ask him go die la..bloody.....k...enuff of tt..den pei mun came..was lookin 4 lynn..after awhile...me and her decided to go lor...den we went to tiong..saw ruth,yida etc while waiting..HAHA..ruth..ur uniform looks gd!=)..k..den went to tiong..den walk ard..den went to LJS..called lynn..den we go her hse dwnstair lor...haha...asri came lor..den took 16 dere...called lynn jie when reach dere le..den she came down..haha.love her lots..oops..as a jie worz..=)..haha..den..hmm..play lor..SO DAMN FUN!!!HAHAHA...=)...
k...played till 6 plus...7 plus..den went home..pei mun..MY MP3!!..haha..i PS pm and asri..i am so bad...anyway, i dun wan to be lightbulb thou..hehe..lynn jie..thx 4 coming down..!!=)..muacks!
k...den reached home...bloody..no1 at home..need to get the key out..haha..tink too long nvr use liao..the digital lock key...like sometimes cannot open door...k...lol...den watch tv..muhaha..watch till fall aslp..shit...HAHA...den woke up at 9 plus..bathe...den eat dinner..den do my hwk..stucked at math qns...2 only...yayun jie..thx..=)..haha..k..den POA..shit man..really SHIT..im BLURRED..haha..coz..err..on monday..im too tired la..u noe..so..when mrs ng teaching..u noe..HAHA..=)..
k...today lessons were fine...haha...hey.......i fialed my standing board jump!!lol..=)..k..every yr oso fail..LOL..bio lesson was disgusting!!!BLOODY..haha..anyway, MS WU...PAI SEH!!!MUHAHAHA..=)...o yeah...MS CHANDRAN..WELCOME BACK!!!lol..=)
hmm...tink i shall stop here...tired sia..haha..
k..tk cr..=)
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Monday, February 06, 2006 / 10:27 PM
tired is the only word in my mind noW!
om...it's juz so tiring today...almost doze off during POA lesson...om...wad am i doin?lol...
k..today got band..the recruits attendance aint tt bad la...33 recruits?hmm...actually..wad i gues sis...err...majors list are nt updated ba...hahaha...=)...
k...den after band...hmm...went to tiong wif sin hui, lynn jie and yanni..wif shu ling and pei yi oso la..but they left us...4 of us went to eat lor...den sent yanni to kent ridge at 5th floor...den went to spectacles shop..ahem..cannot say la..wan say..err..go ask tt person...jiejiejieijijeijeiee...hehe...=)..
k..den went home..
den..watch tv...den eat...lazy to do hwk today..too tired..k..im gonna stop here...wad a lame entry..MUHAHAHA..
*i wanna do it...but her intentions have stopped me!*
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Sunday, February 05, 2006 / 10:38 PM
woots..
well...today done wif my POA..muhahaha..im juz lazy to do SS..how?haiz...i cannot fail SS sia...SS very impt de leh..SS fail..= combined humanities will fail..tt means..even though i pass my geog..i will still fail it man..=(..
k...nth much 4 today..were chattin wif lynn jie and cai rong thru msn..haha..=)..juz so damn bored...
went to tiong to buy pencil leed...no more liao..den went home lor..bro went back to tekong liao...hhaa...so quiet now..the hse..LOL
im so damn damn damn bored...
i miss tt person alot
dawn..thx 4 ur consoling eh..=)..thx 4 telling me tt..=)
haiz...shld i or i shldnt?i dunno...haiz...i dun wan the same ting to be repeat again...=(..
nth much..tmr got band...om..how am i goin to tell sir abt the recruits tingy...shall discuss wif eunice and ain..and tis time...EUNICE gonna say it..im nt!!!=)..hehehe...
k...su ying called me...to tell me tt..tmr the repairman is coming(thank god...i was juz having headache of distributing instruments to my juniors man!!!)...haha...
k..gonna end here...a short 1 4 today..hehe..=)
o yeah..now melissa wans to haf a blog too..HHAA..=)
tk cr peers!
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Saturday, February 04, 2006 / 9:46 PM
extremely tired!
well..im extremely tired..haha...done my eng today..maybe ltr will do math?2 qns only...LOL..after math, left wif SS(since last week) and POA(corrections etc)..can die ar!!!haha..
today went to tiong wif mum to eat...saw my pri sch friends..they dun recognise me le bah..coz i change alot...HAHA...wan see?hmm...my EZ-link card he foto will reveal out everyting..how much haf i changed...HAHA...
k...den...saw alot of my friends today..SO DAMN PAI SEH..so suay...wad lynn jie said is correct...go out wif parents saw friends will get pai seh..haha..JIE..ure right...and..y u today nvr online?=(
k...do my eng composition...writing abt ghost story..well..actually..i intended to write err..cannot say the rating...yayun jie will noe..shhh!..but i thought it twice..although ms sek said can...she's alrite wif it..it's our story..but in the end, i end up writing not a scary 1..nt a very ahem 1...and..got moral 1 leh...LOL...anyway, it's a lousy story..FAIL!
den i slp...very tired..slept till errrr...8 plus..frm 6 to 8 plus..hehe..woke up watched tv...den eat dinner...haha...den...now..online...RONG!!!hahaha...k...den...hmm...very sian...shld i do my math?i 2 qns oso lazy liao..HOW?lol!!!...nvm..i SHALL DO!lol
k lar..i stop here..hehe..=)
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Thursday, February 02, 2006 / 10:52 PM

we like takin fotos ar?thx to jeremy la..actually..LOL
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a closer 1?lol...nicer den previous 1 mah?lol
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hhaha..nice???
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pei mun, lynn jie and me...1...abit dark..nvr on flashlight..oops..LOL
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Peimun and Liyana jie 1...hhaha..
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peimun and Liyana jie 2..hehehe
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im BACK!
well...im really very very very busy tis few days...1 reason coz of my fone..2nd reason coz of my hwk...3rd reason coz im nt busy at all at times..but tired..hahah!...
well..ppl...4 those who still gong gong...dunno tt i now got 2 numbers..pls take note...now my new number is 92291677 but save my old number...coz i will be using it too..but nt tt frequent as b4...i will be using my new line more often...haha..call ME thru my new line...FREE INCOMING CALL!!!hahaha...n..if i miss call u...pls call me back eh..thx..=)..hahaha
k...let me start wif tues...went to my grandmum hse..hehe..was rather boring..had some gathering wif my aunties,uncles,cousins etc la..haha..was so damn boring..they gambling..den i went to my grandmum's room watch tv..HAHA..den suddenly...b4 we went off...my grandmum suddenly gave me sth la...was shocked...k..
den...rushed back home...den...get my fone's charger...den...went down to bugis wif my dad,mum,bro..hehe..went to m1 shop...get the queue number...my turn..haha..tt guy told us tt got student plan.1000 sms free...free incomin calls whole day...k...signed a new line..actually wanna use my bro 2nd line de..which i was usin previously, to upgrade de contract...but now no need..sign a new line btr..haha..march the line will be cancelled off...haha..k...bought my FAV fone...SAMSUNG D600...so damn happy...haha...bought it at 368 bucks..after 100 trade in frm my previous fone..samsung E700A...haha...*lucky tt guy nvr notice tt my front screen spoilt liao..heng!*...haha...den went eat dinner...was 9 plus le..den went home...charged my fone...get ready 4 sch the nxt day..haha..i juz love D600..haha
den...hmm..wed...have a fruitful sch day?lol...helped to clean up the new band room at 1st floor..den..had a great fun wif pei mun.liyana and jeremy..ltr goin to send sum fotos up to my blog(if i can)..*not applicable to multiply/..sry*hahaha...k...den...err...went home lor...den saved my fotos to my com...*i still abit blur on how to use it..haha!*...sry ar...i slow...haha...den nth much la...haiz...lol...den...the numbers all in phonebook..i dun wan...i wan to be in sim card..den the fone dun allow me to copy to sim card...(argh!)..haha..den..no choice..copy down all the contacts on the ppr den delete everyting..i spent 2 hrs to 3 hrs plus juz on it k...den...settle...DEN...i found out tt...save in sim card cannot put photo caller ID sia...den nvm lor..nt impt thou..HAHA...haiz..slept at 1 plus yst..so ke lian
k..den today..thurs..haha..im early today!!!lol...k...den...hmm...well..im very pek chek..everytime last min tell me tings...im involve in cny celebration..bloody..HAHA..anyway, today i got band lor..actually dun wanna go 1..bloody de leh..but stil went 4 it in the end...hmm...was rather borin...haha..k..cannot say too much...secret,..LOL...
as 4 band...less den 20 members turned up?omg...sir scolded...k..sir damn angry..hmm..rita cried..om...wonder how's she now..haiz..=(..
k...tmr got band...o yeah..bloody...XIN YI NVR ATTEND BAND...i tink so..need to ask..haiz..=(
ms sek is sick man..she's juz crazy..newspaper article..today give out..tmr hand in..bloody..i do like HELL LOR...arhh!!!juz do finish k..LOL
YAY.....tmr skipped SS lesson!!!FINALLY!!!!lol...*coz i nvr do hwk*..oops..lol
k...nth much...tired liao..tk cr..=)
peiyi..happy?
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