Wednesday, May 31, 2006 / 9:36 PM
fotos taken in genting

err..the temp 4 genting in the mornin ard 5 plus...hahaha....cold eh!



This 4 pics are taken early in the mornin at genting highlands at firstworld hotel..hahaha..nice???jealous?HAHHA!!!..so damn bloody nice...im standin above the clouds!..aha..watchin sun rise..=)

Cousin and I at hotel lobby outside..hahahha.....HEHE!

Lastly, the ugly me..=)..hahaha!...too bored in the room myself..lol...hmm...if u can notice, my eyes damn red...haha!
actually got lots more de..but lazy to upload..HAHA!...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
balloon hat rehearsal!
today had band pract in the morning..was feeling quite gd la..feeling btr..no more fever..haha..but still sore throat...haha...
reached sch at 8 am SHARP..hahaha..=)..hehe
fall in...den bla bla bla...
brought instru down to the eca room 3...hahaa
finally i get to see u..=)
piggy.....hahaha............finally get to see u 2..=)
bla bla bla..rehearsed ourself in the hall..haha..managed to catch up..(CHERYL...TOO BAD!i DID IT!)..hahaha
hmm....SLs tink of the steps 4 the call and ans tingy...arghh!...
haha...had lunch
den...went to sentosa at ard 2pm....
reached dere settle down..den bla blabla...
had lots of fun dere!....hahaha...was msgin in the bus...hahaha
my legs and hands and mouth are very tired..my throat hurts...haha..
nu er nt feeling well....ask her nt to play but she insisted..so...haix..cant do anyting...haha...=)
had 2 rehearsals...haha...
sunday is the actual performance.....from dolphin lagoon to palawan beach..>HAHA
hmm...nth much..tired...
im havin slight fever now again..arghh!!!...
went home str. after band....tmr got band..8 to 5..!!!!!!
k..tt's all...
*i saw 1 shop in genting...opened by a china guy..he can write words one a rice...i wanted to make 1 4 u..wif ur name on it...and it has a very nice casing...wif lots of deco...so damn nice...but...i've no more money le....18 ringgit and above...singapore money abt 8 bucks ++++....im sry...!*
yes, you know i'm watching you.
im back home!
woots!.,,,hey...im back home..haha..reached singapore at 11pm sharp...i mean CUSTOM.nt home arhx...'
let me start from the first day..=)..hha...left singapore on 28may at 10.30pm sharp...the bus was delayed.haha...was smsing fiona...really.....**** her.....since the bus was delayed...den my uncle,me,cousin,aunty,parents went to the nearby coffeeshop first..hahaha...didnt eat anyting...
at 1015 went back to the terminal and board the bus...the bus left lavender at 10.30pm sharp...i was messagin since the time i was settled in the bus..shiok!..haha...
bus reached singapore custom at 11pm...reached malaysia at 11.15pm lidat...den here we go!genting!..hahaa...didnt get to slp well in bus...soo...hahaha..had a hard time..=0..
reached GENTING highland safely at 4.45am lidat...when i alight the bus..i was havin fever le......a slight fever...hahaha...uncle went to queue up 4 the check in number..while the rest went to sit at the chairs and i juz keep quiet dere...and i took sum fotos..=)..im crazy...
got the hotel room le....first world tower 2...(bigger and nicer!)..haha..i wore 4 shirts in total...2 tee and 2 jackets...but..im still feeling damn damn cold...wad's more..the temp is 17 degree only...an im sick..!..haha...ate breakfast den bla bla bla
cousin and i waited 4 the ticketin counter to open..we sat down and chatted lots of tings..haha
went to play outdoor themepark in the morning..so damn fun...although i was sick...terribly sick, i still enjoy myself!...played lots of tings..haha..i tink we played 4 2 to 3 hrs?hahaha..i nt too sure..haha
den play till sian..went to play arrows..haha..fun...=)..den bla bla bla...
hmm...went 4 shopping...cousin brought lots of stuffs...hahaha...i nvr...coz im nt feeling well...and...i dun haf tt much money...i was shoppin for mickey mouse(4 janice nu er), those weird weird stuffs(4 dede nu er) and err...i saw 1 pooh bear...got 1 heart..."i love you"...hmm...k..nvm...but really..to janice and dede..sry..im really sry..i cant find anyting tt u ppl like...im sry...
hmm....shopped le...den went back to room awhile..haha...den...errr...went to play bowling wif my cousin..HAHAHAHA!...fun fun!...
den we ate pizza hut 4 dinner...im sick...hahaha..but i dun care..I HECK CARE...
ate dinner le...den...err..bla bla bla...den went shoppin again..bought a billabong shorts..=)..hahaha!
den...err..o yeah...went to buy davinci code movie ticket..hahaha...is nt 4 under 18 de..but i dun care...haha..and the movie time is 1.15am..HAHA...
went back to room..bathed and i slept...i really cnt tahan...my temp is like..above den 39 degree celcius..im feeling horrible...HAHAHA...
woke up at 1am...went down tothe cinema...hmm..........im still havin fever(of course)...and im coughing like hell....havin flu!hahaha..the movie very nice leh..but...i wasnt feeling well..coz...i closed my eyes awhile at certain parts...summore i still eat potato chips and drink coke wif ice..=0..haha
hmm...movie finished at ard 4am?haha...went back room....den slp again..HAHA
woke up the next morning at ard 9 plus..or 10 plus...hahaha....im feeling slightly btr..but still havn fever...hahaha
den...err..went to eat...den bla bla bla...do nth la...so damn boring...coz play all le...haha...so cousin and i juz sat at starbucks and walked ard..haha...
reported to the bus terminal at first world at 3pm.........well....so suay...all the transtar bus gone...all sent 4 servicing ba.....hahaha...so sat a lousy bus...ahahaha...
left genting at 3.34pm lidat...
the uncle drove damn slow man..arghh...
had a gd slp...haha..fever went down....hha...
hmm....den...errr....bought lots of foods..=)
reached malaysia custom at ard 10 plus...den singapore custom oso 10 plus..haha..cousin managed to go thru the custom wif all the bubble gums..HAHA..
reached lavender mrt station at 10.55pm lidat...reached home like 11 plus...hahaha...
done wif my stuffs...online...and read the e-mails..........thx cheryl..and thx...to(u noe who u are...) 4 all the informations...=)
haha.......den i slept le lor...coz very tired...haix...
read ur space....juz wan to tell u...if u were to die, i will die wif u....coz...i wan to be wif u 4eva......and i wun let u die b4 me...if wan, both die together!
tt's all!=)...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Sunday, May 28, 2006 / 7:20 PM
woots..HAPPY!!!
k..today is SUNDAY....28 may 2006!!!and is the day im goin genting...HAHAHA!!!...2 more hrs...hehe...bus will leave lavender at 10pm sharp...hhaha....
today had flu...fever went down le...no more fever le..so happy..!=)..but still got sore throat..hehe..
woke up at 7am today..miracle...den slp again...till 8 plus..woke up...on com..play game..till 9 plus..den slp again..haha..den 11 lidat woke up...play com again...den err...ate breakfast...den bla bla bla...
hehe...i juz cant wait now!!hehehe...although im still sick..HEHE..juz pray hard tt my temp wun go up again..HEHE..
and to u...u muz really tk gd cr of urself k?muz leh..haha...come back dun wan u to fall sick k?muacks..luv ya 4eva..!=)
hhaa...had my hair cut today..HAHAHA!...short..but nice..=)..kana forced to haf it..coz my cousin at my hse in the afternoon..den kana forced by my mum..arghh..forget it..den cut lor..lol
den cut le...i went to slp...hahaha..im smart..i dun slp at my own bed..i slept at my mum's bed..hehe..=)..im still tired..hahaha
o yeah ppl...i wun be using my 1st line, m1 line...4 genting..i will be using my 2nd line..singtel line..9177 tt 1...haha..so if got anyting...CALL or SMS to tt number...*only 4 urgent..*..dun call and ka jiao hor..need money de..HAHA..juz jk..=)
notty piggy..why u not online..=(
hehe......nth much to write le..im juz too tired now..arhhh!!
i bathe le..prepared le..hehehe...
gonna enjoy myself tmr...HAHAHA!
im still havin flu and sore throat...arhhh!hahahaha...keep on sneezing..on the bus how sia?HAHA
wun be attending band pract tmr..im gonna suffer..1st..i havent memorise the piece...2nd, tmr sure goin to do marchin and music at the same time at outdoor...and i will miss the pract..on tt day of rehearsal, which is tis comin wed...i will be blur!hahaha...die die die...im tryin my best to memorise the piece!!melody leh!!muz memorise like hell!!HAHAHA
to saxophone section....PLS...bring ur 10 bucks 4 ur black tee shirt 4 sentosa balloon hat...hehe...remember to tell ur size to the majors worx..=)..
hmm..nth much le...hahaha...
hmm...still got wad leh??
o yeah..haf fun ppl 4 tmr!!=)
will miss all of u!!haha...muz tk cr worx..=)
esp to u..MUZ tk gd CARE k?hehehe
tt's all..HEHE...remember!!!i WONT be using my m1 line(9229)..i will be using my singtel line(9177) till tues...when i come back frm genting!sry 4 the inconvenience..=)
tt;s all
miss ya...cant bear to leave u....hahaha!...hehe...
notty piggy...online leh!!=(!!!hahaha..PLP!!!!!
notty piggy...incase u nvr online...remember...PLP...=)..miz ya!=)PLP!!PLP!!!PLP!!!hehehe..im crazy
to cheryl..REMEMBER TO UPDATE ME HOR!hahaha...nt a summarise report..is a full report..HAHA..juz jk..=)..thx 4 helpin me..!=)
tt's all
buaix!!!!
tk cr!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Saturday, May 27, 2006 / 10:26 PM
im sick
today woke up at 8.45..bathed...den eat brekfast..den went to sch..shit..my mp3 spoil..argh..
was havin fever..but i juz kept quiet in prefects room...
done all the necessary stuffs..=)..hahaha
den...err...went to eat at kfc at 1 plus...wif fareez,dawn,jo...eveline need to go off..haha..
had a gd time wif dem...but was feelin weak..haha..jo asked me "i ok anot...u looked so sick"..den i replied "yeah..im sick"...and im really sick..haha
reached home...get my thermoter...and take my temp..38 degress celcius..woots...ate 2 strong panadol pills..den went to slp..was smsing fiona..haha..
woke up at 5 plus...told my mum...haha...but i refused to go see doc..haha..temp went down to 37.3
now temp is 36.9 le...so happy..haha
tmr goin genting le..cnt fall sick..HAHA..
hmm...actually i noe why i sick..haha..=)
my bro sick oso..he got sore throat oso..but no fever...haix..i got fever..haha..and i noe why i got fever...hahaha...
well..i tink i've made the decision...=)...
hmm....tmr need to pack my stuffs 4 band camp...hahha...
borrowed a mp3 player frm my bro..a spare 1..haha..Aigo..the brand..lousy de..haha
k..tt's all..=)..buaix...=)
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Friday, May 26, 2006 / 8:34 PM
happy...
today lesson was ok la..juz tt im tired..haha...SS 4 periods..haha...haix...
ms sek nvr come to sch today..eng lesson free period...den...err..geog...nth much...den spring cleaning....had alot of "fun"..haha..
took back my report book...im really very disappointed la...haix..although class position is 11/42 and level is 12/81...but..i did badly...im really nt satisfied wif it...i passed all subjects...did fail..i juz write out the grades ba
English (SYLL A): 5
Chinese (NA): 5
Mathematics (SYLLABUS A): 5
Science (PHY,BIO): 4
Combined Humanities(SS,GEOG): 3
POA: 3
CME: A (THE ONLY A1!=)..BUT..HAIX)
see..i did badly rite?i dropped alot in math...and POA...i improved in ENg and chi...lucky ting la..haix...
after sch went to NYP(nanyang poly) 4 the astronault tok...haha...had alot of fun wif ms wu..HAHA..and JO!..haha..sat together..ms wu damn damn damn funny..haha..
during the reception...haha..sherman,zhi hui and i ate alot..=)...3 rounds...hahaha..pro?HAHAHA..=)..ms wu reminded me "my dear, it's a plate..not a bowl"..hahaha...i tink u all noe wad she means ba...means i take ALOT!..HAHA...since it's free...and im superb hungry..HAHA!
reached sch at 5.40 lidat...hmm....den waited 4 fiona dey all awhile...
den walked to mac..........
den nu er ate her dinner...den went home...
walked hopme wif janice....haix
nth much now..
juz d/l all my hwks frm elearnin portal...haix!=(
*i gave up..i will kip it to myself...i will drift away...*
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Thursday, May 25, 2006 / 10:24 PM
im exhausted
today sch was fine..jz really very tired..during math lesson..both bands combined..haha..den..err....geog lesson..nt much...i wasnt listenin...brain stop working le...bio lesson...was watchin movie..haha
den..err..POA lesson..only attended half an hr..den veron came and bail me!!..haha..mrs ng said to me,zh and ardisa...the test will get zero..den holiday assignment marks will be counted as both test marks...shit!.haha..
went 4 the concert..i mean as a performer..haha..had a dry run b4 everyting starts...haha...
concert started..alot of ppl came..HAHA..=)...haha...carmeen(jia wen) damn funny..HAHAHA...she arhx...too nervous till arhx..after she sang finish..SHE GO TO THE WRG CURTAIN.....!!!!!haha...den iwas like...eh..why u here arhx?haha..den she replied.."eh..why i come here?arhhh!".haha..i was laughin like mad...HAHA!!!...den she arhx...her ahnds really trembling like mad lo...hahaha..but she sing DAMN nice!haha..GD JOB!..haha...
our turn tt time..haha..i keep on blowin hot air into my instru...scare go flat..haha...den when i play the solo..HAHA..i dun haf enuff AIR LEH...fuck sia..haha...the 4 crochets i was squeezin the air frm my diaghram...squeeze as much as i can..haha...did a gd job..!=)
fiona is in band....tink shld be under provasion?i dunno..MUZ clarify wif salleh..so tt i can inform sirs abt it...
hmm....den bla bla bla...
went 4 the band meeting...today...haha...hmm...well........im nt really happy wif sth..well..dun cr...im nt the ic...cant do anyting...=)...do wadeva u all like...juz follow ur plans...
hmm...after tt..went to PR..den hor...went to study corner...my nu-er(janice) cry...of sth...haix....love sux...
den suddenly...i went to the PR...den zhi hui and amanda told me..EXCO GOT MEETING NOW!..den i was like..wt?haha..den farah told me after they tell me...wt..haha..
chatted wif ms tan awhile..HAHA..den..MS SEK WALK PASS!!!arhhh!...shit..haha...
den...haf meeting wif ms wu...den..err..she bring out a winnie the pooh cup cakes..haha..i ate 2...=)..SO DAMN NICE MAN..haha..settle wif the appreciation lunch tingy 4 nxt mon..haha..i wun be goin..=(..sry yong shin...
hmm...i muz pack my stuffs 4 the camp on sunday b4 i leave 4 genting...haix...
tmr gettin report bk le..haix...die die die die...haa
rushed to interchange wif amanda,zhi hui,leon..haha..sry nuers,cheryl and bel..haha..thx 4 waitin 4 me..HAHA..=)..AMANDA SIM...CUrSE mE!!arghh..hahaha..=0..couple..HAHA...bleahx..=)
went home wif janice..toked to her....
reached home...errr...im really damn tired...haix...juz lie on the bed awhile..den fell aslp..den fiona sms me..haha..thx 4 wakin me up..haha..=)..but sry 4 the late reply..haha..
den..err..bla bla bla...den go bathe,eat dinner..den online..done my stuffs...
now...err..nth much.....
hmm...k...go le..buaix
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 / 10:57 PM
woots...FUN SIA!
TODAY HAD CROSS COUNTRY!!HAHAA...met zhi hui at 6am..but he was damn bloody late..haha...k..ate breakfast at mac..den headed to east coast wif 1 of the pa guy...at 6.30 lidat..haha...i yun che..firstly, im tired..2ndly, the driver drive very fast and turn very fast..3rdly, i cant slp..zhi hui is singin out of tune 4 the whole 1 hr trip.>HAHA..i relaly feel like puking...
reached east coast, went to 7-11...went to buy sour plum..haha..den went to the reporting area...saw ms sek..walked wif ms sek..den walk walk ard wif zhi hui..den need to report to mr kek le..helped mr kek to get the prefects out..den..he drove those who are doin duty at the ending point 4 guys dere...haha...he drove at 100km/h and she was using HP!hahaha...well..he drive fast leh..the speed arhx..like...woots...less den 8 seconds reach 100 le...ALONG east coast park road k...hahaha...but fun la..LOL...den he explained to us wad to do..hahaha..den..reached dere le...we set up everyting..he went back to fetch the other 2 prefects..haha...well..then the race started..haha...
im incharged of the positioning 4 sec 3es..haha..karen sec3na,sharon sec 3nt,yongshin,yanling n yibin on sec 4s and 5s...haha...
collated the results 4 the top 30 after tt..den end le..
den followed mr kaddy koh, mr kenneth tan and mr roland tan..den bla bla bla...confidential...=)
thx chers!=)
rushed back to sch at 1.15 from marina sq..haha..reached sch le...i asked zhi hui to pay first..i RUN ALL THE WAY TO band room(ECA room 3)...haha...den i found tt pei mun havent come...argh!haha...
den...prepared myself...den went to PAC le..haha...
den...reherasal...yanni pro..HAHA!=)...
i hate mrs ong...WHy FIONA nO DUTY!!!=(...
haha..jia wen aka carmeen sing very nice lor..hahaha..her voice damn nice..haha..she frm radin mas oso..=)..radin mas rocks..=)..haha!...she 'bullied' mrs ong..haha..
den we took 1 pic..damn bloody funny..HAHA...laugh like hell..HAHA!!
tmr concert liao..12.30 need to go le...will miss 2 periods of poa..SHIT!=(..
k...hmm...im really sick..sick and sick...
after tt...went back..keep instru..actually wanna go home..den saw my meis(geraldine and janel piggy) opp..so we went opp..den saw ms tong..haha..i feel like vomitting again..haha..quickly eat sour plum again..HAHA!...den ok le...bought mashed potato to eat..haha...chatted wif janel and geraldine..den went back to sch..den janel called her dad...den 15 mins or sumwhr lidat...her dad come le..den me and zhi hui went home...
reached home, i bathe den slp..haha..*wo you ting hua*...haha...
6 plus..my cousin came...fiona sms me...den i slp back..haha...
he installed game into my com le..thx!=)
den..err..slpet till 8 plus..wake up..haha..online..den bla bla bla..do band stuffs, den poa hwk..den eat dinner...den bla bla bla
k...im off..tired!
buaix!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 / 10:19 PM
im stressed!!!
well..today so damn quiet..lower sec hafin X-ctry at east coast..haha..tmr our turn..=)...got my class tee...fucking ugly man...no face to wear it lor..haix..hAHA!=)..
k...first 2 periods..supposedly to be mrs yeo's talk..but mrs yeo at east coast...so nvr come..haha..free period..=)..haha..so damn fun...was usin hp in class..takin fotos..haha..took fotos wif anita,farah and sherman..hahaha..den suddenly i saw ms ng ah hoon walkin towards our class...i muz thank ms wu man..she was at 3e2...was talkin to her thru hand signs..haha...den she poitnted at ms ng...den i quickly ran into the class..and shouted.."MS NG AH HOON..KEEP ALL UR MP3S AND HANDFONES!"..HAHA.....so damn bloody fun..haha
den..3rd to 4th period..physics...5th to 6th period...MATH...kaddy koh,kaddy koh,kaddy koh,kaddy koh..haha..see him till sianx..haha...math last 20 mins was havin free period..haha...got back both my math pprs and phy ppr..=)...hahaha...
k...den...errr...recess..haha...den bio...combine lecture...went thru errr....dunno wad shit is tt...all the stdudents frm 3n1 were almost fallin aslp..same goes to 3n2..haha...we watched a science documentary regarding of brains!btw...the class saw sth....dede tt time changed my bluetooth name to "eddy papa love mama 4eva..hahah"...den i on my bluetooth..den those guys who are using fone..were searchin 4 devices..den they saw it..so damn PAI SEH!!!HAHAHA..den i quickly changed it and off it!..so damn pai seh!!!haha...btw..the documentary is disgusting..i was slpin..=)..
haha...den EL..ms sek nt free...den ms cher lee took over..HAHA...played boggle..HAHA..so damn fun!..=)..
den after lesosn...toked to her awhile..haha...o yeah..ms wu tot i 1.35 release frm class..haha...k..nvm..
meeting starts at 3pm...me,jo,fareez,farah rushed to opp to eat...cup noodles!haha..fareez ate bread..and waffles..if im nt wrg
den had prefects meeting..haha..tink today got band meeting?i didnt go..sry...was busyin wif rpefects stuff...really no time...event is juz nxt mon!!!...
k...den...errr......had alot of fun wif ms wu..HAHA...damn fun...she sang song..haha..me and jo keep on suanin her..HAHA...we are bad!!haha..she pek chek wif us..HAHA..but she;'s fun..=)..haha....meetin till 6 plus..haha..done wif the programme sheet...arhhx...damn damn damn lots of tings sia...headache leh...haix...
k...hmm...went to ntuc first wif eveline,dawn,jo jo and shu ling..hahaha...den...eveline bought her tings le...we went to market...jo,me,dawn bought our dinner..den headed to the inter..haha...dawn and me go first..in bus, nvr sit together..haha..lucky nvr sit together..coz outside sch, saw becca they all..haha...me and her were like...HENG ARHX!...HA...hahaha...
k...den we walked home together...but she go her ah ma's hse..nt her own hse..haha..so i went off first..hahaha..dawn asked me a qn.."why u nvr stay at 30th floor?"..hahaha!...she arhx..nth to say..haha!
haha...tmr havin X-ctry..but i having duty..haha...lol..meeting zhi hui in the mornin at 6am at tiong....mac...haha...
k...im extremely tired..hahaha...
hmm...janel ran till her shoe fly off!!hhaha..=)...bleahx
notty piggy, i shall pinch u tmr...haha...if im free..=)..
tmr goin back to sch....by 1pm will reach..wif my ugly class tee..haha!..=)
k..tt's all..buaix..=)
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, May 22, 2006 / 9:08 PM
im back to stress
well...my mind now...the only ting tt im tinkin it rite now is.."how to destress?"...im having headache 4 many days le..coz of stress...and...sum other tings la...haha....
today well..lessons was fine...went to dental while havin math lesson...haha....QUITe pain la...but nt so pain..liyana jie de more pain..rite jie?=)..haha
den huanitites lesson...geog..mr chong went thru section b of mYE ppr..haha..haix..
den POA...hmm...last half an hr..had a poa test...i DO WRG..FUCK...SHIT!...arghhh!
hmm..den went to hall..4 the oxy talk..haha.den went back to class..den went back to hall again...4 assembly...den helped to give out the tings lor...haix...sianx!!!
den went 4 prefects meeting...awhile..den went 4 band le..got the teenage magazine 4 free..BUT IS MARCH ISSUE DE K...SO BUDGET!HAHA..
hmm...band...had sectional..finally got the pieces liao...hmm....went 4 sectional..hahaha...janice can play worx...my gd nu-er...haha...bel and cindy tried too...well done..can de...u all can de...JIA YOU!!=)..den fiona and de de came..HAHA...den went back 4 full band..haha..the band sounds..ok liao..finally...4 more practices left!ahaha...can can can...the band shedule is out!...so FAST!!!=(...haix...see the shedule..i sian le...btw...the band investiture nite will be on 14th june...to those alumni, pls come if u are free..=)..haha...and the band camp will be on 31st may(balloon hat rehearsal) to 2nd june...HAHAHA...den...4th june balloon hat le..HAHA...8 of july is SYF at HEartlands(tiong bahru plaza) performance..MUZ COME!!=)..\
tmr gettin class tee le..i HOPE!=)..haha..
k...im tired..sir listen to us le..i mean the ensemble..hahaha!...denn...err..thx 4 waitin 4 me..had a big scolding frm rita...juz the SL...haha...
hmm...went hme wif janice nu er..haha..den..reached home..bathe,eat,watch tv...den...nth much le..haha..online lor..still got poa hwk..sianx..=X..haha..eng hwk alot leh.i mean holiday..hha!
k..im done...
buaix...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Sunday, May 21, 2006 / 10:09 PM
im relieved
yesh...everyting is settled le..but...there's sth in my heart will nvr be settled..i wun say much abt it...if u noe it, den u noe it, if u dun, den dun ask..=)..if u really wan to noe..ask me personally in msn..=)
i've forgave her...im willing to give her another chance...hope she will nt do it again..=)..
today nth much la...7 plus lidat fiona sms me...hmmm...haha....today sec 1s haf big walk..woots..wait wait..i wanna ask u ppl..are u leg pain??tired?fun??haha...well...i stayed at home and SLP!..=)..
10 plus lidat officially woke up...played crazy taxi..=)...till 11 plus lidat...den stop le..den msn..den ate breakfast cum lunch at 12 plus..haha...den do nth...
too boring..till watch "I not Stupid 2" again...haha...once again..the ending part..i cried..=)!..i watched the deleted scene...hahaha..the actual de more funny and btr...=)...
hmm...den chatted on msn wif fiona,cheryl and sum others la...hahaha...was smsing oso...hmmm...muz save my sms le...i muz save....if nt my mum will scold again..den mayb haf to pay myself again..haha...
1 more week to go...den can go genting le...time flies...=)
few more weeks to BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL!...haha
tmr got exco meeting..i wun be goin..i haf to sacrifice...balloon hat coming..i can afford to lose any practices...im sry to the PB...
after reading mr salleh's blog yst, it really helped me alot..=)..hahaha..
*dun scold urself le...it's nt totally ur fault....*
my heart cant let go......coz...the feeling is too too too too deep le......juz cant let it go....
mr faizal called me today...i was like...wt?hahaha...he asked me 4 the recruits details...HAHA...den i open the non-updated de...LOL...still got wei li's name, fiona's name and alot others..haha...last time...total strength is 51...NOW....30..=)..haha..sir asked me...why 30 only..haha..he shocked...coz frm 51 drop to 35 den drop to 30...wtf?hahaha..but..We MUZ maintain the 30...=)..and we can..=)..nxt yr..target..30 again..HAHA!=)
i was juz too boring...hahaha...went to soundclick to d/l some band songs..HAHA..d/l 3 songs..so damn damn damn nice..hahaha...=)...animation medley, ashland park and Glasfow fair..haha..so damn nice man...wish our band can play..esp animation...IT's NICER den PRINCESS MONONOKE!HAHA
hmm...once again..im able to say out my feelings to u again.....
hmm..nth much to write le..........
although we are nt bro and sis le....but i really love u deeply inside my heart.....im sry to always make u angry...
lalala
tired leh...wanna slp..=)..im a pig......HAHA
notty piggy...why nva online?=(
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Saturday, May 20, 2006 / 9:41 PM
im disappointed
well..today in the morning, met janice nu er at the bus stop...as usual, she was late again..=X...den we walked to sch...hmm...err...she live nxt blk of me only..haha!..
she told me all the stuffs that had happened yst...well..i was really very sry to cheryl...im really cheryl...i wasnt scolding u yst...i was juz angry...nt wif u...
janice told me tt...actually...all tis only happenin to cheryl and janice..is their problem...den now...it becum so so soso big problem...haix...
yst...i hope tt it wasnt u who said it...but..after today janice had told me everyting...we suspected tt is u...who said it...coz...u were wif dem...when they were tokin abt it...haix...
today in band...i wasnt very happy...but...i juz act normal...she...made me even more mad..nt even me..to the "she"...im sry tt i haf to do tis...i trusted u...and now...wad did u do?are u a worthy friend?ask urself...IF u read tis...tink back...i've try treatin u the best..i try..and i did it.. treated u as my friend..i trust u...but...as wad u said..i backstabbed...but...i in return...u did more jialat den wad i did...i only say wad u haf done to my friends...and...u?wad did u do?
to u..i noe u haf ur reason..i've read ur nick..i will trust u..i almost cry when i read ur nick..but..wad i hope is tt...we can be bro and sis again...i really cant accept the fact...really...i really cant...i've been askin myself..am i dreamin?wad haf i done?i still treat u as my mei...which i noe i shldnt...but...i juz cant accept the fact...i wld rather u wun noe me..and we wun stead...coz...i really cause alot of unhappiness to u...im really sry...
"love hurt too much to be taken seriously. "...tis sentence..was extracted from mr salleh's blog...
http://natadecoco.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/...his entries were very sad...haix...and i totally agree wif tis sentence...do go read..he has wrote alot of tings inside...which can help us...to understand life btr...to treasure it btr...but can i?
last yr..i remember pei mun tellin me tis "tis yr is a bad luck 4 us"...well...i dun tink is to her..but is to me......
i was wanna make sth clear...JANICE AND I HAF NTH ON..WE ARE JUZ DAD AND DAUGHTER...WE WALKED TO SCH TOGETHER IS BECOZ IT'S STILL EARLY...AND WE LIVE SO SO SO DAMN NEAR...NOT EVEN 1 KM AWAY..ONLY A FEW METRES AWAY...PPL...PLSPLSPLS....ESP TT SUM1...PLS...STOP SPOUTING NONSENSE...!
im noe u are sad..wadeva the reason is, i will accept it...i've thought thru the whole nite yst...why did u do tis..and..the ans i get 4 myself is...live wif it...u haf ur own reason..which u do not wan to say out...i dunno whether the reason 4 tis is it haf any relationship wif wad is happenin to cheryl(sry to say out ur name) yst...i've no idea...
we didnt go to her hse today...i went home after eatin my lunch wif dem,janice,rafidah,cheryl,cassan,zhi hui...cassan,rafidah and zhi hui still dunno anyting..and i dun wish dem to noe le...mayb we are nt bro and sis..tis they can noe..but..the rest..ir eally dunno...haix..i've to respect ur decsion made...
today in band, we are preparing 4 balloon hat festival liao...62 strong band now...wad a strong band we haf now...and...im sure...if we keep tis attendance well...we will achieve wad we wan nxt yr...4 syf 2007...GOLD!
today half of the band no piece...coz err...i dunno why no piece oso...haha..
the rest got piece de went 4 sectionals...the rest,saxophonist,clarinetist(sum),trumpeters(sum),percussionist and tubist stayed in music room..sir taught us the steps first...well...like "chu bing"...haha...but it seems to be easy...wif the instruemtn and playin of music...will it be ez?yesh it will be..exactly 6 more practices we haf b4 the actual rehearsal...i will be gone on 29 may and 30 may...and i tink...there will be practices..and 31 may is the rehearsal..haix...balloon hat on 4 june at sentosa...if im nt wrg..is at palawan beach..aiya..either palawan or siloso..haha..do come and support us..the piece is 'samba de janeivo' IM nt sure whether is the name spelled correctly not..haha..it's a simple piece...=)
will i haf a fun trip to genting?i tink i will..i will enjoy myself alot dere....!!!!=)1 more week to go....yay!=)
today once i reach home..i slp le...2 plus or 3 plus slp till 8 plus..im really tired...im exhausted liao...haix...
sir say mayb will haf band camp 4 balloon hat festival rehearsal leh...den i how?juz come back frm genting den go 4 band camp arhx..i will go crazy...tt is not investiture camp worx..is juz a band camp...nt band camp cum investiture camp...band camp cum investiture camp will be held at a ltr date...i supposed...
hmmm....to u..can i request sth mah??can dun say wadeva mah??i really nt use to it..sry..but if u wan, i dun mind...aiya...oso nt my prob....
i juz wan to reply to ur msn nick..if u nva appear, i will nvr be happy..coz..frm the day u are my mei, u haf been givin me lots of happiness...1 mth and 4 days...those days...u oso haf been givin me lots of happiness...and after tt too..........
today long arhx?=)..coz alot of tings to say...
i really hope tt u(i wun name who is it) will stop sayin all the nonsense stuffs and stop suspecting anymore...dun make me hate u too much..4 now, i sitll treat u as my friend...but if tis continues, i tink...our friendship will stop...but i cant afford to do it..ure in band..in my section...and...as 4 now..i still trust u...but nt as much as it is b4....i really treat u as my friend..pls...stop sayin all the tings..and stop suspecting...all along..my heart only haf ....... and no1 else.....
"Life did not turn out the way I planned it. Life never will I suppose. But I do not want to look back at the life I have lead and have regrets."quoted from mr salleh's blog again...really go read...
last but nt least, im really sry...to all of u...esp cheryl and fiona...im really sry............
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Friday, May 19, 2006 / 10:37 PM
haix
haix...im moodless now...
went home wif dawn today...she live 8 floor up of me..=)..
dawn...hmm..thx 4 it..=)...u dun sad oso k?
today prefects meeting...hmm...nth much...sianx
band....ensemble practice...
nth much
too many tings had happened le...past 1 mth...frm april till now...haix
r u tt cruel?i noe u aint........
yes, you know i'm watching you.
WHY?
TODAY is actually a happy and fine DAY 4 me...BUT...till..JUZ NOW..im TOTALLY SHOCKED
WHY does tis happen again?Nt evben sis and bro now...wad had happened?can any1 juz tell me...im really...arghh..i really dunno anyting...i really dun wan!!i DUN WAN!!!
TIS IS 4 U!HAPPY SCOLDING ME FUCKER ARHX?WAD EXACTLY NT HAPPY U ARE WIF?CAN U JUZ TELL ME?I REALLY DUNNO ANYTING...I JUZ WAN TO NOE THE REASON...I REALLY WISH I COULD JUZ TELL U WAD HAD HAPPENED...DO U HAF TO BE SO CRUEL?SRY TO USE TIS WORD CRUEL...BUT..REALLY...NT EVEN BRO AND SIS NOW?FEW MINS AGO..U WERE STILL OK..BUT...WAD HAPPENED AFTER MINS LTR?
wad's happening..really...why am i always kept in the dark?NT noeing anyting...and bad tings juz come to me?why?
im really very stress...U are the one who will destress me...really...why everytime tings happened juz lidat de?
im really in a GR8 SHOCKED when i heard u saying tt..we are nt bro and sis anymore...why?why?why?nice word of u...ya...wad a NICE pronounciation u haf to me...THX 4 the 6 letters words,fcuker. THX 4 tis word...
TMR got band...i dun haf the mood to go 4 band...i reallly do not haf any mood...
i really BEG u ppl...TELL ME EVERYTING ASAP...i wan to noe the reasons...there are reasons behind it..i noe..
im really angry,hurt,disappointed........
sobbing??got use?
IDIOT WORLD...IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT..I HATE EVERYTING...!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Thursday, May 18, 2006 / 10:00 PM
tiring...im tense up!
k..today is THURSDAY!!!hahaha...lesson was fine...=)...today eng period..had creative writing..haha.me,zh and disa 1 grp...den 10 words..need to use all the 10 words given to complete a story..haha...OUR story is CRAP!...ms sek borrowed 1 POA lesson..means frm 3 poa lessons to 2 POA lessons..haha..mrs ng went thru ppr...but in qn 1 nia...coz the qn very long..haha...nxt week got test..=X.haha.
hmm..had band pract..oso...went to prefects room to had a meetin awhile...hmm...hahaha....confidential...hahaha...but all the best to those ppl..=)!!!
hmm..had a tough ensemble pract..haha..=)
k..tt's all...4 today..im extremely TIRED and STRESS!!
today i whol;e day nvr eat...recess nvr eat, after sch nvr eat...recess was havin a meetin wif ms wu...den after sch, rushed down 4 practice...tt's why..HAHA!!!arhhh!
haha..tt's all..=)
tmr got band, sat got band!!!!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 / 10:02 PM
happy!!!im so happy today!
well..today..HAHA...went out wifmy 2 nu-ers,janice and kristale,cheryl and bel...haha...met janice at her block downstair at 10.55..haha...i was late thou...err....dun wu hui...she leave nxt block of mine..haha...i in blk 22 she in blk 23...haha...went to tiong..all havent reach...den only me and janice..so pai seh..haha..den bel reach le..den we go down to mrt station...cheryl and dede(kristale) finally come le...den go to somerset...
reached le...walked to cineleisure...hahaha...den walked walked..coz cafe cartel havent open yet..walk ard and ard...haha...keep on turning rounds...haha...den 12.30 le..went to cafe cartel...den zhi hui and cassan come le..me,janice,bel and cheryl ate the set meal...kristale nvr eat..coz she eat le..den 4 the ice cream, cheryl sick..so the ice cream give dede..haha..saw pei mun they all..haha..pei mun wore skirt...hmm...first time see her wearing skirt leh..hahaha..i mean..err..nt sch skirt arhx..lol...
hmm...den went to heeren...janice shopping 4 her new bag..haha..den shopped awhile..bel,cheryl,the couple wanna go watch movie at grt wrld..dey waitin 4 sherman oso...well...den nvm lor..we,janice,dede and i, dun wan to watch movie..coz no money...nvr bring extra money...so we went to far east..haha...had a FUN time walking..HAHAHA!!!=)
reached far east le..shop here and dere...den at 77th street, saw the sales assistant...very de...k...nvm...only janice,de and me understand.>HAHAHA!!!laugh like hell!!haha...janice bought her BILLABONG bag liao..lol..den went home...btw, saw a shop which made rubber stamps...haha...but nvr make..coz no money...so nvm..
reached home le...play ps2..haha..after awhile...mum came home...den...err...she went out again..den after tt, cousin called me...asked me to go down...coz goin out..den i went down lor..den go orhcard again...went to far east plaza...to make the stamp...BUT hOR...REACHED dere close le..bloody!!so shop shop lor...bought a belt..haha...coz jeans dropping...*oops*...hahaha...the belt nice la..lol..mum said wan me to buy a new shoe...tis time round nt sport shoe..is those normal shoe..den i say ok lor..haha..*since she suggested it, i dun mind..=)*..hahah!cousin bought a belt too..his belt damn nice..=)..haha...
den went to eat...den err...went home lor...
hmm...well..im juz disappointed...yesh..im angry...but disappointment is more den anger...
why i am i still ********(purposely added more *)..hha...(only 1 person noe...abt the word...shh..dun say)..haix...i shld be...but i juz cant..
hmm...nth much
rita juz called me...hmm...told me abt the changes 4 the performance...we are adding FLIGHT OF VALOR!!!the startin part..till the pause part..hahaha...den ross roy!!hahahaha!!!!=)....hahaha...and...tis sat will haf band pract...ALL SEC 1S, PLS TAKE NOTE!!!TIS SAT PRACTICE, U PPL WILL HAF TO COME...PLS SPREAD ARD...THX!!!U PPL ARE INVOLVED IN BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL...SO..U PPL HAF TO ATTEND(rita's instructions)...k...muz spread hor!thx...!=)
i will be busy 4 tis whole weeks...!!!
genting trip has been booked...yay!!..confirmed le...28 may to 30 may...28 may(sunday) nite bus at 10pm(i supposed)...luxury bus...reached genting abt 4 plus....hahaha...den...err...30 may...afternoon will go back(shld be la)..haha...i smsed sir liao...hahaha...he said ok...=)..love him!!!haha..
my apology to the Prefectorial board..i wun be able to attend the event on 29 may...sry sry sry...damn sry!!but...BUT..BUT!!!i will HELP out as much as i can..i WILL!!=)..sry to the excos team...sry to the teachers...=(
hmm........nth much le...
haix......
*if u wan to go, juz go..no nid to care abt my feelings...*
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 / 10:42 PM
im so careless
well..today...normal timetable...1st four periods are mr kaddy koh's periods...EM,EM,Phy,PHY...wa..SIANX LEH!!!...4 periods all his..he oso sianx arhx..lol..very funny..after math lesson..we said thank you mr koh..coz is banded de...den after tt...we stand again...and greet him again..lol!!HHAAHA!!!=)...i asked him "cher, nt sianx arhx?"..den he said "sian la..of course..."..he even prepared the lesson liao..bought math ppr1 and phy ppr up liao..haix..ppr1...all careless mistakes...WHY WHy WHY!!!!!!!!...physics...haha...dianto very jialat..minus 5 marks...3 marks coz of not writing class,index no, and name..haha...the other 2 marks are formula and units..HAHAHA!!...damn fuiny lor the lesson..HAHA..math lesson mr koh xin tong...ta shang xin arhx...band 1 all get nt quite gd results...except 4 sum...haix..jialin shiok la...43/60...me leh...31/60...so lose face lor...NT PPR leh..haix...
hmm...today had P.E...JANEl baby piggy mei rebonded her hair..HAHA!!!niCE leh!!=)
hmm....bio period..ms wu shouted...coz combined class...ms tan kok lan nvr come..so she take band 1 and band 2..i improved alot!!=)...frm a B4 to a A1?hahah!!im so damn damn damn happy!!!..but...well...combined sciences still B4...coz of my physics..haix..muz buck up on my phy,math,poa...!!!!!!!!!!
well...tmr is holiday-in-lieu 4 the election day last week...hahaha...goin out wif janice they all..hmm..shld i go out wif mum or dem?i dunno leh...haix....
today had prefects meeting..but b4 tt...practiced on my sax...wif the rest of the players...=)...hui ping nvr come..coz she nt free....hahaha...
hmmm....prefects meeting...STRESS!!mORE and MORE TINGS to DO!!!!!!!!!!!arhhhx!....i go in wif a crazy mood...come out wif a tired mood...hahaha!!!..thurs goin to meet ms wu to discuss tings...sianx leh...hahaha
hmmm....baby piggy, fail geog nvm k?work harder k?u can de...=)...
hmmm...prefects tee...hmm..farah designin...woots!..haha...
well....i cannot go 4 the farewell lunch...sry sry sry...sry to the excos cum the seniors(although they dunno..=))....coz...im leaving 4 genting.i hope can change the date....but i dun tink can...haha
hmm.................im tired..juz now toked on the fone wif janice they all....i juz kept quiet....hmm..miz tokin on the fone wif u.........
anyway, i muz pract well on my sound...im producing a sucky sound on my instru..WHY!!!???haix...band investiture comin le....2 more weeks?hahaha..balloon hat comin le...2 more weeks oso...anisah, if u are reading tis, i will try to go 4 bedok town military band concert k?i will try...i promised ewin and debbie(haha!) to go 4 their concert..but..well..i didnt aspect it to be the day b4 our balloon hat at sentosa, which is 3rd of june!sry..i will try my very best...coz..definitely, i will need a very gd rest....if nt, im goin to be damn exhausted the nxt day...sry...if creally i nvr go, can help me record down mah???pls??
o yeah...sat got leadership course 4 prefects?excos muz go???how to?i got band!!!hmm..nvm..sms salleh..=)..
hmmm...nth much to write le...
haix...i really miss the time tt we spent together...
hmmm........why today u nvr online???now cnt sms u leh..haix...=(
why so many bad tings are happenin/???????haix
k...buaix...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, May 15, 2006 / 11:27 PM
oh shit.
haix..im utterly disappointed by my results..my math..i juz pass...50/100...bloody shit!haiz...
ReSultsEL ppr2: 42/80
Maths(NA) ppr1: 31/60 ppr2: 19/40(fail) overall: 50/100...i must say im lucky..my ppr 1 helped me!!!!
Chinese ppr1: 36/70 (i JUZ PASSED BY 1 MARK!!)
pp2: 67/110 ( I PASSED!!i PASSED!!!HOORAY!!)
btw...i first time mid yr pass my chi ppr k..haha!
Combined SciencesPhysics: 26.5/50 (did badly...haix...)
Biology: 39/50 (78%..!!A1!!!!!!!!!!!)
overall: 65.5/100 (YAY!!i GET MY TARGET LE!!!b3!!!)
Combined HumanitiesSocial Studies :31/50 (62%...woots!)
Geography: 33/50 (66%..YAY!)
Overall: 64/100 (B4!!!)
ElectivePrinciples of Accounts (POA): 60.5/100...(didnt aspected it..coz..i aimed 4 A1 or A2...well..i did sum freaking careless mistakes tt i shld haf made it..but..cannot blame la..i haf no time to check..den hor..i rush thru le..=X)
well..overall, i quite happy but im aint satisfied la..esp my math,phy and POA!!!really im disappoionted!!!=(!!!!
hmm..dunno why..mdm ang give back pprs rite..i all pass...MS SEk GIVE BACK..i get nt a very gd results!!!!SHIT!!!!
well..eng..my compo...sure flunk..haix..=(
mei(fiona)...hmm...well done...=)...work harder 4 ur geog and other subs k?well done..=)...tis time round u nvr fail..very gd liao..work harder..u can de..=)
janel mei...err..no nid to scare la..if u fail, try harder for EOY!!!
hmm...cheryl gan..(bleahx)..aha..u can de..work harder!!!=)
hmm...well...today i kana pulled by rita to perform 4 the upcoming PAC concert!!we had an ensemble...consisting of 1 saxist,1flautiest,2clarinetiest(Rita - bass clar..shu ling - 1st clar)..1 Tubist,1 Hornist...and tt's all!!and we are playing ROSS ROY!!!im playin the 18 to 20 bars of solo!!omg..HAHA!!...shiok shiok...salleh said we did well..=)...haha...but lips tired..=)..practiced till 6 plus...cheryl..thx..i noe..u dun wan to go home so early..err...dun regret la..k?=)..
hehe...hmm..nth much..well..tmr haf EXCO MEETIN!!FROM 3 dunno to wad time..HAHA!!=)
TO all sec 3 band members, there will be a meeting held on thurs 4 the band camp and investiture...pls turn up..venue is 3 pm...at geog room..=)..haha..INVESTITURE COMIN!!
hmm...nth much le...
btw...hmm...the cow design....errr..*lame*..=)..but nice la..waste time..=)..haha...cheryl..NICE hair..!!i laugh till so loud meh?HAHA!!=)..now u noe where i sit le hor..haha!!=)
hmm...lalalala...nth much....
my eyes pop out le..haha..need to check again 4 the point system 4 attendance and the allocation of points 4 classes...i pa jiao liao..if tmr i see wrg tings, DUN BLAME ME..COZ IM REALLY PA JIAO NOW!!haha..
so many classes to look at...sianx...=)..but fun..coz it's confidential..only prefectorial board are allowed to hold it...shiok eh..HAHA...noe every classes attendances etc...hahaha...black list..hmm..cannot say..HHA!=)!!
k..tt's all...tk cr!!!
haix...btw....haix..genting trip might postpone..shit..but i hope is on may..coz june i sure nt free de..haix..
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Sunday, May 14, 2006 / 9:11 PM
tired....
well...yst didnt blog..coz got nth to blog..haha..today is mother's day...happy mother's day to all mothers in the world..=)..went to PS to eat breakfast and lunch wif my dad,mum and bro....den walk walk...den went to orchard,ngee ann, go best denki..bought a fan again...4 my bro's room..my mum la...make spoil the fan...the nake broke into half...=X..pro rite?HAHA..
hmm..went to douby ghaut to find grandma and aunty...den walk walk..den go home...im having headache cum giddy leh...haix...
notty piggy coming back le....finally got sum1 to joke wif me in msn...wun be so sian liao....but she wun be goin sch tmr...haix...
hmm....well....tmr gettin back results le...haix...if any1 see me wif a black face, u wil noe wad had happened arhx?haha
all the best den..!!=)
i got a big pimple below my nose!!!!SHIT!!!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Friday, May 12, 2006 / 11:31 PM
i dunno wad to say
happy vesak day...=)...well...today nvr go out...wa lao..in the mornin, stupid thunder, roared so loud..until my whole windows shake and my bed shaked alittle bit...argh!!woke me up...den slp again...woke up at 11...plus...played ps 2 till 5...hahaha.......den...bathe...den online...den eat ice cream..etc...smsing wif fiona..etc...haha..err..as a mei arhx...errr...hmm...dun anyhow tink...
hmmm....i really dunno how to express the feeling liao le....hmm......
well....nth much happened today...
was so sian...smsing wif fiona almost half of the day lor...den online..but nvr use the com..=)...waste electricity...haha
i miss my notty piggy...hahaha...(dun tell u who...those noe de...dun say..but...i dun like her...juz miss her as a mei...)..hahaha
hmm..nth much....buaix...
haix..my bluetooth 4 the com cannot use leh..tink spoil..haix..=(
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Thursday, May 11, 2006 / 8:34 PM
happy 4 u
well..today is marking day..no school...boring...haiz...
stayed at home the whole day...played ps2...hahaha..too boring liao..lol!!=)
yst...b4 slpin...was smsing fiona...mei...congrats to u...all the best to u...wish u and him will be together...=)...all the best...and im sure...u will get much more happiness wif him....coz...he is the one...whom u truely love......=)..actually, i wanted to tell u tt..he will be brave..to ask u..if u tell him tt u still like him...he will......all the best k?=)
(ppl, dun ask me who is tt guy...i wun say..thx 4 ur understanding)
nth to blog today la..so boring..haaha..=)
haix..sianzation...haiz...haiz...haiz..can die arhx!!!....tmr vesak day...=)...hope can go out..instead of rotting at home..sian leh!!!...
hmm...done wif my long waited updating of saxophone section SL file...hahaha....thx to aishah 4 the sample...=)...thx gal!
*im sorry 4 makin u into so much of thinkin of it..im really sry...now...finally u can relieve liao...im really sry...u;ve given everyting to me liao...thx...really wish u all the best...*
tis time round...mind set le worx..jies (yayun,liyana), cheryl...thx 4 the everyting...=)
wad to do nxt?i dunno??????
o yeah...yst went to grt world rite...bought a middle finger pen..de de bought it too..=)..haha..2.90...reached home i showed my mum(nt scoldin her...)..den she wa...whr u buy de..lol...den i said grt wrld lor..hahaha..bring to sch...den show teacher..oops...juz jk...=)
i still cant slp leh...everynite b4 i slp..sth will go thru my mind de..so pek chek..haha...had to force myself to slp..and i did it..=)..
genting trip will be booked soon..the date will be confirmed soon...but 4 now..the date has been changed to 28,29,30 of may!!!hahaha...28 nite go...10pm bus(shld be la)...den reached dere abt 4 am plus lor..or 5am...hahaha!!!i will miss mon and tues band pract (IF any)...hahaha..well...i will tell sir...abt it..i dun tink he will scold...hahaha...he's understanding...aint him?hehe
hmm...balloon hat festival coming le...4th june...sunday...at sentosa...ppl..come support henderson band k?hahaha...errr....but...haiz..we now havent prepare leh...how?haix..
Band Camp cum Investiture is coming le...we havent even plan yet...wtf is tis?seniors passing down soon...why lidat de...haix...wad will the band be in future?becuming worst or btr?i hope is btr..so tt..but right now...we are juz playin notes...we aint playin music FROM OUR HEART!...tt's the sadiest ting to say...haix...will band close down in future//???haix...
hmm.......i haf a feeling...i cant get over it...how???
yst my mum asked tt qn again...she juz dun bliff me...haix...so damn pek chek...i hope she ask again lor........
k..tt's all...buaix....
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 / 8:52 PM
im scared!!
OK..TODAY IS THE LAST PPR...POA..2 HRS......i haf 1 veryr bad new...hmmm...
despite havin 2 hrs of time, i dun haf enuff time...i rushed thru everyting...i almost cant finish it...it's so damn difficult...2 balance sheet qns...i cldnt balance it....i dunno why..i tried to find it out..but to no avail...so i give up..and continue...to strive 4 my best in the next few qns...15 MCQs, 5 Structured qns......qn 5 was the easiest among the whole ppr....can u bliff how difficult it is?I told mrs ng "mrs ng, difficult leh..."..den she replied "no la..whr got difficult...End Of Yr more difficult den tis arhx"...i was totally speechless and shocked...im gonna die die die!!!...nxt mon gettin back pprs...sure all shitty results......im gonna be busy after tis week...damn busy....shit shit shit..i need to collate all the results leh!!!=(!!!im perspiring when i was doin the pprr.....once i see the qns arhx..i totally blur....blur and blur and blur..i dun dare to look at the notes tt mrs ng had gave us...i dun even dare to look at anyting and ask anyting abt the pprs...i juz keep it as i will fail...and if i pass....i tink...im juz counted as im lucky...im the same class as lynn jie..haha..after ppr, i communicate wif her...thru hand signal...askin her.."how?can?"...den she replied "no"..if im nt wrg la..lol...i replied me 2 to her oso..haiz...SO DAMN DAMN DAMN SUCKY AND DIFFICULT!!2hrs ppr nt enuff..muz be atleast 2h30mins lor...sucky timing....9 pages...2 qns neeed to do 3 a/cs....and is like...wa lao...trading and P/L a/c...die leh...1 wrg arhx...die le...1 a/c minimun 6 marks lor...got 1 qn..if im nt wrg..22 marks leh!!!22 marks!!if i get the whole ting wrg...22 marks gone lor..haiz
today went to bugis...but b4 tt...went home and orhx orhx...so damn shiok..haha..woke up..bathe...get ready...smsin janel..she now reach bangkok le..she gd lor..can go oversea...notty piggy..=)
den err...went to kopitiam find nu-ers...den waited 4 cheryl...den we go bugis first...cassan and zh came ltr...haha...we had alot of fun lor..haha..really love it alot..!!=)
k...hahaha..de...why today so quiet de?hahaha!...
went to grt wrld...den to tiong to eat...tis time rd at tiong only me and cheryl....were waitin 4 zh to come back frm sendin cassan home..shu ling...actually...we saw u at popular...den i run away..=)...hahaha...we 2 were very scare la...sry arhx..lol...den zh came..back to normal..=)..cheryl...go rest la...fever le leh...u arhx..haiz..speechless..ate long john 4 dinner...den went to play arcade awhile..zh won!!bloody!!=(...hahaha
den walked home..reached home...i asked my mum nt to lock the main gate...she went to lock it..and i didnt bring key..oso no nid to lock the main gate de mah...the door is secured wif alarm le...who will dare to break open lor..oso no1 will be able to break open...the main gate so hard...crazy de...waited 4 my mum lor..buo pian...reached home...online..haha...lazy to bathe...im dirty..oops..=)
k.....hmmmm...lucky today i flagged a taxi to sch..if nt late le..reached sch at 7.35am SHARP!!!the gate goin to close le..hehe..=)..i chiong in lor..=)..thx to the prefects on duty..=)
today last ppr...mrs ng invigilate..was shocked..lol!!!=)
k..tt's all..=)
finally we tok...=)..thx thx thx..thx mei...thx 4 it...=)...yeah..i wun buy soft toy 4 u...mp3 arhx?lol..
k..buaix
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 / 8:03 PM
thx!
thx 4 tellin the truth...finally i got the ans...a real ans...tt im really satisfied wif it...thx...as 4 another reason, i will leave it to u..whether u wan to say anot..but..juz to say tt..if u dun say, tings wun get btr...congratulations to u...able to transfer to queensway secondary school nxt yr...will miss u(as a sister)...now, we juz stay as bro and sis k?if u dun wan, tell me...k?all the best...get a gd result 4 tis yr..so tt when u transfer to queensway, u will be able to get into a gd class too...really thx alot...4 sayin the truth out...thx alot...and...dun cry 4 the story le...i noe is sad...but...dun cry too much..ltr ur eyes swollen...btw, tis means tt u are faithful to him...i wun angry or wad...it's ur decision..as i once said b4, i will respect ur decision...as long as u tell me the true ans frm ur heart...=)...as 4 the slap...if u still wan, i dun mind...if u dun wan, i dun mind 2...anyway, im preparing to fail...im prepared liao...all did badly...haiz...and...i already tell de and janice to stop callin u mummy le...all the best to u...
today bio ppr...i made careless mistakes...miss wu will sure nt be satisfy if she noes tt i made tis stupid mistake...coz...i am tired and moodless today...
tmr havin poa...2 hrs ppr..the 1st 2 hrs ppr tt im taking...8 to 10...!!!pOA!!!i muz get A...MUZ...
tmr tink goin out to bugis...muz ask my mum...
janel...tk gd cr of urself when u go thailand k?shop as much as u wan...exams finish le..relax k?haha...dun fall sick can le..remember...tt ting tt i told u...if u really hear it, dun k?(shld noe wad im tokin la)...
k...tt's all...=)...need to go revise le
will offline......haahaa...when did i becum so guai?i dunno.......no1 noes...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Monday, May 08, 2006 / 9:35 PM
im relieved?
watched 'i nt stupid 2' juz now...i cried...but...i dun dare to be too obvious..coz mum is watchin wif me...
i sobbed alot...in my heart past few days....finally, i cried it out..i wanna cry more...relaly wanna cry more...can i?
today geog ppr...i sure fail..sure fail..and sure fail...i rally dunno wad to do le..
tmr bio ppr....last day..poa ppr..haiz
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Sunday, May 07, 2006 / 11:09 PM
im happy!
im happy now..coz my dad bought 'I not stupid 2' dvd when i asked him to buy vcd...haha...22.90 bucks...retail price is 29.90...hahaha...bought it at redhil de...outside ntuc..i asked him to go buy de..hahaha!happy!!!
hahaha...hmm...nth much to write
juz wan to say
i really miss u alot..=(
haiz
all the best!tmr geog ppr!!ARHHH!!!
can i die?
yes, you know i'm watching you.
untitled
wad had happened??i really dunno...i juz noe tt my heart is shattered into many pieces...after hearing all those words...why?why?why?wad r btwn u 2?can u juz tell me wad had happened?i really dun wish all this to continue liao...i give up...im utterly disappointed...everyting has gone back to square 1...again...and again...and again...when will tis end?enuff can?stop all the nonsense can?it's really painful...im damn irritated already...are u forcing me to do the tings tt i dun wan to do?all sensed it...weird weird weird...wad i can say is...weird...do u haf any feelings?i dunno...i will remained silent...till..the day i cant take it anymore...and i will burst it out..which i dun wish to do it...
will this be over?when it's over, will it come back again?
im irritated by the world..i hate the world..i hate myself...
juz wan to tell u tt..she dun like me..and she will nvr like me.......my heart will be straight...nt goin to change...the person i like will be u...
are u angry wif us?or are u juz angry wif me?i noe tt u r angry wif me..but...WHY...?WHY U DUN WAN TO TELL ME?WHY?exams goin to over soon...haiz...
are all the words a lie to myself?i dunno......no1 noes...mayb u are the only who noe the ans...
haiz...haiz,,,haiz..
life sux........
i hate it...
im so stupid...
stupidiest guy in the world............
i really hope i can get an answer...
yes, you know i'm watching you.
yoz..im crazy!!!
IM CRAZY!!!DOCTOR..WHR are U!!!??i NEED U!!BADLY!!DOCTOR!!!(shld noe tt im referin to u..=p)....HAH!!!..
im REALLY CRAZY..GOIN MAD LE.......haha...mei foong and cheryl oso mad wif me..HAHA..=)!!!COOL!!!
yayun!!!HHAA...i read ur 2nd story till half...i read till eyes tired le...shall continue!!=)!!!
NICE!!!
CHERYL...DUN cry la....although the story nice la..LOL
ppl!!GO READ!!AUTHOR BY OUR VERY OWN HSS BAND ALUMNI, LIM YAYUN!!EX-TIMPANIST!!hahaha...JIE!!!muz reward me k..helpin u to promote..AND..MUZ REMEMBER TO COMMENT...SHE LOVE COMMENTS!!HAHA!
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/1261/http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/1262/MUZ Go READ OK!!!
1261 will sure make u sad like hell...i almost cried it out when i was reading...haha
1262 abit open...haha..abit NC16..=)..but still nice!!=)
muz read..
muz read
doctor..u ok mah???why u look so weird tis few days...haiz...
hehe...
i will heed the advises...=)
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Saturday, May 06, 2006 / 7:26 PM
im speechless
im totally speechless....i dun haf tt determination le...sick and tired...all the emotions,words is juz soo.....arghh..nth to say...
studied geog today..hehe...chatted in msn too...hahaha...slept awhile oso...hahha...nt tt tired le..but still tired...
i really miss the time...can we get back like b4>???
i really miss u alot....really really really lots and lots and lots...
ehh...hungry sia..hahaha...i go makan liao...
mayb will update again ltr..depends..but dun tink so..coz muz study........!
yes, you know i'm watching you.
sad...
i juz read finished yayun jie's story at fanfic..haha..nice story
when i was reading..i was reminiscing the past...past 1 mth..so many tings had happened between us...there are ups and downs...but in the end, we managed to forgive each other..and start again...im blessed to haf u...sumtimes im tired but whenever i see u, i wun be tired anymore...even if im tired, u asked me to do tings, i will do it...juz like u askin me to study hard 4 exams...1 slap 4 1 subject fail...i wun regret it...coz...i will feel tt im blessed by u...being ur bro 4 hmm..abt 3 mths plus...and ur stead for 1 mth 4 days...ur every feelings, i will be able to guess it correctly...i dunno why...everytime, my feelings towards u are all juz so true...tt i cant even bliff it myself...my feelings haf nva been so true to any1 b4...but...only u...so sumtimes u dun say it out, i will noe wad ure tinkin...whether are u sad, whether are uu angry wif me...coz...actions prove it..ur actions showed it to me...
when i was readin the story, esp the sad part, i almost cried out...it's like...wad we are experiencing now...(although abit different)...after readin it...i understand more abt it...every action taken will haf a reasons behind it......*juz like jay and hebe in the story*
jealousy is natural...if im nt jealous, means i dun love u...
btw, yayun jie...i quote out alot of nice quotes in ur 1261 fanfic..but i wun use it...i shall treat it as copyrighted by u eh..=)..!
how i wish..i can be like jay, in the story....but nt kana tt disease la..tt disease damn painful de leh...hmm...hope juz die one day out of a sudden..tt's the best...=)...
i feel bad..i feel guilty..........
im sry...
goin to read fanfic 1262 tmr..if nva go out...i will read it..........so nice......i've to keep my promise..i will finish it..=)
sumtimes..noein too much..is a bad ting...coz...i noe alot of tings...which i shldnt noe...
i lied to myself sumtimes...tellin myself tt nth will happen..it's nt wad im tinkin...but people are tellin me all sorts of tings...actions are tellin me all the truth.........
eh..yayun..if got time, write a real sad story...tis time round PG k?nt m18 or nc16...HAHAHA!!=)
the power of love...its so strong..tt i have to face it......
k...im goin to lie on my bed...and stare at the ceiling liao...buaix...
*tis afternnon, ard 2 plus, i saved tis post as a draft. i dun wan to post it out..but...now..at 5pm, i've decided to re-post it back......*
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Friday, May 05, 2006 / 11:07 PM
no mood
yayun jie...thx 4 ur consolation...i itnk it takes time...
yayun....it takes time le....mayb 1 yr...mayb 2 yrs..or mayb few mths..but my ans to u is...it will take more den 5 mths....if withn tis few mths...everyting can get back to track, tis will change...if nt, tis wun le ba...
exams are the most impt 4 now le...sec 3..i cannot slack...but...4 tis mye, the results aint goin to be as gd as last yr...
yayun, i will heed ur advice...i will try my very best...to concentrate...=)...i agree wif u...everytime...every yr...near exam, sth bad will happen...juz like last yr...and when i was sec 1...everytime..sure de...1 semester...alot of bad tings will happen..den 2nd sem nt tt much le....haiz...juz hope 4 the best..=)
k...im goin to read story le...buaiz..=)
Yayun..i uwn be able to read all ur both fanfic by today arhx...haha..i try..haha..=)
yes, you know i'm watching you.
CL pprs
today is CHi ppr...well..ppr 1 was ok..coz got electronic dictionary...ppr 2...SHIT...jialat..=(..fail fail fail..mdm liu hua qin set till very difficult..so damn chim lor..so many cheng yu...wa lao...die le
haiz...after pprs, went home...walked to inter...
reached home, i slp..
no mood to do anyting...
no mood to type oso
buaiz....
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Thursday, May 04, 2006 / 9:04 PM
math ppr 2!!!
OH BLOODY SHIT...I DID ALOT OF CARELESS MISTAKES FOR MATH PPR...IM DEAD..IM DEAD...IM GOIN TO FLUNK MY MATH...SHIT..FUCK...SHIT!!!!ARHHH!!!!!!!!!MY LAST QN...5 MARKS...HAIZ...I LOST ALOT OF MARKS LOR...SHIT!!!FUCK!!!IM SO CARELESS...hoW!!!????SHIT!!!
well..today..haiz..went to grt world..i wanna follow..but...haiz..=(
studied dere...im damn damn damn angry wif 3 gals...hmm....
fiona and bel go bukit merah..=(....
i miss u....
den go tiong..
SAW MY MUM!!SHIT!!!
EH..MY MUM REALLY TOT TT JANICE IS FIONA LOR....SHE ASKED ME 4 HER NAME...!!!!!!!!!!haiz
haiz...
went home at 4 plus
actually, fiona..i was slpin de...den u call..den i wake up le..den cannot slp liao..thx 4 wakin me up...sry 4 nt tell ing...sry...
hahhaa...
bathed, online,hmm...went to elearning...i was rather shocked...anyway, i've e-mailed mr chua abt it...
arhhx...k..tt's all...
tmr having CL ppr 1 and 2...SHIT!...hhaha
k..buaiz..=)
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 / 10:10 PM
woots...!...im so...happy?haha
k..today had physics ppr...omg...i tink i do wrgly...i tink i wrote the formula wrgly..HOW????????shit...if really wrg arhx....4 to 8 marks will be gone leh..=(..
anyway, today had CME too...ez leh..i got 73/100!!!YAY!!!MY FIRST TIME...........FIRST TIME EVER...A2....HAHAHA!EVERYTIME OSO B4 TO B3 DE..HAHA!!!
after CME, went to KFC makan wif cheryl,de de,mei fong, fiona,bel..and...pei mun,lynn(they were wif aishah and doris..den after tt, they came and seat wif us..haha..)...haha...bel, kristale and fiona ate pizza hut...cheryl too rich...she treated dem.>HAHA..
went to mac after tt...den study and study..den bla bla bla..was tired le..so lazy to study le
hmm...den after tt, we went off le...went to interchange..o shit man..i was walking very close to...lalala....den i saw my aunty..i mean.my aunty saw me...i was like..shit!but she nvr tell my mum..=)...juz now mum juz put down the fone wif my aunty..haha...heng!..coz..we were really walking...very close...haha...lalala
fiona went home...de,me,cheryl,bel,mei fong and zhi hui went to tiong..zhi hui went to cassan's hse today...hahaha...
walked ard...haha...bel treated us fries...hahaha...
den went home...coz de was pestering us to go home..coz..she is scared to go home...wt.LOL
me and mei fong(btw, mei foong is janice)...haha....bully her...bleahx...=)...walked home lor...she lived nxt blk of mine..haha..
reached home le...nth to do..SLP!!!
sry MEI(fiona)...SRY!!!1st time u call, i slping...2nd time, i bathing...SRY!!!
k...tt's all...
all the best to sec 1s,sec 3s,sec 4s,5s(i tink so 4 4 and 5s) 4 their math ppr tmr!!=)
felicia chia jia xuan..haha...dun tink i stupid leh...i noe is nt fiona de...the way u tok to me and the way she tok to me is 100% different lor..haha..btw, mei..thx 4 telling me oso..if nt i will..be...askin myself...wad had happened..HAA!=)
yes, you know i'm watching you.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006 / 9:31 PM
im dead
oh bloody shit!die le la...cham le...today math ppr 1...so damn difficult...SHIT lor..SURE fail de lor...IF i fail Math ppr 1, i really die le...coz math ppr 1 so difficult le...math ppr 2 much more difficult...haiz..i dun wan to drop to N2 nxt yr...N1..my target...4 my 5 yrs of education in hss..haiz...
i relaly dunno wad to do le...i've tried my best to study as hard as possible le...
i really hope tt i can be like last yr...but no matter wad, i had to persevere..i cant juz give up..i wun!!!
tmr physics ppr....haiz...studyin right now...
today after ppr, pei janel and geraldine and lynette till 12.30 lidat..haha..lynette went to mac oso...went dere to study..haha
studied physics lor...study till half..i really sianx le...phy so many formulae..even more den math lor...haiz...done my bio...haiz...
i haf no confidence 4 tis time round at all...sumting is juz stopping me..i dunno wad the hell is tt..haiz...
if i really fail till too jialat rite...im dead...real dead le...all prefects haf to photocopy their result slip 4 mid yr and eoy de leh...if i fail so jialat, den i copy le...i show the teachers...wad will the chers tink???i will really die lor...haiz...
but..i will try my very best...
im juz stressed up le...mid yr pprs already so difficult...wad abt EOY/???
haiz...
tk cr...
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Monday, May 01, 2006 / 11:05 PM
sianxation
well..today is labour day...hahaa...sianx..haha..nvr go out..stayed at home watch tv, revise on math..msn...smsing...err..eat?hahaha..slp...etc...lol...
hmm...tmr math ppr1..dunno wad to revise on..so juz revise on chapters 1 to 5..haha..
hmm..nth much to blog...
im tired..hahaha
all the best 4 all of u tmr...=)...
*i nvr tou lan worz....=)..muacks*wanna go slp le.buaiz...
tkcr
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my new backbag...haha...blur eh...
yes, you know i'm watching you.

my new sling bag..nice?quite blur...
yes, you know i'm watching you.