Saturday, May 06, 2006 / 1:19 AM
sad...
i juz read finished yayun jie's story at fanfic..haha..nice story
when i was reading..i was reminiscing the past...past 1 mth..so many tings had happened between us...there are ups and downs...but in the end, we managed to forgive each other..and start again...im blessed to haf u...sumtimes im tired but whenever i see u, i wun be tired anymore...even if im tired, u asked me to do tings, i will do it...juz like u askin me to study hard 4 exams...1 slap 4 1 subject fail...i wun regret it...coz...i will feel tt im blessed by u...being ur bro 4 hmm..abt 3 mths plus...and ur stead for 1 mth 4 days...ur every feelings, i will be able to guess it correctly...i dunno why...everytime, my feelings towards u are all juz so true...tt i cant even bliff it myself...my feelings haf nva been so true to any1 b4...but...only u...so sumtimes u dun say it out, i will noe wad ure tinkin...whether are u sad, whether are uu angry wif me...coz...actions prove it..ur actions showed it to me...
when i was readin the story, esp the sad part, i almost cried out...it's like...wad we are experiencing now...(although abit different)...after readin it...i understand more abt it...every action taken will haf a reasons behind it......*juz like jay and hebe in the story*
jealousy is natural...if im nt jealous, means i dun love u...
btw, yayun jie...i quote out alot of nice quotes in ur 1261 fanfic..but i wun use it...i shall treat it as copyrighted by u eh..=)..!
how i wish..i can be like jay, in the story....but nt kana tt disease la..tt disease damn painful de leh...hmm...hope juz die one day out of a sudden..tt's the best...=)...
i feel bad..i feel guilty..........
im sry...
goin to read fanfic 1262 tmr..if nva go out...i will read it..........so nice......i've to keep my promise..i will finish it..=)
sumtimes..noein too much..is a bad ting...coz...i noe alot of tings...which i shldnt noe...
i lied to myself sumtimes...tellin myself tt nth will happen..it's nt wad im tinkin...but people are tellin me all sorts of tings...actions are tellin me all the truth.........
eh..yayun..if got time, write a real sad story...tis time round PG k?nt m18 or nc16...HAHAHA!!=)
the power of love...its so strong..tt i have to face it......
k...im goin to lie on my bed...and stare at the ceiling liao...buaix...
*tis afternnon, ard 2 plus, i saved tis post as a draft. i dun wan to post it out..but...now..at 5pm, i've decided to re-post it back......*
yes, you know i'm watching you.
