I'M WATCHING YOU.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 / 9:41 PM

haix

today went 4 the band investiture planning..nt goin to say too much abt it...investiture has been postponed to nxt fri...sry 4 the last min changes...

well done to all those performers...really very proud of u guys...nt to forget cheryl,janice etc...4 doin those tings...proud of u guys man..!gd JOB!=)

hmm...went to eat dinner wif janice nuer and rest.....i noe i eat very slow..HAHAHAHA!!!i seems to be old eh..=0!

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k...tis section..is "special"...im goin to say everyting out right now...

i've noe the ans...thx 4 it...since u say u are treatin me neither frenx or foe...den...i shall treat u NEITHER 2....i wun disturb u anymore...i wun call u..i wun sms u..i wun care abt u...i wun do anyting to u anymore...i promise tt...DO U FUCKING NOE HOW HURTIN IT IS...U FUCKER...IM REALLY VERY VERY FED UP LIAO....CANT U JUZ UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION NOW...DO U NOE TT U ARE MAKIN EVERY1 SO FUCKED UP?DO U NOE TT...CHERYL IS STRESSIN LIKE HELL...IM STRESSIN LIKE HELL...AND OTHERS 2...ALL COZ OF WAD?COZ OF UR PROBS...I'VE TAKEN A STEP BACK...WAD U WAN ME TO DO..K..NOW...IM GOIN TO TAKE ALOT OF STEPS BACK..IM GOIN TO LEAVE..AND U ARE GOIN TO JOIN..HEY..TINK OF IT LA...WAD U WAN US TO DO?WE'VE TRIED OUR BEST LIAO...IM ALREADY VERY INITIATIVE TO STEP BACK LIAO...WAD U WAN ME TO DO?WAD U WAN DEM TO DO?DO U NOE WAD'S MY REASON 4 ASKIN U TT QN?MY REASON IS TO...STOP HURTIN MY HEART...AND THX 4 UR TT "NICE" ANS U HAD GAVE ME...I TINK ALL THE CARE AND CONCERN TT I'VE GAVE U ARE USELESS...WELL...I TINK IT'S REALLY WASTE OF MY TIME...U CHANGED..U HAD CHANGED...NOT ONLY I SAY TT...EVERY1 IS SAYIN TT(NT AS IN EVERY1..AS IN..U SHLD NOE LA)...I NOE TT U ARE SAD..I NOE TT..BUT..WHY CANT U JUZ PUT URSELF IN OUR SHOE..AND TINK OF IT..U WAN TO GO TO OTHERS GO LA...NO1 STOPPIN U RITE...WHY U STILL WRITE THOSE CRAPS IN UR SPACE?IM GLAD TT U DUN CHERISH THEM...AND...IM NT IMPT TO DEM...TO DEM...EVERY1 IS IMPT..COZ WE ARE FRENX...WAD ARE U TINKIN OF?WHY DO U HAF TIS TYPE OF TINKING?WAD HAD HAPPENED TO U?IM REALLY VERY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED IN U...UTTERLY...SEE THIS WORD?UTTERLY!U NOE HOW I FELT..AFTER I READ UR SPACE YST...?I FELT DAMN LOTS OF ANGER COMIN INTO ME...BLOOD BOILIN LIKE SIAO...ESP THE SENTENCE WHEN I READ TT U SAID TT THEY TREAT ME MUCH MORE IMPT DEN TREAT DID TO U...BULLSHIT..TELL U NOW...BULLSHIT!UNDERSTAND THE MEANIN OF BULLSHIT!I HOPE U WILL...DO U NOE TT I'VE ALWAYS BEENM CARIN 4 U...EVEN WE ARE NT BRO AND SIS ANYMORE...BUT NOW....I WUN CARE ANYMORE...AND I HOPE..U NOE WAD IM SAYIN...COZ I DUN WAN TO BE TOO DIRECT...WE WUN TOK ANYMORE...IM STILL CONSIDERIN SUMTING...TT U HAF DID...WHEN U WERE ANGRY WIF ME...SHLD I DO TT...TINK I SHLD ARHX..COZ I DUN NID TIS KIND OF FREN LIKE U...U REALLY MAKE ME MAD...MAKE ME CRY...MAKE ME SO DISAPPOINTED IN U...

to cheryl and rest...im sry to be selfish to time round..ireally hope tt u ppl understand how i feel abt tis prob...i really understand wad u ppl wan me to do...but..i refused...i really hope tt u ppl will understand how i feel...i will really appreciate it....

cheryl..ur qn..i hope after u read those above CAPLOCKS words to fIONA, i hope u will noe the ans 4 ur qn tt u asked me earlier on...im sry...

yes, you know i'm watching you.