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Eddy Ng
18
Older by 1 year on every 12 Aug
Henderson Secondary School
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC; Dip. REB Year 2
Henderson Concert Band
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
Alto Saxophonist=D
♥Janel Teo En Xuan
since 070806=D
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Saturday, June 10, 2006 / 8:24 PM
i regretted alot...
todya had band....was on time again///=)...actin major was shu ling and eleanor........b4 tt..sat down wif rita,eunice and lynn jie to haf a nice chat....=)
after tt had band pract...den bla bla bla...went 4 sectionals....the sec 3s will be havin interview session...well...i really regretted wad i've said..i didnt noe tt i can ans a NO>...SHIT...totally SHIT now...i was shot many qns....n in the end, i found out tt...i can say NO...
now i found out tt...rita is really a very gd major....she asked me a very gd qn during the interview...which i cnt say much abt it....=)
and after band, had a gd chat wif her...toked to her alot of stuffs...well...sumtimes i juz dun understand why ppl will tink of tt way....i mean...is like...aiya..forget it
went to kfc to eat wif nuer(janice), cheryl and bel...wasnt feelin so gd la...was tinkin abt the interview stuff....why am i so so so so so so stupid...fuck me!fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!arghh...
i dun dare to face sirs,mr salleh,the majors,yanni,veron and nisa...i dunnno why..i juz feel so pai seh...haix
sir asked a very gd qn oso...well...i've reflected it lor...and...hmm...i juz tell myself...yes...i've done wrg...i mean..i didnt do my job well as a .......................... but i've tried my best...and...i dun wan to get any big rank in band..i juz wan to be a normal band member.........haix.............
haix.....i hate myself...i hate my self....
and...hmmm...i dun mean to be angry wif u...juz tt...i realized tt...i cant take it anymore...i really dun wan to be angry wif u...haix...but.....juz wan to let u noe tt...u r still the gal i love alot...
tt's all la...nth to blog...im still reflecting....haix...
yes, you know i'm watching you.