Wednesday, October 18, 2006 / 8:30 PM
ite trip day 2
today is ite trip day 2.....ok la...todya more fun....but....the bus was late...fuck....
today do the MAGIC(robotics).......fun fun fun...=)
hmm.......nth much la...today end at 12.45pm....supposedly end at 1pm...=))..soo harpie..=)
well....sum1 showed me sth in bus...on the way back to sch....i was SHOCKED....haixxxxx....hope u guys settle tings fast..=)
back in sch.....zhi hui nid to go hall..so i went to PR....stay dere lor...den jun jie ask me to pass vivian's fone to her....den i was like..HUH...den i ask...wad if i nvr see her..den he said..den u take home lor..den i HUH very very very loud....haaaa
was rather boring.......den 2.10..i noe dear and rest came down..but i juz pretend dunno....till i thought of givin her the ting now...den i went out.........thx nuer and fiona...=)
k....den went back pr...den stay awhile...charge my fone...den janice nuer msg....den i go lib find dem lor....idiot mrs seah..cant i juz hold my fone on my hand?oso not using it rite?idiot lor...
k...den....went to double A copy shop...........cheryl,bel wanna copy band stuffs....i recommend etc....
den zhi hui came...den after tt...de rest went back....me and him go eat....we chatted alot la..=)
den went back to sch......den...etc etc etc...
den me aand zhi hui went to toilet...den go P.E room lor....den....mr kek juz nice goin...den chat wif him...den see his dopod...dunno how to use...=XXX...hahahaha....den......he drove us to foyer...hahaha....den we helped him to call ms tan...den....hahaha....mr kek say "can drive u all..but muz help me do tings"....b4 he drive us to foyer la...haha...den in the end, we found ms tan le...haha....den he said "ehh...tis 1 nt counted hor..."..haha...sooo funny lor..=))...den i went to return PR key...den went to study corner....den etc...
waited 4 netball to end...den went to mac........den went home
reached home...watch tv...eat dinner...den bathe...den online
haix..nth much now...........=((((
well......congrats to ZHi HUI whom is promoted to sec 4NA...congrats boy!=))...and.....in total, dey are 6 ppl retained...together wif 3n2...means 3n1 and 3n2...total dere are 6 ppl retain...and..tis is the FIRST time our batch class N1 did not promote together...haix...=(
no1 will understand why i feel tis way...i juz cant make myself happy...whenever im alone, i will be tinkin alot....and i tried to stop it..but to no avail...i really wan tis to stop...but i juz cant...=((...i cant solve the problem myself.......im useless.........=(((..i hate myself...i juz cant be happy..i may seems to be happy..but..im nt happy AT ALL!!!=(...how i wish....i will juz be knocked down by a speeding car...and end my life..=(..i will choose to kip everyting myself....cry secretly inside my heart myself...w/o any1 noein it......=(
yes, you know i'm watching you.
