I'M WATCHING YOU.

Saturday, May 31, 2008 / 2:33 PM

ahh=)

nvr blog 4 quite long le..very lazy to blog..anyway...tues to thurs had lesson...frm 8 to 9.30....den everyday go home slp...except 4 THURS...i went to band.=))...i went in to the sectional rooms...was shocked..ok...den...bla bla..slack..den took cheryl's instrument and play..i caught some dirts...TSK TSK TSK!!!!so i polish it...=))..very long nvr polish my ex-lao po liao..ok...den teach teach...den bla bla..shu ling and rebecca came...!=)))...den teach the 3 cousins...LOL..ok..den...lunch..went to eat wif ling and becca....den...bla bla...we chat alot...den after tt...full band...we took fotos!!!...LOL..damnnn funny..ok...den sir was angry wif the band..bla bla...after band..chat wif sir, mrs leong...get to noe sth...is like...OMFG..ok..tink can say la..mrs leong alrdy announce liao...ok...mrs low and ms tan yx is leavin the band!=(((..mdm kwok will be joining in the band...mrs see toh is out of pa..and she appealed to join band...LOL...we were like..OMG!!!!!..den we asked mrs leong..."tot alot of tchers hate band 1?dun wan to take charge of band?"...den mrs leong replied "whr got..alot appealed 4 band"...we were totally shocked..ok..anyway, i chat wif mrs low on the fone awhile...lol..damn funny...hmm..she said she's goin to come back nxt yr...i hope she really will!=)))..n as for ms tan yx, she's goin over to choir..coz ms rina lio and ms looi is leavin choir..tis was wad i heard frm mrs leong la..den..ok...bla bla..after band...fidah went home...anyway, tt day was the majors first job..LOL...first time workin together!=))...ok..den...cheryl, me, wen xin and gina went to vivo...but..went to harbourfront meet jo first..he's goin to perth!..with his band..OMFG la..=))..den..after tt...hmm...went to pei him exchange money...den...bla bla..went to vivo...wif cheryl...to find wx and gina..den bla bla..we walk walk walk...decided to go to interchange..take bus..and to tiong...den went home..=)...hmm...den...nth much...

FRI...hmm...yst...met cheyrl ,fidah and wife to do hwk..=)..i finished SS..=)..met at bm mac...ate...den do...the service in bm mac SUX man...ok..den..errrmm...do do do..qiao ting and wife finally came...den do do do..den went to anchorpoint..den bla bla...den took bus home...no..not home..went to tiong..met hyw and TXT..lol..met dem..den went to eat...den go home..=)...den bathe...eat..online..den bla bla bla...slept late...coz of some...dunno how to describe matter...really no words to describe..LOL..

today..woke up..sms wife..played psp...den now online..nth much..=)..got tis damn blooody flu...argggh...ok..tt's all!=)

im nt gonna BLOCK it..=)..anyway..no point settling it...my heart is dead...i've gave up...chances were given more den dunno how many times...the scar in my heart are like..very very deep..all made by u...so i really dun care now..maybe u tink..im nt tinkin 4 janel..lol..i tink u are wrg..=)..anyway, the feelin of kip being accused..sux..o yeah..i didnt tell mrs leong to do anyting..i tink it's right to inform her tt u went to vivo..but..well..cheryl can be witness...i didnt say anyting..except askin her to call mrs leong to inform her..mrs leong OWNSELF say those words alrite...get the facts right b4 accusing me again..and again..and again..o yeah..who cares..im so nt goin to care it anymore..it's over!=)..maybe years down the road...we will get back?well..shall wait 4 miracle...u may tink tt i didnt put in the effort..lol..i tink u are wrg..nvm..no point tellin u all tis..really..coz in ur heart...tis sentence "he nvr put in effort at all lor" will be dere...nvm..it's ok 1...im immuned of being accused alrdy...maybe 1st few times...very angry...but now..aiya..to me..accuse lor?i dun care...im nt feelin angry now...infact..i feel happier..coz i no nid to be hurt by u anymore..coz i juz simply cant be bothered to put back the trust to u..coz simply..i dun wan to be hurt again..well..i doubt u noe wad u are doin..n i doubt..u noe tt u are hurtin me...nvm 1..=)..anyway..it's over...history..n will nvr repeat again..coz it will nvr..=)..once my heart is locked..no1 can open it again..coz as i've said alot of times..i simply cant be bothered anymore...oo..yeah..no nid to worry..i've alrdy apologised to janel alrdy..=)...

btw, ppl..im nt referin to janel..so dun worry..=))

i wonder..who will really understand how i feel..right now..only got 1?i tink so..i dunno..i dun care..side whoever u ppl wan..coz i dun care..=)..i've ENLARGED it..hmm.=)..clearer?i tink it is damn clear..=))..

tt's all..buaix!

yes, you know i'm watching you.