I'M WATCHING YOU.

Monday, December 01, 2008 / 11:24 PM

haix...

didnt get to update 4 qute long...ok la..nt say very long..=X

yst went to IT show....act wan buy tings..but mum kip sayin..in the end dun wan le..=(((...bla..walked ard...went to john little too...den...errm..went to see cars....coz got car sale...mum sat down and discussed abt it....den bla..dad came to fetch..showed him the car....parents interested..but bro dun wan...coz...it's he driving..nt parents..damn..=X..anyway, went to eat at bedok...den bla...went home after tt....bathed..and slept..

today..woke up early..went 4 band....played huntingdon....den bla...set piece is ready 4 collection..sir is gettin it today...n...it's ez...according to him..haha..n yesh...syf choice piece 4 dem is huntingdon celebration and the set piece...which is dunno wad name..=X..a combine of march, n sth else and choral....haha..bla.....band ended, went to cheryl's hse..slack..helped janice and rafidah to do poa....ok....janice...sry 4 gettin tt qn wrg..=X..ok..anyway, in band, we kip disturbin cheryl...her new name is SHERAL!haha...damn funny la!sir oso go disturb...AHAHAHAHAHA!den i took celeste wallet...den i go say look like her....den say go disturb..haha..DAMN freaking funny la..SHERAL!ok...anyway, went to tiong to pei bel and cheryl eat.....fidah and janice went home after popular......toked till 8 plus..went home...ate....watch tv..bathe...n go apply 4 jobs..=))

ok..tt's all..tmr got band...yawn!=X

u asked me..isit really impt to me?i didnt ans u...but now im givin u the ans...first..if it's not impt to me..why would i be willing to sacrifice my working period now juz 4 u?why would i be savin money since like..months ago...if it's nt impt...why would i do all these?why would i wan to wait till ur hol is over den i find?isnt it obvious?u go find 4 me...which couple nvr even go out at all...ok...let me say out...we didnt get to go out 4 the past few mths b4 my O lvls..im fine wif me..coz i understand tt u wan me to study...so i was hopin tt after O lvls we could go out...n u would pei me enjoy...everyday, i was like..Os faster end..so tt we can go out...but really..it turned to be a disaster...we quarreled etc...after Os...it's like...so...-_- can...ok..now u tell me why u are nt willing to go out...now i understand..n i wun pursue tis matter anymore...we will nt go out frm now on....n oso arhx...my train and bus fare...tis yr im still usin student fare...nxt yr onwards, will be adult fare...so i wan to travel as much as i can/wan tis yr...but...well...nvm...it's ok...now i understand...n really...it has been so long since we watch movie together...maybe u dunno abt tis...sometimes frenx asked me to go watch movie...i will push it away...coz i wan to watch it wif u...n if i go watch it wif dem, i will haf to save back the money..if nt no money to go out wif u...but now everyting is over...n really...im nt goin to like...pester u to go out anymore...coz i iwll put myself into ur shoes...n i will understand...but give me time to adapt...but if 1 day..the r/s fails...we cant blame any1 4 it....so now...u noe how impt it is to me?sry 4 all the tears u haf shed 4 me over the past few days...sry 4 all the unhappiness 4 the past few days...n now...im startin to find work...coz since we are nt goin out alrdy...no point me waitin alrdy...n 1 more ting..u can forget abt wad i've told u...like whr i wan to go etc...it's ok...n im happy..=)..see..i smile...so no nid to worry tt im nt happy...=))

tt's all..bye!

yes, you know i'm watching you.